Rip my flesh apart so it can grow back stronger.. Won’t it??

Open up myself I’m ready to be free again

And this is all my blood in which I wrote it

If perfection is perfected what’s the point in being perfect?

wasn’t suppose 2 b here this long, it’s surprising that I’ve made it

prod https://soundcloud.com/rprezo1 & https://soundcloud.com/beatsbykrave

C'est La Vie (prod. redpriest & krave)

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

All these different pleasures all it costed was my morals
I could never give up never was a fan of laurels
All that for a little bit of fame bro you’re twisted
Everything aligned took your shot but you missed it
You know Imma rapper you can book me for recital
Tryna vote me off this ain’t Australian idol
Penned a little message and I sent it with the bird
And if it doesn’t work then it’s back to the curb

Recount the whole thing but you don’t see what I was seeing
I’m from Western Sydney baby I’m not European
Too close to the sun left my ego in the dirt
Either make it or you don’t
Either way it’s gonna hurt
If I turn around this corner who’s gon’ be there waiting
I don’t wanna listen to what you’ve been saying
At the Grove I been chilling yeah my life’s amazing
Used to ignore me and shit and now to talk they’re paying

Clean gloves and clean TNs I step into the G
Could you even do what you’ve been asking of me
It’s not a holiday for us when it’s a trip outta the state
Become a different person with the mask on my face
I needa new connect quick I just hit JS on the phone
Why tf im renting when I’m barely ever home
I appreciate the invite but I’d rather be alone
Plant the trees in a row make the henge outta stone

Yon - Curb (Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

https://soundcloud.com/availover
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to be touched by you
It’d be an honour to be seen
Ink on the quill can’t write it out
There’s nothing even left that I can lie about
Leak into existence in the hideout
Want the answers, careful what you find out

Think about it subtly
Only one step from what I wanna be
Only one moment from a tragedy
Happens all the time that’s why I treat it casually
There’s only one story can’t re-write
In the green grove with the green knight
Say it all true or stay silent
Follow through if you wish make it violent

It could be a 100 years I wont write back
And theres something tryna kill me but I fight back
Everyone left me alone but I like that
There’s only moss on the walls where I hide at
Leaving embers on the end when I’m ashing it
Leaving leather on my hands when I’m packing it
Leaving leaves on the path when I walk on it
Leaving details out my mouth when I talk on it

By Your Hand (Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Rip my flesh apart so it can grow back stronger, won't it?
These are all my thoughts and this is all my blood in which I wrote it
It’s a heavy heart, it’s made of stone, I don’t want you to hold it
Never had the chance to meet the people of which I’ve been moulded
Cursed to keep on checking mirrors just to see that nothings different
Somethings aren’t even my fault but I have chosen to forgive it
It’s gon take a while longer I just wish someone had told me
I keep everyone away, then wonder why nobody knows me

If perfection is perfected what’s the point in being perfect?
I gave someone all my love it didn’t work but it was worth it
Take a look I’m still a human it’s embarrassing to say it
Wasn’t supposed to be here this long it's surprising that I made it
They say words are stronger than a weapon, sharper than a blade
They say that you can’t be anything unless respect is paid
I’ve been had a million blessings, so I can’t go out conceited
Thanks for everything the words are there for whenever it’s needed

Open up myself, I’m ready to be free again
Tell you everything, I’m ready to be me again
The hopeless giving hope, that’s all that I can try and do
Tell me what you’re like, I wish that I was more like you
It’s tryna take my castle I’m living like my last night
All this bad karma aye shout out to my past life
Tryna save the planet, this time I will not recycle
Time that I pickup just hit me with the re-dial

Dion - Flesh (production by Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/availover
No lights or cameras, action only
Judge me truly I’m not holy
I’ve received the shoulder coldly
How’d I know? Somebody told me
How’d I know? Somebody tells me
I have killed all my dependence
I will kill all you pretenders, I will kill all your defenders
Stop the thinking you’re not Descartes, feel the love but it’s a grey heart
Dumbest cunt don’t ever play smart, how the fuck are you still talking to me?
Kill me now if it stops you talking, you can run I’ll stick to walking
What’d you think it was I’m ripping? Did you want to be a victim?

Did you want to be a victim, well your wish is my commandment
Compliments are underhanded, it’s not your fault I understand it
Do you even believe in what your saying, the company you keep it says enough
Revelations on the cusp, decision making must be tough
Keep the chain on like I’m richter, there’s only one they call the ripper
There’s only so much I can say now, smell the rain it’s on the way now
All the stones are in a ring now, here’s a song that you can sing now
Come ups bout have its bring down, citys finally got its king now

I bring the silence to the good night, put the sigil on the pendant
That’s your friend and you defend it? Guess the good outweighs the evil
Guess that’s how you go around it
I will kill all these pretenders
No I will not do your interview, I don’t care who you can bring with you
Have you even seen the train line? have you ever seen the crows?
There’s a jealousy abundant and there’s envy in its throes
They are held down by the claws, can you even see the cause
There was me before the trees, falling straight down to my knees

Somebody Tells Me (produced by Avail)

mink*

Juice w/k-done prod.gossamer

@loveboy00 @ddertbag
Recorded in 2019 @BNO Airbnb studios

NK + spira [ddertbag]

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Dion - Flesh (production by Avail)

AVAIL

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