Stop
this madness
your sadness
is bleeding with the voices in my mind
and all the lies they breathe away
but they
can't hide anything I know
"she's just a monster"
so their hatred grows
(she's not one of us)
they'll never go til' she says
"I can see just fine while blind"
(they'll never know)
she can't escape
she's closing off her heart and mind
(all my mind body and soul)

when you'd stare into the dark
your silent screams would say to
"leave me"
to take away the voices
that tear into our hearts
if you saw past
your looking glass self
straight into everything you mean to me 
maybe
if I could light the choices
you'd find a way to fight it

somewhere in silent serenity
a child's mind defines
all the colorful lies
standing alone she'll close her eyes
and they
can't hide anything they throw
no point in hiding
so they let her know
they'll never go til' she says
'I can see just fine while blind"

when you're standing by my side
I hear your distant screams
"I'm sorry"
I try to shout it back but my
voice is going dry
like my eyes
if I could cry
remembering everything you meant to me
maybe
I'd wake up from this nightmare
and take away the sadness

one day
hiding away
from all the pain and hate
that she never wanted to see
she'll close her eyes to get away
and it doesn't matter what I say
she'll pay the cost
scream with her final thoughts
"I'll take away the light
but we'll reunite
with time"

The Closed Eyes of Love

https://avalondatura.bandcamp.com/album/lost-projects-ft-gumi-english-demo-album

Named after the fact that these are mostly projects meant to be worked on more which were lost to computer issues, many of these will be remade in my next album or are old tracks that have been unreleased.
For now, I see this as more of a compilation of examples of what can be expected in the future, or something to go by for those who may commission me.

AVALON DATURA

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