Just a one time little jam we had, makes for a good interlude. 

Mellow Jam

I never lie to myself
so long to my steady health
cuz I can't live that way
I suppose I should lie today
You've stayed normal in your noose
Forgotten all the dreams you've pushed
I have eaten what they've fed
Listening to the noise in my head

CHORUS
But I won't take that shame
I'd rather be untamed
As this sadness takes its shape
Cause I can't live that way
Your silence is a drain
To all the pride you claim

No I won't walk away
As I make the fucking grade
And silence all your games
I hate this god damn place
My life is now erased
and I know I can't change

VERSE 2
I continue to feel the urge
To ease the anger and the hurt
I guess my morals are too strong
To watch everything be gone
I look at everyone else
And then I take a look at myself
But I can't stand my face
And I can't stand my ways
And I know that I can't change 

i hate this god damn place

Since the womb we have been so evil
But attached to ourselves through love
Not once was there ever separation
Not once have I felt this with anyone

CHORUS 
And trees bending and shaping the ways of fate
The same trees that I'll from now on always hate
They take life, they take you away
They took half of me from reality

And now life has changed beyond
I've not found realization
Of how to live without
An unfinalized sibling bout
I've got all these nails in my skin
Talking empty cause I don't know where to begin
This pain hurts more since it's built with blood
This shame is sore from all I could have done

REPEAT CHORUS 

Maybe it's my turn now (goodbye to all the trees)
Maybe she'll show me how (goodbye to all the trees)
Maybe I'm falling down (goodbye to all the trees)
Maybe I'll cut me...down

co-dependant

As we sit and talk 
let's think about how this has changed our lives
I know something comes to mind
We gleefully react to the waves of wisdom 
as I trample on your soul
I know I have dug a secret hole

CHORUS
We live all our lives
Questioning everything
We breed our race
Without completely understanding - why

And we fall....

As we regain our place at the table
The coffee's cold
I know I measure you to gold

REPEAT CHORUS 

looking ahead

Hey mister I have a question for you
Do you know what this grand world is coming to?
I feel it aching to the point of breaking
I feel it aching to the point of breaking

The eagle has landed in someone else's nest
There is a today but maybe not a next
I can't shake a world that's diseased -
fire, crumbling, bleeding, perfect 
down on our knees... 

Alright now I'm finally pissed off
Paying my doctor to keep the gun cocked
News is news and it's as old as it seems
Crushing every fucking one of my dreams
Push me around until I throw up
Making it seem easy to jump
Flew around until I couldn't see
As you extracted every shred of dignity from me

CHORUS
I can go on and on
Cause this job and this house aren't me
I'm feeling around for reality
Cause this life and these kids aren't me
I can see more than you think
Cause my heart isn't ready to beat
Cause my mind is ready to be free

Another day another buck
Yeah- look away- cause I'm bad luck
Hearing the dropouts' suicide words
As you assume everything you had heard
Tarnished with shame and smothered in shit
I guess I've finally found the other end of this
Staring blankly at my long hair
As I hold your precious burning bill in the air

REPEAT CHORUS

hypocritical land dwellers

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3 dudes creating music together. Avea existed between 2002-2004, and in that time attempted to evolve through a grunge inspired fit of musical passion. Over 20 original songs were created, as well as several covers and one time jams. Avea recordings are incredibly high tech, using a single mic hanging in the middle of their practice room, recording onto an old Hewlet Packard with Audacity, a free sound recording program. Bear with us, and try to appreciate the potential.