its been a pretty long time now
we're both finding ourselves out
but im starting to doubt
closure is what i found

its all in my head
no i cant get back to bed
 i cant get back to bed
its all in my head
what should ive said instead?
what should i have said instead?

its you, and me
well thats what i believed
dont know if its real anymore
you wont open your door.

im keeping it closed for longer
(im keeping it closed for longer)
im keeping it closed for comfort
(im keeping it closed for comfort)
im keeping it closed til im stronger
(keeping it closed til im stronger)
i will survive the hunger
for your attention

(keeping you close cuz i miss you the most
 looking in flowers for four leaf clovers
 wishing for luck that i wouldnt be stuck 
wishing for luck that you would give me love.)

Clovers

isn't it so strange?
to hear my name
i know it's gonna haunt you
i hope it taunts you

the wind has shifted 
i hope your ears start listening
i know you're out there
somewhere

you dont gotta pretend
i know its the end
i know the journey has stopped
i look for the clocks
waiting for a sign
i know you're not coming back this time.

oh but i wish you were.
i wish you were.

I wish you were.

Lately ive been understanding change
Things around me have been so strange
Spent some time waiting for your call
Now i understand you wont be here at all

Talking to boys 
and crying to girls
Findin stuff to enjoy
Findin things to observe
Baby your green eyes
Circle my mind
Just come back inside
And maybe you could be mine

Its unrealistic 
For me to think this way
I should quit it
I know it's not okay
But your soft blonde hair
And your charming stare
Theyre always there
Theyre always there

Drive to the lake
Pass you on the road
Youre on your way home
And youre all alone

Your passenger seat
Is so empty
Thats supposed to be me
Sitting in that seat

You wanna move on
And baby thats fine
Its really not fine
But pretending is a talent of mine

(its really not fine, but pretending is a talent of mine) :/

pretending is a talent of mine

Craving someone to love again
I know I can fix it this time
Ill do it right this time

Craving somebody's touch again
I swear I wont cross the line
Ill do it right this time
(this time)

I've been all alone
and I need someone to call home
Who will step up?(up)
And not mess me up?(ohhhh)

I want someone to love (i want someone to love)
Unconditionally (unconditionally)
Someone who loves me (loves me)
I wanna be someone's somebody (I wanna be someone's somebody)
And do it right this time.


do it right (this time)

I see you through the wind
Time and time again
You were my only friend
How do i begin
To grieve a loss so great
I tried but it's too late
Too late

The trees are singing your name
In a different way
It is not the same
Natures changed

Every blade of grass
I seem to walk past
Has drops of dew
They reflect you
And the lake still shimmers
I'm not a good swimmer to this day
To this day

The pollen on the flowers
Reminds me of the hours
I can never get back
How does one get past that
There's still a little hope
That i'll be able to cope
And be okay
With the little things

The trees are singing your name
In a different way
It is not the same
Natures changed

Tears flow like the river
I'm my own grave digger
I'll rest in this field
maybe i'll learn to yield
All of the life
That surrounds my mind
And it'll be fine
Even though you're not mine


nature's changed

laylahlays on dc

pretending is a talent of mine is the best song ive ever made btw

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