now do this for oct 7/oh well and my life will be complete 

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

sc0ttryan
prod tsuyunoshi <3

i walk on top of water
to make sure you can swim
i would do anything
to make sure you don't end up like him
i always knew that you cared
i needed you , you werent there
and did you think about me
thought you cant breathe without me
turns out you breathe without me
i kick the leaves without you
i learn to swim
i learn to swim
im not here when youre with him

know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly

think you perfect, you a saint
fuck you, bitch, ill take your blame
one day they gon know my name
one day they gon know my name
they gon know my name
they gon know my name

i aint done yet,
and you really fucking thought this would go unsaid
promises unkept
every day you fucking treat me like an object

know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly

and did you think about me
thought you cant breathe without me
turns out you breathe without me
i kick the leaves without you

<3

eulogy {me, tsuyunoshi}

@vaeo-music 
@176s

lyrics:

vaeo:

take just a single moment
reflect on what you’ve done
and i
cant forgive you yet
cause the pains only just begun

havent seen the mountains in a minute
i like to start things but i don’t know how to finish it all
honeydew and cigarettes are on my breath
wonder if there’s something more to living

the days keep disappearing faster and faster
im scared of being left behind
and the pain is such a familiar feeling
it happens all the time

joss:

i don’t wanna see you go back home
cause i’m scared of being alone when it’s dark outside
i know it may feel like i’m using you
but i cannot tell the truth with what i get into

and i’d do it all again if i had the chance
saw the wrinkles on the bed and i thought you were there this time
but i never ever cared that’s why

stood outside thinking how could you believe me
when you never could believe in me
but i can say that i tried
even if it was late this time

i didn’t feel like staying
but i don’t feel like leaving you behind
i didn’t feel like staying
but i don’t feel like leaving you behind

feel like staying w vaeo (waifu)

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

old tattoos (ryo + will + st jimmy)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

i'll burn in hopes you would notice me (ryo)

production: noki @nokiyzu & dltzk @dltzk
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

lyrics:

[hook: noki]
everything i say
everything i fucking do
yeah you know that its for you
yeah you know
i cant seem to get away
i cant seem to get away from you
its like everything you say
everything you fucking say is engrained in my brain
and you cool like the shade :D
yeah you cool like the shade

[verse: avit]
i know baby it’s been hard
but we can talk it out
get our feelings in the air
i don’t want u to doubt

beginning to understand
why i can’t goddamn
get you out my fucking head
every painful memory replaying back
yeah i can still envision you inside my bed
and every lil word u said before it all went black

cuz i still love you
i still care for you
so

[hook: me + noki]

brain w/ noki

heart in a jar (hallow)

twitter.com/christianblair
www.instagram.com/christianblair/

prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
art & master by me

getting back into posting this year, looking to work with more artists! dm me : )

https://soundcloud.com/1flea/para-ti

check out the alt version :)

4u (hallow)

Tên tôi là, Vivi!

Business only - vi@avit.wtf

brain w/ noki

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