and i think shes so pretty #demo

but if i cant take it 
what would you do with me yeah
if I'm always there but hard to see would you still notice me
If i wasn't so fucking shy
If i wasn't so fucking dumb
if I'm always there but hard to see would you still notice me
If I was a ghost,
I would spend my time,
Stalking you until
You're all fucking mine.
when you feel the air
ill be standing there
watching you as you
brush your hair.

PROD BY SICKBOI


and i think shes so pretty

demo........


demo........


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by that tree #demo

all these people get to say what they want
meaningless words will tear you
and strip you from your sanity
she cries whenever shes sad
she cant look at anyone in their eyes
he will hold her when she cries
but that is just her fantasy
mirrors cracked by our memories
so i think ill spend my time watching her
im still wondering if you felt alive
all the signals inside the fading light
repeat

apologies to the masses

swore id hold it all together
but im fallin apart again
all you said is it gets better
but i dont even know when
on the floor im f crying
theres no chance youre even trying
every word you said was lying
guess its me that keeps on dying

and im falling deeper
i really thought you were see through
you should play me on your speaker
let me haunt the things you breathe too
i cant with all this f silence
and all the stupid incompliance
it all just makes me f sick
and ill i feel is that im dying

girl im in ruins #demo

she's the girl i adore, shes the one i love
don't mind falling in love just because it's you
wish i could go back in time and talk to you way sooner
but i was too fucking scared a stupid loser.

just a demo

i adore you #demo

noo i dont wantt uuuu

swore id hold it all together
but im fallin apart again
all you said is it gets better
but i dont even know when
on the floor im f crying
theres no chance youre even trying
every word you said was lying
guess its me that keeps on dying

and im falling deeper
i really thought you were see through
you should play me on your speaker
let me haunt the things you breathe too
i cant with all this f silence
and all the stupid incompliance
it all just makes me f sick
and ill i feel is that im dying

better version i think

ruins ruins ruins...

posted on your story i cant help but stare at those pretty brown eyes and that hair always
oh youre always near but always feel far i cant help but fear that we will grow apart
youre right here but still feel far all those pictures of you were a work of art 

ill stare at you till my eyes burn #demo

oh just please answer your phone
i'll be what you want me to
i'll spit out my food 2x

and im walkin down that road
thinkin bout what i didn't show
i just want to tell you i can't let it go
why can't it just go my way
it's just like everything you say
everythings so pointless
i'll just be on by my day

why am i still here
i don't know why but your words are my fears

prod sickboi

i'll be performative for you please #demo

beabadoobee music makes me cri a little bitty

noo i dont wantt uuuu

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