ayva abim

isolating (VEST!GE)

shots! w/503scoob (prod.aki)

angels look like demons

GET IT NOW (feat. ap47hyc0r3)

HATE ME MORE! (ft.lunagrace)(prod.nex4eri0n)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7qnLb7RNKO3RXM0gxhKbUA?si=e9c906a6193e43c0

OUT ON ALL PLATS TWIN

so in love + 444pluto

IN THE 3DS!

produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

lovebomb, attention (blow my brains out) (x0.HellA)

mixed by @morileyy & @ilymoil
mastered by @morileyy

featuring @444pluto

cover by pi3geon!

SHOWTIME!

SHOWTIME! ft. 444PLUTO (lyretrix + danidv)

@avoidr
i wna see u more
see you rotten to the core
wna see u more
u wna see me on the floor
wna see me more
n i hate u for the guts
cnt u see that im enough
dnt u see that im enough

i js wanna kill u
slit my wrist n feel u
i js wanna end u
put u in the trenches

i hate evry single thing that u do
n i wish i cld erase u from my life evryday
its alr im okay, its alr im okay
and with evry single option that u take
i cant behave..
i feel betrayed
looking for u in evry place that u go
shallow i be creepin w my squad
n im alone yeah
heart still never even know ya
look inside da mirror
i see faces i dont know yea
think abt u evry day that im alone
evry second wasted on my own
cuz im so alone
kill u kiss u i cnt decide
when i see u alive, when i see u alive

i wna cut you
i wna kill you
i wna put u in a bodybag n fill u
ill stream it on live leak
posting everything
everybodys tryna like it
i js fade away..

kill u #rotten (avoidr)

STUMBLIN’ (PROD. LYRETRIX)

shawty prod m1go

https://open.spotify.com/track/6soZDBrfoxopNGXpirPk7n?si=20402b355f4143ff
prod me

lyrics:
i can c it in ur eyes
u dont wanna be alive
taxidermy in ur eyez
fantasizing suicide

ion wanna tell u lies
forgive me im being unkind
y u always gettin high 
tell me where u go nd hide

time is ticking dont u kno
feel the pressure overflow
all my life ive felt unheard
its a challenge to unlearn

wasnt born this way
watched my mind decay
idc no need to pray
while we're here may as-well play

i lost my ecstasy
its so hard 2 be
my past life is haunting me
tied up let me free

poltergeist they follow me
whisper in my ear
i just want to leave
i just want to leave

IN THE 3DS!

avoidr

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