CRAZY (Aki)

prod geam // my valentines gift for you!!

acid (Geam)

stab my stab my heart, girl you make me fucking hard, bitch
all these fucking thoughts in my mind, they cant stop this
feelings circle round, round, round like a carussel
all around my heart, heart, heart im so fucking swirled
make me loose my mind, girl, you can never cycle
cycle through my mind, girl, i know that your a psycho
i feel like im lost inside this stupid fucking nightmare
feelin' suicidal, i would never mind you

would you call me if i told you that i was alone?
would you tell me all the feelings i should know?
i was freaky in my room and i think you know
hiding feelings was a mistake i con-

condoning mistakes is my passion
feeling lonely an obsession
overdosing is my hobby
come and grab my lifeless body
would you tell me shit ive heard before
emotions rolling on the floor
yeah baby please open the door
you grab a knife and then you-

stab my stab my heart, girl you make me fucking hard, bitch
all these fucking thoughts in my mind, they cant stop this
feelings circle round, round, round like a carussel
all around my heart, heart, heart im so fucking swirled
make me loose my mind, girl, you can never cycle
cycle through my mind, girl, i know that your a psycho
i feel like im lost inside this stupid fucking nightmare
feelin' suicidal, i would never mind you

circus (tnfmb)

CASHOUT BANDITS (Aki)

FULL THROTTLE! (sss3ido!)

isolating (VEST!GE)

See you now

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
covered all my dresses in red like a rary
i feel lost and dead inside
come and look at bloody eyes

bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares
bloodstains, i got bloodstains all on my body
bloodstains cover me in red like an army
bloodstains all on my white tshirts
and your white dress, i see the nightmares

bloodstains (junoes & greyrock)

SET ME FREE! (sss3ido!)

angels look like demons

COMPLICATED! (korathink)

GET IT NOW (feat. ap47hyc0r3)

BLOODSTAINS (sped up) (junoes & greyrock)

T4KE OFF! (Wraith77)

IN THE 3DS!

i got a knife nd i stuck it to my stomach
im bleedin out in the forest by myself
sell my corpse right out on myspace
i dont want u to know im isolated
alone w my thoughts n im suffering in darkness
nobody knows all the pain that i manage
got a razer blade nd im feelin so needed now
this bitches they relate, do u wanna see me bleedin out?
wanna see me bleedin out? ill go and start it now
i hate my fucking life, i just wanna end it right now
place the cut onto my wrist
i can hear her scream "lemme take that hit"

watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried
watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried

razorblade//sell my corpse (devnzr)

produced by me lol

damn ill pop an oxy
feel like a papparazzi
20 bitches want me
they all know me
the xans take control of me
im feelin so lonely
dont want me to od
bitch im sorry
depression is a part of me
baby come n start w me
this is all enough for me
come here n love me pls
girl really started it
i feel a part in it
suicide is on my mind
i feel like ill cry

poppin oxys for all my life
crying inside, im not alright
i js hate my life, wanna die inside
i cut myself again, baby
dont you make a trend of me
cuz i feel so lonely
bitches had enough of me
cuz im so fucked up inside
poppin xannys not alright
baby please dont leave me
baby would you play pretend
please dont ever leave me dead
i dont wanna start again

dunno wut im doing here
suffering for all my life
pain is getting number
i just wanna die, alright?
can i get your number?
reaper is js calling me
said im never sober
this is js a part of me
part of me wants to die
part of me cannot lie
part of me is proud of me
part of me is not alright
part of me js hates myself
part of me despises me
part of me knows
i cannot make the change i need

part of me

part of me (avoidr)

prod by leafingg

@vyrve
like omg, bitch, ive been drowning for a long time
got me fucked up, bitch im sipping off that wine
like omg, bitch, i dont wanna be myself
bullet to my brain and i kill myself
like omg, bitch, i cannot do this anymore
sippin on that drink and my body dropping dead
to the floor, i dont need new friends, bitch
i keep my fucking circle tight like omg

@avoidr
like omg, bullet to my brain and i kill myself
i just hate my life im not feeling well
i dont wanna be myself, i dont wanna be anybody else
i just wanna die and be somewhere else
bullet to my brain and i end it all
cuts on my wrist got me feeling like im bleeding out
like omg, do you even care about me?
like omg, do you even see me drowning?
im dying

@vyrve
like omg, bitch, ive been drowning for a long time
got me fucked up, bitch im sipping off that wine
like omg, bitch, i dont wanna be myself
bullet to my brain and i kill myself
like omg, bitch, i cannot do this anymore
sippin on that drink and my body dropping dead
to the floor, i dont need no friends, bitch
i keep my fucking circle tight like omg

vyrve - like omg (avoidr remix)

produced by me

@avoidr
yeah-uh, the pains getting greater
you dont know, yeah you love me harder
yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
you dont know, i dont wanna live no more
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
hell nah, you thought im living in a world like this?
oh girl, you dont know what is going on
help me, im stuck inside of this endless loop
nightmares, thats what im trying to be living in

@lexanax
everything you say is a complete contradiction
wanting me to stay, 
then you're leaving without saying 
i've been losing sleep, 
all my dreams are haunted
said you wanted me, 
yet you don't like who i am

@avoidr
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if im holding on
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if i can trust you now
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it

out of it

out of it w/ LeXanax

prod by me
@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

@avoidr
i wna see u more
see you rotten to the core
wna see u more
u wna see me on the floor
wna see me more
n i hate u for the guts
cnt u see that im enough
dnt u see that im enough

i js wanna kill u
slit my wrist n feel u
i js wanna end u
put u in the trenches

i hate evry single thing that u do
n i wish i cld erase u from my life evryday
its alr im okay, its alr im okay
and with evry single option that u take
i cant behave..
i feel betrayed
looking for u in evry place that u go
shallow i be creepin w my squad
n im alone yeah
heart still never even know ya
look inside da mirror
i see faces i dont know yea
think abt u evry day that im alone
evry second wasted on my own
cuz im so alone
kill u kiss u i cnt decide
when i see u alive, when i see u alive

i wna cut you
i wna kill you
i wna put u in a bodybag n fill u
ill stream it on live leak
posting everything
everybodys tryna like it
i js fade away..

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