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Shannon Saunders - Atlas (original song)

Ain't trying to be the best
I'm just trying to earn some rest.
What are we racing towards?
You call it success,
I call it inefficient, purposeless excess.
Looks more like addiction—
Overcompensation for powerlessness.
Refusal to cooperate
Leaves you pursuing only excessive dominance.
I ain't about it, 
I ain't that wicked—
I just need some rest.

I'm tired.
My eyes are heavy, tear ducts leaking,
Pressure building in my head and it ain't leaving.
Back of my skull, my neck—feels like I been holding 
The world on my shoulders.
Can't put it down, who else here gonna hold her?
Trying to keep conscious,
Look like a drug addict the way I keep nodding.
I'm just tired, just need some rest.
Helps to speak it,  keeps me nodding
To the heartbeat in my chest.
Revolutionary if you believe me
And I actually rest.

Ain't trying to be the best,
I'm just trying to earn some rest.
Why I gotta earn permission?
My body ain't asking,
It's enforcing—far more real
Than your endorsement of success.
Inefficient, purposeless excess,
Where's the executive function in these execs?
Looks more like addiction,
Overcompensation for powerlessness.
I ain't about it, ain't that wicked—
I just need some rest.

I'm running at 30% capacity, give or take,
Creating more in a moment, giving more to life
Than you've ever made.
That's my opinion—take it or leave it.
I'm on a mission that can't be measured,
Can't be gamed.
It's called living, ever heard of it?
Might be a nice change.
Had to relearn the territory—
Your maps kept me running in circles,
Literally left me insane,
Out of body, out my mind,
Made a new map on this page.
What's broken? Ain't nobody can repair it for me—
It's mine to heal.
Win or lose, your game's not real.
Shared delusion, the hierarchy of man.
Nature will put you in your place—
Just hope I'm out of the way.
I know it will, just not when.

Listen to this like a lullaby—
Not the kind that soothes, the kind that terrifies.
Sometimes love can only be expressed through hate:
I love myself enough to stop, to hesitate,
And that hate is for the machine that can't tolerate
Anyone who dares to rest, to refuse, to wait.

Not all beauty makes you cry—
Sometimes it takes the daylight,
Cools the skin, lets the stars shine,
Lets the edges blur,
Lets you fade, lets sun meet shade,
To the truth that you've been running from:
That stillness is a weapon when the world says run.

Hear my words, they are alive,
Burrowing through your eye sockets, your ears, inside—
How'd they get in? You let them. You needed permission to stop,
So here it is: echo, echo, echo...
Bouncing back what you already know
Lied about, when you said
 you forgot.

Thought you were the mirror,
But what happens when a mirror stares into a mirror?
Infinite reflections, nothing getting clearer—
Just the same exhausted face repeated,
Trapped in the loop till you realize what you
Seeing isn’t getting nearer,
It’s always been right here.

So don't sleep tonight—not the way you've been sleeping,
That half-conscious, scroll-through-the-feed, never-fully-dreaming.
Keep your eyes free, really see:
Walk the streets, face the nightmare
Your "productivity" has left for me, for us, for we
Who are still here, still tired, still trying to breathe.

I ain't trying to be the best.
I'm just taking back my rest.
Let us be.

Earn Some Rest

i'm fine
kinda feeling numb about it
he’s fine
nothing like the war we started
it's nice
but i’m always broken hearted
inside

i don’t know what else to do 
but when he kisses me i’m missing you
every place i go reminds me of you
i don’t want to remind me of you 

you told me love was blind
for you, i closed my eyes
yeah you’re my first fall
hardest break of them all

and it don’t sound the same
the way he says my name
yeah you’re my first fall
twentythousand feet tall

red wine
and i’m drunk inside our late nights
your eyes
always kinda felt like goodbye and goodnight
maybe i should let your heart fly 
tonight 

i don’t know what else to do 
but when he kisses me I’m missing you
every place i go reminds me of you
i don’t want to remind me of you 

you told me love was blind
for you, i closed my eyes
yeah you’re my first fall
hardest break of them all

and it don’t sound the same
the way he says my name
yeah you’re my first fall
twentythousand feet tall

And i know it’s not healthy
but i don’t wanna fall in love again
And i know it’ll kill me
but you’re the only way i wanna end
you’re the only way I wanna end
for you, i’d fall all over again

you told me love was blind
for you, i closed my eyes
yeah you’re my first fall
hardest break of them all

and it don’t sound the same
the way he says my name
yeah you’re my first fall
twentythousand feet tall

waiting yeah, i’ll keep on waiting, yeah, i’ll keep on waiting, yeah
for you, i’d wait a lifetime
waiting yeah, i’ll keep on waiting, yeah, i’ll keep on waiting, yeah
for you, i’d wait a lifetime

twentythousand

Written by Casey Barth, Riley Knapp, & Ariana DiLorenzo
Produced by @RKCBmusic

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Love You Lately

Ariana and the Rose x RKCB - Love You Lately

we've been patient,
out here waiting,
how long does it take to reach someone,
we've been saving,
our frustrations,
pennies on the dollar we've given,
but we can't wait any longer

so we're banging the door,
and we're pleading for more,
cause we hope,
everything'll change,
everything'll change,
no we don't have a key,
but we're not gonna leave,
cause we hope,
everything'll change,
everything'll change,
someday soon

hands are shaking,
legs are failing,
will this building ever feel like home,
time is faded,
seconds wasted,
trying to squeeze the water from a stone,
but we can't wait any longer
 
so we're banging the door,
and we're pleading for more,
cause we hope,
everything'll change,
everything'll change,
no we don't have a key,
but we're not gonna leave,
cause we hope,
everything'll change,
everything'll change,
someday soon

Everything'll Change

The official audio for "Anybody Else" by JP Saxe.

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Anybody Else Lyrics:
say no say no I’m tellin' myself
but then
I choose you over my mental health
instead
I know the reasons
I know everything we said
but pull me closer as you tell me them again
you're looking less and less like a friend,
friend

but wait
I’m scared your scared,
but we’re still going there
lady, I’m not prepared
to need you everywhere

I wish I wanted anybody else
but don’t stop
before I can’t stop myself
I say that I want to control this
but deep down I hope that it’s hopeless
don't stop
I wish I wanted anybody else

say no say no I’m not ready for this
so soon
but maybe I don’t know what ready really is
with you
hips on my fingertips
lips getting used to this
with your skin on my skin
and your legs on my chest 
you look less and less like a friend,
friend

but wait
I’m scared your scared 
but we’re still going there
lady I’m not prepared
to need you everywhere

I wish I wanted anybody else
but don’t stop
before I can’t stop myself
I say that I want to control this
but deep down I hope that it’s hopeless
don't stop
I wish I wanted anybody else

I’ve been fighting with myself,
but I lose every time.
I’ve been fighting with myself
so I say something like,
“I don’t know if I’m alright with this,
people say we could get hurt by this,"
Don't you look at me that way,
cuz I’ll forget every warning…
fuck let’s just talk in the morning

10/6/17

Anybody Else

dreaming in the daylight
cause I know heaven is a world away
ya we’re here sleeping on the floor
but this hell feels better with you

working through the midnight
I know Heaven is a world away
we’re here sweatin’ on the floor
but this hell feels better 
better with you

better with you
better with you
better with you
this hell feels better with you
better with you
better with you
better with you
this hell feels better with you

you’re in my veins
you’re in my blood
you stop the feeling of giving up
oh I know we don’t have much
still this hell feels better with you 
better with you

been waitin’ here a long time
maybe heaven ain’t on its way
well if we’re stuck down here forever
at least hell feels better
better with you

better with you
better with you
better with you
this hell feels better with you
better with you
better with you
better with you
this hell feels better with you

you’re in my veins
you’re in my blood
you stop the feeling of giving up
oh I know we don’t have much
still this hell feels better with you 
better with you

Better With You

Chelsea Cutler - Water On The Bridge

lyrics:
winter came and went but my love don't seem to go no
you said we could be friends but that's not enough to hold no

you call and you ask me how i am and i don't think i can take it
and then we talk and i wait til you hang up
and you wonder why i'm breaking

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

so i change my point of view
cause i want to be with you

winter came and went but the cold lasted for so long
and i wanna kiss your neck but i'm biting on my own tongue 

you call and you say that something's wrong
suddenly you're coming over
and i know that you just came here to talk 
but i'm losing my composure 

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

you call and you say that something's wrong
suddenly you're coming over
and i know that you just came here to talk 
but you're fucking with my closure

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

so i change my point of view
cause i want to be with you

Water On The Bridge

tell her

A Little More

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Summer Pack

Summertime Magic

Sweetener

God is a woman

Trace (Comfortable Sympathy)

This new music is everything. The first original Holy Mattress Money song NOT written by Jesty! Evann wrote this masterpiece.

Pace Myself

Holy Mattress Money - Pace Myself ft. Evann McIntosh

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