(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

thanks to https://soundcloud.com/itsag56 for the feature :)


beat made by https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow


Eric godlow's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@EricGodlowBeats



/lyrics/

I'm awake at three am i cannot ever sleep woah
i just spend my time putting my words over these beats woah
you can tell me zero 
shut your fucking mouth hoe

woah woah woah woah
i don't even know what i am sipping anymore
filling up my gut and then i wake up on the floor
my whole entire body aching always feeling sore

she worried that I'm spending but i always make it back
id sacrifice my fucking life just to make the track slap
bottles in my backpack i just felt my mind snap
wrote to you like yesterday so why haven't you snad erote back
woah

like ain't it common courtey
just tell me if you rock with me
like i don't got the time to sit around and wait all day and not get anything
feel like aj the way I'm tracing all these words from the picture in my head just to put them on the paper

it's like three am
I'm on that shit again
killing shit like son of sam
fucked up knocked out imma do it all again 

picking the slack up
picking it back up
fuck it im fucked up
tell her to back up

i dont need no backup when I'm walking down my street 
and im not a fucking sneakerhead all my shoes are creased baby

hitting up the function with my brothers and they freeze
the way we stick together you would think we siamese
people coming over think i need to spray febreeze
smoke inside the air you can smell it from the street woah

i don't got no hoes I'm taken like I'm liam neeson
i might rent a lambo whip it like it is a Nissan
my baby got mood swings mind keep changing like the seasons
i feel like I'm dying I'm i can't breath and now I'm wheezing

3am  - feat ag56 (eric godlow)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: @idealismus
Mixed & Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows 
Artwork by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows 

[Verse 1]
Didn't think I'd be making this song 
Till I found out u were gone 
So much things I wanted to tell u 
That now I'll never get the chance too

[Bridge]
You made me feel like I belonged 
Now all I can do is sing along 
To your old songs

[Verse 2]
It feels like a part of me shattered 
And I haven't found the pieces 
That had scattered across my mind 
The memories hit so hard 
That I can't get out of my own head
I hope you'll rest easy
Up there in heaven

[Chorus]
Sleeping won't make this heartbreak 
Break away from my chest 
Wish I could tell u this again
You inspired me bro
Your impact will last for a long time

[Verse 3]
So much time I wasted 
Now I want those days back 
But the rain always falls down 
Mind races more than a car on a race track

[Chorus 2]
I remember last Febuary 
Like it was yesterday
We would talk in vc all day
Me, You, & Hira
(Fuck I miss it man, I wish you were still here) 
& everyone else
But now that you've passed 
It will never be the same

[Sample from: Kurama SD: sleepwater home reaction]
"I need you in my life
I wants you here with me 
I'm not losing my mind 
I just need you here 
To make everything clear" 

[Outro]
Ya know it's crazy
To think that a year ago
We were all together 
We were having the best times of our lives
But now I'm sitting here 
On a fucking June day
But now you're gone
& it's too late to turn back time 
So goodbye my friend 
Sleepwater or also known as Jude

It Will Never Be The Same (Prod. Idealism)

lyrics

wake up in pain ion wanna see ur face 
woah
2 to the brain
and another in your place ho
went out today
seeing shapes
in the rain 
oh
went to the bay
and I crashed in the frame

I cant go one day without been thrown out
I cant hear what u say I can't hear a sound
u reside in my brain
ur with me now
Ive been taught how to stay
but not how to fall down
teach me 
I just need some help from someone who can free me
I guess I'm now stuck in this hell u had preached me
I been outnumbered
and held in my seething
I know u can't hear my voice when im screaming 

ik I don't mean anything to u
I kno u don't see it how I do
and now my blood drips and I fall over
and now my love bleeds out n Im ripped open
and now my body in the ocean
and now my trachea is closinh
skin blue and I'm floating
eyes red and I'm frozen

I cant go one day without been thrown out
I cant hear what u say I can't hear a sound
u reside in my brain
ur with me now
Ive been taught how to stay
but not how to fall down
teach me 
I just need some help from someone who can free me
I guess I'm now stuck in this hell u had preached me
I been outnumbered
and held in my seething
I know u can't hear my voice when im screaming 


DEEPWATER (TIEDFORSILVER X QUNAI)

who needs therapy right?? T-T

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5p7PxyfUy6wdJ9ifc3zieu?si=13e1ec407de247f9

hiii u guysss last song of the year whatt?? its been a rough one but as yall can tell by this song maybe im delusional enough to get by 

lyrics:
i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough 

dont u think that its fcked?
i knew it couldnt be right 
to be so high on a pedestal that my flaws couldnt show signs 
i tried to be who u needed but who u needed couldnt be kind 
told me to cut ya out of my life 
at that point id rather have died 
not now idc
i cant be harmed if im not there 
im not even me no more i cant feel at all 
im redeemed if im unaware
so i just block out whats inside 
and forget outside when im high 
i just dont see what for i should be ignored 
but be seated right by this shitty door like goddamn 

i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough

defense mechanism | prod. uguwap

lyrics 


if u rly want me whyd u string me all along
i got too many reasons stopping me frm moving on
air slips out my lungs way too quick when ur involved
im still sitting home anxious waiting on ur call
let my veins open
and flood all of the earth
i know what u were hoping on
u love to see me hurt
stick the blade in my ribs
u always let it turn
and i culdnt have hope for someone better to let me burn

u hold me in ur arms
and u told me what u want

plenty nights 
still alive
i had died 
lose the light 
touch the sun
u can find
trace of blood
in my eyes

if u rly want me whyd u string me all along
i got too many reasons stopping me frm moving on
air slips out my lungs way too quick when ur involved
im still sitting home anxious waiting on ur call
let my veins open
and flood all of the earth
i know what u were hoping on
u love to see me hurt
stick the blade in my ribs
u always let it turn
and i culdnt have hope for someone better to let me burn

Flood ; The_E4rth

Flood ; The_E4rth (usbhalo)

prod. flesh x tommy hydra

lyrics:
i'm so back, round 2
i'd be down again, i can trust you
all of our regrets made us who we are 
there's no going back so i just keep making these songs

for myself, lately i've been having fun
i unfurl, bloom until i see the sun
a spiral, really i'm just warming up
promise kept, i'm not going back

cuz i slept all of the time that i had
it's so hard when you always forget
i keep letting down all of my friends
i confess, i know i've been such a-

i think that i waited way too long
walking on the walls i been glued on
healing up while it's peeling off
once again, on the ceiling i
made a friend, yeah i wish
we could talk, we're the same
you and i, when you sing
so do i, i bet that's why we're so alive

i made a bet, i will not quit when i'm dead
i'll just keep on coming back, i am the voice in your head
i'm keeping tabs, so much i'm feeling the lag
i think i figured it out, i keep on moving them back
i keep on jumping the gun, been on my shit from the jump
i gotta go out the way to figure out where i belong
i think it's in the garage, doing whatever i want
tangled all up in the web that i spun

spider

spider (flesh x tommy hydra)

i was sad now i’m up i was paid right
started messing w the right ones now i’m alright
got to paving my own way 
went from darkness to the light
went from staying up late
to sleeping at night 

had my heart strings to having them break
fuck that
is it too late?
i think i need a break
so i got one today
i’m on my way
got my money up
so i say what i say 
had people hate on me for anything
for being me but i still sing
i stopped caring bout what u think
i’m doing me fuck what you think 

i’m better than your average chart singer
got bored of holding in the truth so i had to switch up
the whole scene is gonna take over
we out casts to the normies
but that makes us better than you all
we gotta stand tall
making hits in my bedroom
while your in the studio
do this by myself making my own beats
using some producers 
showing love to the scene

alrightalright (bended)

I think I’m running out of options
I keep on breathing all these toxins
She don’t want me cause I’m not him
I can’t swim so I’m drowning
I been drowning in my thoughts
Everybody doesn’t know whats wrong
I been trying not to miss  your call
I been waiting since the last fall

Luvflorent:
You can really tell me 
Am I really ugly?
I can tell by how you touch me 
And by  the way you say you love me

Love me love me tell just tell me that you love me 
On my knees I plead, please don’t leave, take control of me 
Honestly 
It’s every fuckin week
Aye same routine I bleed 
Ur the one o fucking need yea 

But I’m sitting here alone 
High as fuck cause I’m stoned 
Girl ur all that I know 
Can you please come home

Drowning ft. luvflorent (prod. tied for silver)

blicky y 1a semi ngro no puedo parar (x3)

q me tiran y q hago si me tiene q sudar
estoy tomando yo trankilo en mi kasa xanny yuh
siempre q me invitan akbo roto en las party bro
ultimamente m dicen k sueno muy nazi hoe
dices q las tiras y eres un fucking nasty bro

blicky y 1a semi ngro no puedo parar (x3)
q le jodan a las pick me ngro estoy cansado ya no
no kiero mas zorras negro estoy con mi skuad bro
tengo q dejar las perkys q me hacen mal hoe
y ya no m renta pq no estas a mi lado no
 
blicky y 1a semi ngro no puedo parar (x4)

blicky 1a semi y2kaylo #backstageskkuad ##fentskkuad

Hammy - All or Nothing (Prod. Megabeats)

literal vampire.

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