my art teacher told me to make an album for my final so here we are

grad'23 (AVXiD x Sorrow Bringer)

lyrics 

Ik that u used to love me
idk now
I can't tell now
Idk of my life worth something
idk now
I can't tell now
I been talking to a ghost
gimme hate that's all I know
I been walking on the coast
of my brain and I might go
back to hiding in my hole
ion know tho idk

is it fair tho
blood up in my hair tho
and I'm scared tho
now my pulse froze
and my hearts on ice like my wrist cold
ribs close
and my eyes roll

IDK
WHAT I KNOW
AND I WISH
I COULD
 GO
HOME
BUT MY HOME
IS WHERE MY HEART IS
AND MY HEARTS GONE
AND IM NUMB

Ik that u used to love me
idk now
I can't tell now
Idk of my life worth something
idk now
I can't tell now
I been talking to a ghost
gimme hate that's all I know
I been walking on the coast
of my brain and I might go
back to hiding in my hole
ion know tho idk


my heart is_gone

lyrics 

we fight
we fall
we try again
each night
im lost
and can't be helped
I wish you treated
me an equal
but I'm nothing
but fodder aren't I
I don't say
what I think
bc I promise
it'll hurt
so I won't
so I don't
somebody put me in the dirt
I don't say
what I think
bc I promise
it'll hurt
so I won't
so I don't
somebody put me in the dirt

I remember summer nights
alone and I
wanted to talk to you
but I didn't know how
and I wish we
could go back then
with what we know
in the current tense
on no
not again
im thinking about everything again
I wish
I had just
ignored it
like I said I would
we're not good
we're not good

we fight
we fall
we try again
each night
im lost
and can't be helped
I wish you treated
me an equal
but I'm nothing
but fodder aren't I
I don't say
what I think
bc I promise
it'll hurt
so I won't
so I don't
somebody put me in the dirt
I don't say
what I think
bc I promise
it'll hurt
so I won't
so I don't
somebody put me in the dirt


i wish we could turn back time

lyrics 

Soul eater
desecrate the theatre
from the past leader
one liter 
of my blood quenched his rampant thirst
oh but u know how bad it hurts
cuz he got to u too
and it must suck
when it's all thru 

and I'm back to my old ways
honest it's just like old days uh
wait
idk what they told u 
but past this point no one goes thru
2 deep in this bottle 
honestly should go full throttle uh
I ain't gone let me wallow
dead are dead and there ain't no follow up

im in the trees and Im followed uh
up to my knees in the problem 
I just won't acknowledge em
I jus won't let them up
all this talk about me just makes me feel like no one rly pays attention
cuz then they'd kno it's wrong

this was our favorite song
the one about seeing, staring , swearing, I'll always be caring, what
listen to wear by xona
that was the first time I should've saw the end but I ain't let myself
I wasn't prepared, but I always was prepared huh

Soul eater
desecrate the theatre
from the past leader
one liter 
of my blood quenched his rampant thirst
oh but u know how bad it hurts
cuz he got to u too
and it must suck
when it's all thru 




spirit_ devourer

lyrics

U hurt my heart n u kno
everything just goes to show
im dead 
but I want more
i said
I tried
im floored
my heart breaks like a vase
don't wanna see my face
im ugly I'm terrible
i know I'm dead to you all

it's me and half a monster vs the world
flowers wilt and my flesh start to curl
my vessel running low
it's may but I wish for snow
barely slept in the past 2 weeks
n now I'm seeing things
I keep my room pitch black
bc I don't wanna see anything 
ion wanna be reminded again
of what i Lost then
my head is killing me
Ill sleep better when I'm dead

I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THEN
SO DONT SAY ANYTHING
I DONT KNOW WHATS BEEN SAID
BUT EVERYTHING WE DID
AND EVERYTHING IS GONE
AND I JUST CANNOT RUN
FROM THE FATE I ACCEPTED
TWO MONTHS AGO AND STOP

U hurt my heart n u kno
everything just goes to show
im dead 
but I want more
i said
I tried
im floored
my heart breaks like a vase
don't wanna see my face
im ugly I'm terrible
i know I'm dead to you all

ugly

lyrics 
Welcome to the end
of me 
why don't u ever listen when I speak
I barely ate in a week
these r the things u will never see
YOU KNEW THAT I LOVED YOU
AND GOD I TRIED TO TRUST U 
YOU KNOW THAT I TRIED 
AND YOU KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU

take 2: the end of me intro

Days Come - Remix

prod @jolst
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is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

that wasn't all I could handle
been through the rut than more than just a handful
had my friends to call 
and to stand through the storm I was that blew me out just like a candle 
I can tell u all the things that I hate
I can tell u all the things that weigh
well im past that now
I don't feel that hate
im happy now need to realise it 

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

I had to get high
so that I could waste time
watch my life pass by
I don't know what I was thinking
certainly knew yeah what I was mixing yeah
that was a bad time of my life
thinking back I wish I could go back in time
tell myself that everything will be alright
alright alright alright

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

talking in the mirror

produced by cxrter and fonkyfake
additional production by lxst boy

Collide

seasons change.

breathe.

keep warm.

forgetme (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

highway (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

The Ruiner

cover art @noskeleton

flying down ur block like it’s stolen
better by my lone i be on my own shit
pray i make it home, feel myself eroding
chasing light but i feel the dark approaching

ain’t tryna do no harm
ur safer in my arms
the world up in my palms 
that k gon keep em calm

tell halo get ‘‘em gone
hop up in that bitch i’m gone

i be on my own you’ll get it when u get older
pop out on ur block 2 deep like a toaster
gen 5 glock on my hip in that holster
riding w my baby, only thing i’m holding closer 

boy don’t play w me cause imma let u rot 
get high till i get closer to god
last chance for me this is all i got
last dance baby i’m just tryna rock

flying down ur block like it’s stolen
better by my lone i be on my own shit
pray i make it home, feel myself eroding
chasing light but i feel the dark approaching

ain’t tryna do no harm
ur safer in my arms
the world up in my palms
that k gon keep em calm

tell halo get ‘‘em gone
hop up in that bitch i’m gone

on my own (nine9 x jayysoul x luckey)

i will see it thru

4EVER // deadwood

avxidmgmt@gmail.com

i wish we could turn back time

AVXiD

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