scream at my face I'll still love you the same as I did

lyrics

what if the plans we made fall thru 
what is my life outside of u
im picking skin off from under my suit
its imperative now that i hold onto u
i swear
none of this shit seems fair
none of this shit is there
when im ripping out my hair
out all my hair

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

if i dont hear from u tomorrow i hope that ur well
i apologize that i cant carry what u felt
im sure it hurts
but i cant help u out

slow my head
so i stop overthinking
i need it bad
and my circle is shrinking 
again
im the worst that u met
im the worst that i know
so take me out 

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

waste of space

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

25 (toyema)

i cant feel anymore w/ Sendflowrs & Brecken (prod. shy)

soulsplitter (p. ryankelly)

redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

what kinda question is this (p. emory x elaudi)

Wake Up w/ Brecken

Lyrics:

Pull up remy boys
Even if they don’t know us,
Roll up, keep to myself
So stoic
The dmv inspected my shit
Like it’s stolen
Pull up singing my songs
Didn’t know you know them
Take my number, I said no man
Rocking Paris Saint Germaine 
If you want me, lay it on the floor then

what you talk about
That shit is not important
I can run this shit
Chilling in my tool shed
You think I'm chilling sitting stupid,
But I heard what you said
You can cross some lines
But don't end up dead

KnowUs (doublemulti, gothsad, m1qqla)

terps prod.1kaifrii

И ВОТ ОПЯТЬ

Ion run it (prod. Cogito)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

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