(twilight)

@jeffjenkem

i've been missing something in my life
it's like i'm out of my element all the time
cause i don't know how i'm supposed to react
when i'm going in blind

circled by the vultures they're pecking me dry
it won't happen till i'm older but the thought of it might
i wish i could just be bolder and follow the light 
yeah i got sick of the act so i left it behind
 
it's so cold my body shaking
and i find it hard to find the warmth in something i've mistaken
could you check my vital signs i'm tryna find oasis
if it's beating fine i'll crawl across the desert till i make it

i saw all that i could take and still i move along
encumbered past my breaking point it's doing harm
i don't wanna make it about me at all
it's just something i've awakened and i'm too alarmed 

i should probably get some rest
like the rest 
buzzin till my heart beat straight 
out my chest
tell me why this fog still rolling in my head?
i need a lighthouse
i don't want this ship to wreck

lighthouse (jeffjenkem x flesh)

feat @fleshgolem
prod @taylor

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

under my skin always tryna get reactions
i bet it won’t be funny if we started blasting
i wanna feel what love is like i want some passion
if u down then we can roll lights camera action

honestly i just wanna sit here in silence
when i’m alone it’s like my head is full of sirens
my tank is running low i forgot to check the mileage
but u can have all my attention undivided

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

i wish i knew how to take it apart
make it so everything straight from the heart
mechanical parts
all of my body been charged
it gets bizarre when it malfunctioning hard
the message been parsed, i gotta shoot for the stars 

i wanna talk but i'm loading
outta my sight and my focus
i'm gotta walk where i'm going
you cannot come you don't know me
i just get high to get outta my mind but
it only makes sense in the moment
i was alright for a second i tried
now i'm tryna find out if ur joking

artifacts w/ flesh golem (taylor morgan)

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

i been looking down but the drugs got me up yuh
i don’t wanna cry so the drugs got me numb yuh 
thinking all the time bout the shit that we said 
do another line and get fucked out my head 

don’t be fronting
i know you been lying when u stunting 
now you on my line, trying to apologize 
but it’s too late cuz now i feel nothing

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

guitar done by @prodbytwilightblue 
drums done by @frevelthorthy
feature, art, and mix/master done by @draven.fm

fed up ft. draven (twilightblue x frevel)

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICC
Soon you'll want me, i'll crawl right back
Staying calm in the heat of attack
Say mean words, but u dont mean that
And if you ever reconsider you know where im at

fed up with the bullshit, fed up with the lies
Hit me with a full clip, right between the eyes
I know that you want me, but u never tried
Yet I ran right back, what a fool am i?

Did this to myself im so stupid
Fell for you so quick, arrow mustve been cupid
All my dreams are feeling so lucid, 
but they slowly turn to nightmares ur making me feel useless

A cannon loaded up with feelings, 
Shot into my ship, grapeshot and now im bleeding
Baby i swear that ur a demon,
 i see it in your eyes
i feel hypnotised
As im slipping away
To another kind of place
My heart is bleeding out
Your the cause and the cure no doubt

I knew this from the first go, yet i gave it a second try
I dont understand why i gave you, all my precious time

The clock is slowly ticking
Were running low on minutes
The second hand ticks faster
And my heart finally kicks in

fed up [prod. the sound clown]

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

Dope Sick [+ Cimor]

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up digits hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (feat. notahero)

lyrics

Ik why u lost it
I know why
fighting w ur harshness
all the time
brain up feeling horrid 
I can't lie
u kno I had to mark him
he had to die

post up with his head
resting on ur step
now I've become death
incarnate in ur crest
took in with ur breath
feel it in ur chest
I been to ur left
I've been bleeding red
find u in the swamp
wading all alone
that ain't what u want
that ain't what u know
left him in the bog
now his body floats
left him in the smog
unfounded by the world 

Ik why u lost it
I know why
fighting w ur harshness
all the time
brain up feeling horrid 
I can't lie
u kno I had to mark him
he had to die

THE HUNT

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

produced by tiedforsilver x Jupiter
mix/master by AVXiD 

Lyrics

why do I talk
why do u talk
what am I feeling now
in the feeling out
I'm stuck in the healing now
why do u talk
why do i talk
what am I feeling now
in the feeling out
I'm stuck in the healing now

everything I've wanted 
but I've never been
everything I thought of
but I'm stuck within
plans u had made but now ur stuck w him
please now stay safe for ur sake and for his

I'm in a vacant lot inside my head
ur in my skin and can't catch my breath
everything I had want prior to death
lit like a match and see curling of flesh

I'm losing light that u see in my eyes
I'm sick of being 
I'm sick of the try
I cannot bleed much yet
I cannot die
don't want to be my head
don't wanna cry

why do I talk
why do u talk
what am I feeling now
in the feeling out
I'm stuck in the healing now
why do u talk
why do i talk
what am I feeling now
in the feeling out
I'm stuck in the healing now

I'd rather die than see u in my life
I'd rather fight for my will to live for the night
I'm stuck im frozen I'm freezing in ice
u had to lie to say ud never bite
u'd rather try
my skin ghost white
quarter to 9 and I think I'm alive
u'd rather bite
u'd rather hide
everything done
behind ur lies

Plstake This With A Grainof Salt

lyrics

pls just give me a reason
gimme a reason we can't be friends
we just keep on fighting n then we fight until we're dead
I'm barely alive so imma let u save ur breath
attached to my soul, I just need u out my head
left me in the cold
frostbite on my neck
I could let it pass rn but I'm not tryna get
way too attached
way too on edge
ik ur tryna pull one over, I'm not that dense

chairs block off the windows
I thought u were ten toes
I don't want no info
I don't want no info
the air smells like some burnt toast
left my heart charred tho
I dip out the car tho
I dip out the car tho

uh coughing up blood ina scarf
uh how u leave me w scars
uh I'm stuck in the car
uhuh I don't got no heart

u say talk is cheap but then u talk behind my back
how u talking that when u claim I'm the one you lack
I'm the who's there
I'm the one you track
I'm the one who cares
ur the one trashed

trashed
trashed
ur the one who trashed
trashed
trashed
ur the one who trashed
trashed
ur the one who trashed
trashed
UR THE ONE WHO

pls just give me a reason
gimme a reason we can't be friends
we just keep on fighting n then we fight until we're dead
I'm barely alive so imma let u save ur breath
attached to my soul, I just need u out my head
left me in the cold
frostbite on my neck
I could let it pass rn but I'm not tryna get
way too attached
way too on edge
ik ur tryna pull one over, I'm not that dense

I BLEED
MY PAIN
I SCREAM
YOUR NAME
I HOLD
THESE THOUGHTS
CONNECT
THE DOTS

TRASHD

fun lil thang i did w @t33thkicker
hope ya enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

ask me somethin
i don’t know what
i don’t think u try
it aint half a street
i don’t move ur feet
i can’t tell u why
this half a man
has seen half the shit
that’ll make u cry
i don’t fuck around
cuz the last i did
i got no reply

i don’t need u im past it
3:30 clock im dashin
eyes on the screen
tryna see what im listening to
i forgot where my cash is
i do not know u we tight knit
nobody got me no vice grip
i got way too many vices
despite this im fightin myselfff

in the back of the party i off myself like its ego death
i don’t speak a word i just shut my mouth and i pass that test
is it hard enough to make every sunrise feel like the end
cuz i feel so stiff when i spend those nights on that cardboard bed

so i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

porcelain [mags]

coisas reais w/ shiyou (prod. shiyou)

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NOTSCAREDOFDEATH

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