prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
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nothin for myself

produced by tied for silver and flesh
mix/mastered by AVXiD 

lyrics

u tore my heart in seven shards
you killed me split my soul apart
rain drops on the dirt I clawed at 
hands on fire skin is charred
I hope u burn but time will tell
we'll see if you end up in hell
I tried to save you , oh my Lord
but I guess I can just off myself 

lock me in the basement
im all yours just please don't leave me alone
I can't handle my own emotions, so honestly I rly don't
I reach for something to take my pain away but it never helps
I can't deal with any of this myself cuz I can't help myself 

u won't see me ever again
hope and pray that I'm not dead
you'll find me rotting in my bed 
3 weeks from now 
at 10;27

my own brain killing me slowly
hope u weren't planning on Missing me
mountains cover all the distance
sometimes you die and keep on living 

u tore my heart in seven shards
you killed me split my soul apart
rain drops on the dirt I clawed at 
hands on fire skin is charred
I hope u burn but time will tell
we'll see if you end up in hell
I tried to save you , oh my Lord
but I guess I can just off myself 

the rain Washes away the marks left by me scratching to hold on

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

lyrics

Ik why u lost it
I know why
fighting w ur harshness
all the time
brain up feeling horrid 
I can't lie
u kno I had to mark him
he had to die

post up with his head
resting on ur step
now I've become death
incarnate in ur crest
took in with ur breath
feel it in ur chest
I been to ur left
I've been bleeding red
find u in the swamp
wading all alone
that ain't what u want
that ain't what u know
left him in the bog
now his body floats
left him in the smog
unfounded by the world 

Ik why u lost it
I know why
fighting w ur harshness
all the time
brain up feeling horrid 
I can't lie
u kno I had to mark him
he had to die

THE HUNT

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

cyzun -

Im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
the darkness is is mentally draining
so tempted to fill up my cup
the drive in my head is corrupt
honestly who gives a fuck
99 on the dash and its raining 
somehow im alive and it sucks

heartavenue -

somehow im alive and it sucks
crush it and put in my cup
what is this its not love
i think ive had enough
and im sorry didnt make it babe
passing out love
 another moonlit alleyway
caught a glimpse of her givanci frames
inside the shade
a crossroad sat alone
I signed an early grave
and I guess it was my best bet love
I get way to fed up love

(ad libs)

im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
these that woods im in is draining
so thats why I fill up my lungs
all of this and for what
honestly who gives a fuck
faded switching lanes its raining
somehow im alive and it suck

cyzun -

Im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
the darkness is is mentally draining
so tempted to fill up my cup
the drive in my head is corrupt
honestly who gives a fuck
99 on the dash and its raining 
somehow im alive and it sucks

sober up. w/ Cyzun (deadspyro)

Money spread

scattered

Believe in Love

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


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