Name: Step by Awan by AWAN
Duration: 3 min 48 s
Description: Initially uploaded 2021 but I thought a re-release was necessary

beat is hard no doubt brudda keep doing ya thing 💪🏽🔥

@quentin-ba-274613508: appreciate the support

👽🌎: “we have taken death moon and his gang hostage, if they do kill this next beat we will execute them.”

Comment if we should free or execute them 😭🙏

Hostages:
🇬🇧 Death Moon - Hook 
🇬🇧 Macka Morfiss (on Spotify) - Verse 1 
🇺🇸 GolddLeaf (on SoundCloud)- Verse 2 

WE BRIDGING THE POND WITH THIS ONE ‼️


prod. Benihana Boy

UFO FLO (feat. Macka Morfiss & GolddLeaf)

Night Life

Flawed

Initially uploaded 2021 but I thought a re-release was necessary

Step by Awan

track 4 from the first EP by Orchid Bloom;
'Ambivalent Works' - out May 2025.
a collection of ideas & moments in time.

written, recorded, produced, mixed & mastered by Orchid Bloom
enjoy & thanks for listening!
ɯoolq pıɥɔɹo
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Don't You Know Better?

haunt-me

[ L y r i c s ]

You’re holding shards you didn’t shatter.  
Picking up pieces like it’s all that matters.  
The wounds you bandage, they aren’t your crime,  
But still you stay, like you’ve got the time.  

Mama said I’d never be enough to be loved,  
Just a shadow, a servant, never rising above.  
I learned young how silence screams loud,  
How dreams get buried under shame like a shroud.  

I flinch when you’re kind, brace for the fall.  
I can’t believe you’d want me at all.  
I’m a storm that doesn’t know how to end,  
But you wait through it like I’m worth the mend.  

If I break again, will you still stay?  
Hold me through the mess I make.  
Can you see the soul beneath the scar?  
Even if it's bruised, even if it's far.  
You’re not the one who caused this ache,  
But you love the girl they chose to break.  

Every hand that touched me came to take.  
Every promise made was just another fake.  
So I keep breaking things before they begin,  
’Cause pain feels safer than letting you in.  

You see the worst and still don’t run.  
When I push you back, you don’t come undone.  
I don’t know why or how you do,  
But every piece of me still reaches for you.  

I flinch when you’re kind, brace for the fall.  
I can’t believe you’d want me at all.  
I’m a storm that doesn’t know how to end,  
But you wait through it like I’m worth the mend.  

If I break again, will you still stay?  
Hold me through the mess I make.  
Can you see the soul beneath the scar?  
Even if it's bruised, even if it's far.  
You’re not the one who caused this ache,  
But you love the girl they chose to break.  

If I fall apart, will you still choose  
To love the pieces I always lose?  
I didn’t ask for you to try,  
But you build me back each time I cry.  

I was born to break, to bow, to bend,  
But maybe with you it doesn’t end.  
Maybe healing starts with a steady hand,  
With someone who stays, who understands.  

I flinch when you’re kind, brace for the fall.  
I can’t believe you’d want me at all.  
I’m a storm that doesn’t know how to end,  
But you wait through it like I’m worth the mend.  

If I break again, will you still stay?  
Hold me through the mess I make.  
Can you see the soul beneath the scar?  
Even if it's bruised, even if it's far.  
You’re not the one who caused this ache,  
But you love the girl that others break.  

I never knew love could be soft, not sharp.  
Never knew hands that hold, not harm.  
You found the girl buried under pain  
And loved her like she had a name.  

So if I lose myself one more time,  
Just whisper, “You’re still mine.”  
And I’ll try to believe, with all that’s left,  
That even the shattered can still find rest.  

Step by Awan

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