Lyrics...

Adjust fall slowly. I got no one to hold me. 
I copped a whole bag, think I'll smoke it by my lonely.
Skipping out on drinks cuz I'm sipping on some codeine.
Pop a lot of pills baby you don't even know me..

Think I'm just a shell with a sliver of the old me.
Emeralds in hell may be gifted by the chosen. 
I think it might've fell, it's just chipped it is not broken.
You think he'd take the sale? Do you think he'd even notice? 
You think that we'd prevail but your lips just speak in bogus.
Your tongue is slick as snails and your hips are full of moments.
Moments I provoke, mixed with juice now in emotions.

Adjust fall slowly. I got no one to hold me. 
I copped a whole bag, think I'll smoke it by my lonely.
Skipping out on drinks cuz I'm sipping on some codeine.
Pop a lot of pills baby you don't even know me..




slivers of the old me (nevrfall)

i did it. 

i finally did it. 



Break my bones call me nothing 
Guess I'm nothing now 
Not a soul for his judgment 
Wish you'd come right now
Fuck your goal 
Fuck your trumpets 
Twist the gun around 
You would run too 
If I hadn't put it down 

With a knife in my back 
I ain't breathing right 
It's tonight, it won't last 
You should see the signs.
I hit my plug once 
I seem to always hit her twice 
It's nice night to die young 
I'm living right. 
It's a bad time to call, 
I should get a flight 
We spoke of kids 
Picket fences 
With a distant life. 
She grabbed my wrist 
And she slit it 
With the greenest eyes. 
Oh I'm in love still 
I hope you hear the cries
And I know you're upset 
I don't even mind
I just hope you come back 
Baby take your time 
I'll be on my back 
With my scars in mind
I'll be on my back 
With your stars in mind. 






the last of what i could offer you was nothing and will go unheard of for years to come. (caves)

You won't even write 
won't even say goodnight 
What do I do? 
What did I do? 
Girl What did I do to you? 

I know I talk too much
you always call my bluff 
disfigured my trust 
You bigot you suck 
I figured you loved 
you just 

Treated me like rugs 
Step and stomp on love 

a tsunami of tears in my point of view (farber)

Told my dad I won't call tonight 
Baby it's a bad bad time 
You should go inside 
Got me on the floor 
Dragged around like a poltergeist 
Got me beat on bruised up 
It's a form of ife 

Sad to speak on it 
When you crawl inside my mental 
Thoughts suicide 
Girl it's not so simple 
Rosie red checks 
Just remind me of your dimples 
Sorta kinda like 
This fish 
Ina dim bowl 
Tryna find a way out 
But im stuck on this nympho 
Signed away with crayon 
Ima die living sinful 

nah 

Wash away my demons 
I've been dying for a reason 
Calling out to God but this guide wasn't 
Leaving 
Strapped behind my back 
I slit my arms I would bleed him 
thought I sold my soul ona week day 
Happy b day sorry about what he'd say 
You should be great 
Baby girl please Be safe 
Stay away from drinks and a frown  
You should bleed thanks
Thorns upon his crown 
You will bow you meet fate 
Holes inside his hands 
There's a hole where a beast stay 
Stray away from splash zones 
Tryna avoid d day 
Read a good book 
Go ahead then reply 



 






i brought plenty of bread and wine (glown)

She share beds with her biggest regrets 
she sad girl i ain't been sad yet 
Yo position in life is my mess 
Can I 
Help you clean this up without stress 
And I know you're mad 
And Yeah I know you're upset 

I lost my tracks a long time ago 
When I found yours 
Jumped in 
Geronimo
When you ditched me
Hit like cannonballs
Now I aim then feast 
Ima cannibal 
And it taste so sweet 
Like candy floss
Oh I'm mean I'm mean 
No I'm awful!
If I get my gas 
I don't go to Costco 
I hit my plug for a 4oz bottle 
Ima sip my lean 
Wash away sorrow
Think I'm light on my feet
Yeah They call me sparrow 
Swear she love my bone 
Way she chug my marrow 
Now I know I know 
Girl I'm awful! 


share beds with your biggest regrets (south harbor)

Sayin Jesus saves 
Lordy tell me what you mean 
I got loads of demons 
I can barely breathe 
I been fighting these issues 
I got nicotine, I got weed, I got lean.
I got everything.

I got everything I need up down the earth
I been falling asleep maybe give me worth 
Tell me what I really mean to the kingdoms word. 
I can rarely ever sleep since I gave you her.

Tell me what it's worth 
I can only offer dirt 
That is me 
That is he 
That is every bird 
That is every being  
That you ever set on earth 
We are dust 
We all breathe 
The same dead old curse
Ina blink you're asleep 
Then it's hell or worse 
Things you can't even dream 
There's a better world 

i had everything but your word (dismas xavier)

Stomping left and right 
Outta spite 
On these buttercups 
Tongue as sharp as knives 
It's alright 
Think i had enough 
Stepping on this ice 
Thin as life 
Swingers batter up 
Blessings come in twice 
It's a fight 
Better acting tough 
x2 + cut off

I'm awful!
Butter cups 
I crushed up 
I'm deep inside this Bible 
Maybe I should study 
I could quote it with my eyes closed 
Aim it point it shoot it 
At all of my own rivals 
Satan acting foolish 
It's a war based off survival 
I'm prideful 
Maybe I should crash into revival 
A cycle 
Vicious as it gets its alright though 
x2


buttercups pt2 (teep)

Oh I take shit from you 
But I ain't ever say nothing 
When you get some lip from me 
You always out here fucking bugging 
Wheres the fairness in abundance 
Wheres the common ground 
I'm nothing 
Why you talk to me like that? 
Better simmer down
I'm bubbling 
Gain composure 
I ain't coming.
Fuck dakota.
And her cousins 
put a bullet in 
its stomach 
Maybe two 
and leave it gushing 
It's LA or Im just fronting
I'ma make it dad 
I promise 
If im homeless 
I'm still hungry 
Gotta grind you cannot 
Fakie 
She ride goofys
I'm with daisy 
Girls obtuse 
You cannot phase me.
I gleam right 
Through all your shady 
You're just gloom 
With hearts you're taking 
Shed a tear for all my kingdoms 
Praying kingdom come. 
Talk into my God 
I'm not the only one. 
I pray i sieze the stars 
Before I see the sun 
Light erases darkness 
So I flee the son 
I know what I harbor 
I know he's a gun 
A crack inside my armor 
I feel bleak and numb. 
A joy now to my fray 
I smoke a quarter 
Lungs burning 
I need water 
taste the serpents tongue 
Uh 
A bite as sweet as apples 
I'm where we begun 
Yeah
Eve ain't turn on Adam 
She just turned him on. 
they damned us.




eve & adam (yanaico)

Ur full of broken promises 
I'll never let em go 
Feeling sorry for myself 
I'm feeling sorry for my soul
Sorry for the consequences 
That you hold up close 
Row my boat up to her waters 
Till the tide washed up my goal 
Stuck a finger towards the map 
And I'll shove it where it goes 
saying Sorry where it's at 
I'm steady ripping out her throat 
Don't wanna hear another peep 
I wanna hear you beg for more 
And I'm sorry for the laughs 
We never got to hold em close 
And I'm sorry for the brags 
You never got to hear me boast 
Saying so much for Japan 
swear I'll swing in Tokyo 
Hit the stage and do your dance 
Since you didnt wanna go. 
Hit me like a ton of bricks 
I swear you'd rather be a ghost 



so much for japan (farbor)

You were there for me 
When I ain't have No one left 
Whyd you have to leave? 
Whyd you have to go like that? 
Turn around we could both go home real fast 
Forget it all pull it all in the past 
But you kept it drive n left me on my ass 
You had the sweetest eyes so tell me why your looking back? 
Saying sweet goodbyes never really made me sad 
What If die? Couldn't even tell you that. 
So I'm sad outside raining while the thunder cracks 
I could try to hide maybe I'll be good at that? 
Never know why someone that I could've had 
For a life time would drop me off 
Dear dispatch 
Could you help him out 
I swear to yall I miss him bad. 
Swear it's fox n hound 
Been fighting like were thunder cats. 

you left todd out on his own (Lee)

Woah woah 

I want it real easy now baby..
Tell me the easy route baby..
Maybe we can leave the house baby?
Auttum, the leaves is out baby..

Woah woah 

woah woah interlude (dismas xavier)

Gotta lotta issues 
An I don't seem to ever solve em 
Posted with a picture 
Babe I'm Posted with revolvers 
When I spin I'm locked n loaded 
Beneath neck deep Ina bottle 
Drowning in the muddy water 
Pray to reach the scene tomorrow 

It's a rainy day 
Problems with me 
please just do not  hesitate 
Itchy trigger finger 
Difference is that I'll just demonstrate 
My habits n friendships depend on how much shit I take 
Buried beneath the excrement of all these friendly names 

How high? 

how high do I have to be?

find commodity (boyfifty)

I said I'd be there for you.. 
Sorry I was lying but to tell you truth,
I had got from you. 
It's something I had grown used to baby.

In the past oh I forget how it was. 
Seems I gotta issue with my stomach, throwing up.
Losing all my friends to sick to tell em what it was 
and I'm way too fucking jaded realized it growning up

Oh that's life 
Yeah thats life
Weighing out decisions 
I'm the bad guy 
I'ma sad guy 
Use me as a mat 
I'm way too good to pass by
 
Oh rain in the summer 
Blue creeks still no thunder 
Calming.
Leave me alone, lose my number 
It's a shame what a bummer.
Bombings.
I dont wanna talk about the trauma.
Weighing down my umbrella
Promise 

That I'm fine 
Oh I'm fine 
I just drink alot 
Im sipping by the pint
I'ma walk 
I can't walk 
Xanny Perky on my mind 
Relapse 
Must've done this 20 other fucking times 
They say im suicidal that I live an easy life.
That im way too fucking selfish money tissues wipe my eyes 
Like i got it like that 
This a stick up 
Wheres the bag? 
Need the cheddar gimmie cash 
How to get me on the map? 
Google search just check the tab 
You'll see nothing worth a laugh 

I said I'd be there for you.. 
Sorry I was lying but to tell you truth,
I had got from you. 
It's something I had grown used to baby.



brb (poppa)

It's a struggle from an addict
She ripped your heart apart
Beating down this swollen dry wall
Till your lungs are full of starch
And your heart is feeling hallow 
It's a gift or it's a curse 
Oh you pray to reach tomorrow? 
Well you're due to be embursed 
This a day you shoulda thought of 
This a day should feel worse 
But your brain is way too caught up 
On the things that never work 
It's so grey oh its a problem 
A-okay was never brought up 
Theres no suicide to honor 
Id hate face my only father.
Mom and poppa I'ma promise
They won't keep my soul (we're godless) regardless 
If I'm awful, I'm just awful.. 
And I really feel like Joshua 
I just like to be somebody that no one can 
Take the grains with crows glue it on my skin 
Watch em pick apart my every being till I'm thin
And I'll never be a cog or form made by men 
I just approached and left it on our wheel as best I can 
I roll a pack of woods watch dragon ball and smoke my sin 
Im for the underworld no nothing more if I stay like him 
I'm fighting battles I won't lose but I cannot win 

I'm such a simple minded tactic 
Rabbit, hat, I see as magic
Ain't no demons 
Or distractions 
We wreak havoc 
Claim its static 



joshua pt2 (jang0)

Hey! Its brand new day!
Great I feel the same.. 
Aren't you amazed!
Is that what It takes..
Do you feel outta place? 
Nah I'm okay, this is just my face..
I'm sorry I can change.
No way! No, wait! 
You look just the same as my uncle did that day.
Damn.

I wanna 
I'm gonna 
 
Hey! Its brand new day!
Great I feel the same.. 
Aren't you amazed!
Is that what It takes..
Do you feel outta place? 
Nah I'm okay, this is just my face..
I'm sorry I can change.
No way! No, wait! 
You look just the same as my uncle did that day.
Damn.

Falling asleep on these light poles 
Assume I'ma leave then I might go 
Sorry I don't speak on no side notes 
Smoking on Scooby the gas got me high 
Like a highnote 
Doggie I'm zooted 
Take five off for fido 
Coughing up loogies 
Oh I'm sick yes I'm viral 
Part of the syth 
You would think that I'm kylo 
Ren state fair stank like a silo 
Bitch dint care she prick like a pinecone 
Fix dead air we stick out like typos 



for my dearly missed uncles.

uncle's face (jang0)

just a fun freestyle I spit after having a bad day today :) 

love ya, mean it. 


Lyrics

Hey, there's some at the door 
Hm 
Please don't answer it. 
Maybe I ignored 
She let the devil in. 

Hey, it's getting wet outside hm 
Baby insides real dry 
Hm 
You can have a coat 
Get warm by the fire 
I just re upped my wine 
I just ran out my time
Uh 
I just spent all my time 
Uh 
Half a paycheck ona ride
I just leveled up my life 

I don't talk too much 
Just say it 
I won't be without it 
I don't like to bluff 
My mind can get real heavy clouded 

I don't wanna beam em out the sky 
I just wanna leave em where they rot 
Baby wanna saddle wanna ride 
While I'm tryna pick pedals off flowers

Wondering why nobody love me 
Uh 
Even my pops said fuck me 
Uh 
I don't really care to get money
Uh 
I don't really care if I'm ugly 
Uh 
Baby, got some needs where the money? 
Maybe I leave, need some money. 
Baby asking me for some money. 
I just need to wipe my phone it ain't funny. 


shh.. (neverforever) *slowed*

back_down.m4a (neverforever)

All my memories based Ina room. 
I’m consumed.
All the truth that I choose, I’ma loon.
Uh huh
I don't got time for no groups.
Or a tool I can't use.
Just a faggot
Oh it's true.
Uh huh
Psycho activity, soon.
Is it true when he shoots is he aiming for his roof?
Uh uh 
Baby, give me dents
Leave me bruised chopped and screwed 
I've been purple doesn't matter if I'm blue
Uh uh 

I didn't leave you no prints.
So no truth!
In a battle with these omens 
It's old news.
Split like cattle in the crows den 
A Wolf? Who? 
Stash some ammo in a old tin 
Some shells too 
We go kaBlamo smoking roaches 
A fools move 


semitones.m4a (neverforever)

i wanna oh i wanna believe 
i'll take all my chances 
pack my bags and just leave

i hate the way you say my fucking name. 
you've said it once in love, it's all the same. 
oh break me down and tear me outta frames.
the picture I've created will remain.
they scorch me, turn me over, walk away.. 
i'm something.. i'm unidentified remains.
take wonder how there's no sun up on my face. 
your sons away i'm sorry you'll have to wait.

all_the_same.m4a (neverforever)

I'm dealing with way too much. I just don't care.

I ain't really where I wanna be 
Like uh uh <--(uncertainty)
It's ok I'm fine with underneath 
Na na na <--(immaturity)
I'll just be another wanna be 
Like haha 
Guess the jokes on me 
Like haha 

"You is stupid."
"You is foolish." 
"You can't get a grip."
"You tearing out your homies heart,
just tryna write some shit."
"You fucking idiot!"
"You fucking losing bitch!" 
"Fuck your nervousness." 
"Fuck your skepticism."
"Fuck your egg shell skeleton
& all these fucking writtens!"
"Oh so you fucking with him?"
"I heard you bumping with him."
"Well I ain't fucking with him!"
"Fuck that playlist!"
"Fuck that group chat!"
"Thats how I'm fucking feeling!"
"Guess how I'm fucking feeling?"
"A Bitter boy with no real joy, I'm just zero!"
"I’m sick as shit and I ain't talking bout no skills dawg."
"I pop these pills all in hopes to never feel jah."
Oh that is me!
If you ain't seen,
I do not feel God.
Nor believe, 
I feel I'm weak.. 
I'm being real y'all 
but I ain't really.

I ain't really where I wanna be 
Like uh uh <--(uncertainty)
It's alright I'm fine with underneath 
Na na na <--(immaturity)
I'll just be another wanna be
Like haha 
Guess the jokes on me 
Like haha 

awful!

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