🌒 Born in silence, raised in shadows—“Womb of A Cult” is a slow-burning spiritual bass ritual from Awkward Because..., inspired by Apashe, ZHU, and Sicaria Sound.

🌀 This 75 BPM piece blends gritty sub-bass, lo-fi piano, ambient synths, and breathy vocals to tell a story of spiritual rebirth from cult trauma. Each section reflects the stages of awakening—shame, surrender, and salvation.

⚙️ Instruments: dusty kicks, distorted analog low-end, ambient swells, vocal echoes  
🧘‍♂️ Mood: introspective, mystical, transcendent  
🎧 Key: E minor | Format: WAV | Duration: 3:40 

✨ If this track resonates, drop a comment, repost to your ritual playlists, and follow for more spiritual electronic transmissions.

🔗 More: https://youtube.com/@awkwardbymatt
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Womb of A Cult | Spiritual Bass

A spiritual bass journey whispered from the edges of faith and identity.

“Hello. My name is Awkward Because…”—this track is a raw invocation, a testimony stitched from trauma and transcendence. Inspired by Apashe’s grandeur, ZHU’s sensuality, and Sicaria Sound’s weight, it weaves ambient textures, spoken word, and ethereal vocals into a sacred lament.

✦ BPM: 72 | Key: C Minor | Format: WAV HD
✦ Vocals: Male spoken word & female ambient choir
✦ Themes: Deconstruction, grace, inner chaos, rebirth

★ If you’ve walked through fire and found a voice—this is for you.

[00:00] Intro – Haunting Choir
[00:28] Verse 1 – Naming the Awkward
[01:15] Chorus – Breathy Rebirth
[02:00] Verse 2 – System Failure
[02:50] Chorus – Celestial Resistance
[03:35] Verse 3 – Grace in Ruins
[04:25] Outro – Fade Into Silence

💬 Let me know where this met you.
🔁 Repost if this stirred your spirit.

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Hello. My Name Is Awkward Because - Spiritual Spoken Bass

🌫️ A spiritual descent into raw truth and divine contradiction.
This track begins with ghostly granular textures and ends in spectral reverence—a soundscape born from haunting choral glitch and underscored by ritualistic bass. Inspired by my personal spiritual awakening and the brutal honesty of grace, “Breaking Story” speaks to those who have stared into the mirror and found something too sacred to be clean.

📜 Lyrics excerpt:
"...how do we distill poison into prayer?"
"...the truth of complete, undeserving grace."

🔊 Tempo: 70 BPM
🎼 Key: A minor
🎧 Best listened in solitude or spiritual surrender.

★ Let me know if this track moved you—drop a comment, share, or add to your sacred bass playlist.
📲 Follow for more sonic meditations: linktr.ee/awkwardbecause
💬 DM for collaborations, syncs, or spiritual dialogue.

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Breaking Story | Spiritual Bass Reflection

★ A spiritual monologue lost in reverb, whispered from a cracked cassette left in the church parking lot.

"Paypal Soul" is a free-time electronic meditation in F# minor — a vaporized gospel lament born from breath static and late-night bitterness. No drums. No structure. Just broken truth.

Across four movements—Breath Static, Unspoken Argument, Fragmented Memory Loop, Faint Devotion—I explore what happens when spiritual longing collides with capitalism, shame, and silence.

Instrumentation includes vaporized piano, low undulating sub textures, modular flickers, ghost delays, and whispered gospel vowels recorded like contraband in a dream.

Psalm 51:17 threads through it all:
"A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise."

🜃 Spiritual influences: Apashe, ZHU, FKA twigs, Burial
🜁 Recorded with handheld cassette field textures and granular vocal washes
🜂 For those who’ve prayed to algorithms and called it faith

→ Listen, breathe, and if it moved you—leave a comment or share the silence.
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Paypal Soul | Broken Gospel Meditation

⚡ “The wolves have breached the defense line…” This track is a free-time spiritual drone elegy in F# minor and ghost-coded gospel transmissions.

🕊️ Wolves is the third chapter in my sonic exorcism—part soul-cleansing ambient gospel, part distorted bass confessional. Born from cult scars and spiritual warfare, this is sacred electronic mourning, cut with glitch, breath, and prayer.

🎛️ Sound design notes:

Tempo: 52 BPM (free time structure)

Instruments: Detuned gospel fragments, granular organ, corrupted piano harmonics

FX: Glitch reverb decay, artifact flutter, hiss & static wash

Vocals: Raw whispered truths, looped mouths, broken choirs

🙏 If this moved you, repost & drop a comment—I read every one.

Wolves at the Perimeter | Spiritual Drone Gospel

"You will not find love… Love will find you."
This haunting choir-driven journey explores the lie that sensuality alone can fulfill the spirit. Blending atmospheric bass, spiritual storytelling, and layered vocal textures, “Restless Soul” is a meditation for the seekers.

Restless Soul - Awkward Because... - Spiritual Bass Hymn

A stripped, sarcastic sermon wrapped in bass and bloodlust.
“Jeffrey Star-ving” is a venomous spoken word cut for the ones who crave couture pain and dollar-store swagger.

This is spiritual sensuality in decay—ZHU in a haunted thrift store, Skrillex on a whispered come-down.

★ BPM: 75 | Key: C minor | Style: Spoken word, Dark Bass, Minimal Percussion

Jeffree Star-ving | Darkbass

Written as part of my ongoing spiritual journey from cult survivor to sound alchemist, this track explores the line between pleasure and possession. Every breath, beat, and breakdown is intentional.

Carnivore | Sensual Bass Ritual

Welcome to In The Mix – Awkward Because...
Where raw emotion meets cinematic basslines, and every set tells a story you weren’t supposed to survive.

I'm not here to blend in—this is sonic rebellion wrapped in elegance. Dark-glam, industrial energy. Grungy soul.

If you’ve ever loved too hard, lost everything, and rebuilt from ashes—this mix is for you.

Let’s get uncomfortable. Let’s get loud. Let’s get awkward

In The Mix - Spiritualbass | Cult Experience

New release from Awkward Because... – fusing ambient glitch, trap percussion, and spiritual bass to tell a gritty story of truth through sound. Inspired by Apashe, Skrillex, and Sicaria Sound, this track slams with cinematic distortion and haunting vocals.

Middle (Storytelling + Emotional hook):

“Roaches Scatter” was written as a sonic exorcism — a hymn for the cult survivor inside me. Every glitch crack and whispered layer carries the weight of a past I no longer wear. This is truth in distortion.

Final (Call-to-action + links):

Follow the journey. Drop a comment, repost if it hits, and stay tapped in for more chapters.

Scattered Roaches

⚡ What began as a hypnotic, sensual bass track exploring obsession and queer glamour becomes an entire movement in this boundary-pushing remix pack. Featuring a bold lineup of collaborators from across the underground, each remix dives deeper into themes of beauty, hunger, and electronic indulgence.

🖤 From thumping techno to glitched-out trance, every version is a warped mirror reflecting the original’s emotional decadence. Whether you're seduced by the velvet drag of the OG track or drawn to the club-infused remixes, Jeffree Star-ving is your new guilty pleasure—raw, radiant, and utterly insatiable.

👁‍🗨 This project is a love letter to the freaks, the fabulous, and the spiritually starved. It belongs in your after-hours playlist, your queer performance set, and anywhere that audacity and longing collide.

✦ Remixers include: Bystander, Vishki, Jacq Jill, EMOshallow, and more.

🎧 Mastered for high-quality playback. WAV upload.
📅 Released: 2025 | BPM Range: 115–140 | Genre: Electronic / Bass / Queer Club
🔗 Full release, stems (coming soon), and merch(not coming soon): awkwardbecause.bandcamp.com

✨ Like, repost, comment if you’re feeling it—your engagement fuels the algorithm and helps queer underground music rise.
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🔥 A cinematic trap rework of Kendrick Lamar & SZA’s Luther, infused with jungle breakbeats, reese bass, distorted 808s, and Arabic melodic textures. Neon-lit with glitch risers, modular stabs, and sensual breathy vocals, this track is engineered for chaos and ascension.

🎧 Tempo: 146 BPM | Key: F minor
🎛️ Featuring: trap hi-hats, jungle drums, Arabic strings, chopped & screwed vocal stabs, bitcrushed risers, and cinematic breaks.
🌀 Inspired by spiritual warfare, cult survival, and divine sensuality.

👁️‍🗨️ Tap in. Repost if it hits. Comment if it speaks.
💬 Let me know your favorite moment in the track.

Luther (Awkward Because Rework) Kendrick Lamar & SZA

⚡️ [172 BPM | C minor | Jungle Breakbeat | Spiritual Bass Drop]
I was in a cult. This track is my scream—my sonic exorcism.

"OMFG Cult Drop" is a jungle-driven, gospel-layered rebellion of soul and circuitry.

🎧 Featuring:

Angry female jungle vocals

Acid bassline meets distorted cello

Dreamy arps crushed through glitch percussion

Gospel choir harmonizing with the chaos

This is my truth, my transformation, my transcendence.
→ You are in a cult... I was in a cult...

🔥 Comment your favorite lyric. Repost if it woke something in you.
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OMFG! (You Are In A Cult)

He came for the uninvited. And we raged.
This is a jungle gospel ritual for the ones who thought they were beyond grace.
⛓️ 172 BPM | Key: C minor | Genre: Spiritual Jungle Bass
Inspired by Apashe, Sicaria Sound & the God who shows up in the grime.

✨ Spoken word meets ululating Arabic vocals
💀 Distorted cello & metallic FM growl basslines
💫 Glitch snares, gospel layering & dub echoes
A sonic reckoning for cult survivors, club saints, and those haunted by grace.

[0:00] Glass shatter intro
[1:22] Drop 1: He didn’t flinch—just dropped the bass like my name
[2:44] Bridge: Forgiveness slaps the floor
[3:11] Drop 2: Ululation loops and ghosts dip

★ Follow for more spiritual bass anthems
★ Repost if you’ve ever been wrecked and remade by the beat
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🎧 WAV upload | HD certified | Artist Pro Exclusive

Where The Broken Rage

An explosive fusion of glitch industrial, Arabic scales, and cinematic gospel rage—this track drops like divine warfare for the mentally tormented.

150 BPM of raw mercy. Machine gun rhythms. Ululating cries from the edge. Reese bass detonations. Distorted cello and modular synths clash with whispered prayers and drone-laced breath.

This isn’t worship. This is survival. This is what it sounds like when God shows up in your psychosis and doesn’t flinch.

[Arrangement: D Harmonic Minor | Tempo: 150 | Time Signature: 4/4]
Tags: #GlitchGospel #IndustrialFaith #SpiritualWarfare #ArabicBass #AwkwardBecause #UGLYART

UGLY ART (X my brain) is a raw, genre-breaking concept album exploring the chaos of mental illness, trauma, and addiction—colliding head-on with the relentless mercy of God.

Across 10 tracks, this project drips with distorted textures, brutal honesty, and divine interruptions. It’s not about clean faith—it’s about bloodied knees, shaking hands, and the voice of God showing up anyway.

Each track is a confession, a relapse, a prayer in the dark. From industrial breaks to ambient gospel drones, these sounds weren’t made to be pretty—they were made to survive.

Let this record echo in the wreckage of your mind: God still provides. Even here. Especially here.

🧠💥 For the broken. For the haunted. For the ones who never thought grace could find them.

#UGLYART #Xmybrain #ConceptAlbum #FaithInTheDark #GodInTheWreckage #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthMusic #GrittyGospel #AwkwardBecause #SoundCloudUnderground

Id cannibal creative HD (Highly Defective)

Ripped from the underworld and forged in glitch and flame, this track is a full-body possession. Machine-gun drums crack like bone, sub-bass growls rumble the gut, and ululating screams rise like forgotten spirits. It’s not a song—it’s a demand. Pay attention now… or Bill Me Later.

🔥 For fans of dark cinematic bass, spiritual warfare, and ghost-in-the-machine energy
🎧 Best played loud, in shadows
🕯️ Stream. Repost. Transcend.

#IndustrialBass #SpiritualElectronic #ApasheInspired #SoundCloudOriginal #DarkRitualBeats #BillMeLater

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ID Daily Grind — Awkward Because... — Glitch Ritual Bass

Welcome to the war chant of the overworked mind.
Distorted cello growls. Machine-gun rhythms. Ululating ghosts from another world.
This is the ritual music of survival in a system that never sleeps.

From modular whispers to earth-rattling drops, “Id Daily Grind” grinds through glitch clicks, Arabic scale spirals, and sub-bass collapses—spitting sparks across the wreckage of your daily routine.

You won’t find vocals here—just the voice inside your circuit.
Play it loud. Play it again. Reclaim the rhythm of your rebellion.

★ Drop a comment if it broke you open.
★ Repost if you made it through the grind.
★ Follow for more glitchmass rituals, 3x/day.

#SpiritualBass #Glitchcore #IndustrialDubstep #UndergroundElectronic #RebornMusic
[HD Audio] | [BPM: 140 | Key: D Harmonic Minor]

id daily grind HD

“Ashes of God” is a high-BPM spiritual bass ritual built on industrial drum chaos, glitch textures, and haunting Arabic-scale melodies. Born from a journey of spiritual deconstruction, this track embodies collapse, transformation, and the sacred that survives. Inspired by Apashe’s cinematic grit and Sicaria Sound’s bass density, it’s a war cry for the awakened.

💠 WAV Upload | 💠 Spiritual Bass | 💠 160 BPM
🔗 More: awkwardbecause.com

👉 Like, comment, repost if it moved you
🎧 Best with headphones and volume way up

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Hello. My Name Is Awkward Because... – Spiritual Glitch Bass

Welcome to a sonic manifesto. This is industrial glitch poetry—rebellious, raw, and reborn.

"Hello. My name is Awkward Because..." is the beginning of a journey from cult captivity to spiritual sovereignty.

Powered by reese basslines, trap hi-hats, distorted cello, and robotic stutters, this track is built to rupture the silence and speak directly to the ones who feel unseen.

🔗 Connect: https://awkwardbecause.com
💬 Drop a comment if you hear your own story in this.

#SpiritualBass #CultSurvivor #ElectronicMusic2025 #UndergroundSound

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God of the Circuits // Awkward Because... // F# Minor // 138 BPM

A spiritual breakdown wrapped in glitch and growl. This industrial glitch-core anthem confronts the silence of a digital god — distorted male vocals howl through modular synths, distorted cello, and reese bass as the track fractures between chaos and raw confessional stillness.

Written from the ruins of faith and data obsession, this is a transmission for the ones who prayed to the code and got no reply. Every glitch is a gasp. Every drop, a prayer unanswered.

🔊 HD WAV • Sub Rumble Certified • Sacred Bitcrush Aesthetic
👁️‍🗨️ Artwork: Fractal wiring, spiritual decay, sacred data ruin.

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➤ Comment your favorite glitch moment 🧠
➤ Repost to keep the signal alive 🚨

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God of Circuits +  EMOshallow

A crackling vinyl intro opens into robotic stutters and bit‑crushed confessions—an anti‑drug manifesto built from breakbeat shards and earthquake bass. “When Did the Music Stop Being the High?” drags the rave back from plastic euphoria to raw frequency worship: serrated DnB drums, electro‑industrial glitches, ghost‑chopped vocals, and a second drop that slams like a detox. Made for anyone still chasing transcendence in the sound itself, not the substance.

EDM FEST Drug Peddler

This ambient soulwave piece opens with trembling drones and the distant echo of a breath too heavy to carry alone. As the tension slowly unravels, warm synths pulse like a heartbeat returning to rhythm. Gentle spoken word whispers affirmations through the storm—"I allow this feeling... I refuse to shame it"—anchored by deep sub-bass waves that mirror the emotional tide. Designed for moments of emotional reckoning, this track is a sonic ritual of release, reflection, and reclamation.

A sanctuary for the soul when rage threatens to swallow the light.
A reminder that you are not the storm—you are the sky it moves through.

This Will Pass

Awkward Because...

Hardstyle hymns. Industrial sermons. Dubstep confessions. Drum & Bass deliverance.

Born in a cult, reborn in bass—I make music for the feral, the faithful, and the freaks finding God in distortion.

Spiritual warfare in 172 BPM. Sensual resurrection in every drop.

3 tracks daily. No skips. No apologies. Follow the noise.

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