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I would give it all just to go back to that night
Running in circles I can’t be back by your side
I have given u all of me
That’s not enough i had to watch u leave

The world gets so dark at night I can barely see
Before u left I lost my sight I couldn’t breathe
Take what u want I don’t care i’m about to leave
Cross over the fence jump before u call the police

I have given u all of me
That’s not enough i had to watch u leave
That’s not enough u have to watch me bleed
I don’t give a f get out of my dreams

I would give it all just to go back to that night
Before I ruined my life for good before I lost my piece of mind
I had a passion for life u had a passion for my insides
I wanted my name in neon lights u wanted to be by my side

I would give it all just to go back to that night
Running in circles I can’t be back by your side
I have given u all of me
That’s not enough i had to watch u leave

The world gets so dark at night I can barely see
Before u left I lost my sight I couldn’t breathe
Take what u want I don’t care i’m about to leave
Cross over the fence jump before u call the police

I have given u all of me
That’s not enough i had to watch u leave
That’s not enough u have to watch me bleed
I don’t give a f get out of my dreams

NOT ENOUGH (Prod. MONIGY)

I was screaming u were leaving I was bleeding out
Save me from this save me from this hell
I was praying u would care but u were never found
Take my life and take my health as well

You never cared
Never shed a tear
And In the end
It was just your game

all i wanted was you
all i needed was you
i wanted my life in two
But you never cared what I’m into

All this time
U were on the other side
Whenever u saw me cry
U didn’t feel a thing inside

Money and the future 
Gone
Milk on my carpet
Gone
Love and my passion
Gone
Our story in the past tense
Gone

I was screaming u were leaving I was bleeding out
Save me from this save me from this hell
I was praying u would care but u were never found
Take my life and take my health as well

all i wanted (was you)
all i needed (was you)
i wanted my life (in two)
But you never cared what I’m (into)

All this time
(U were on) the other side
(Whenever u) saw me cry
U didn’t feel a thing inside

Bleeding out (Prod. MONIGY)

take my heart and throw it away
You took my soul and you made it insane
You broke my bones and you made me change

Now i’m riding through the flames
In my dreams you’re here to stay
Now i’m fighting through the pain
For you

I would give it all for you
take my heart and break it in two
Say a prayer and hope for a noose

Now i can see it through 
Everything was because of you
Now i’m tired i just want to snooze

Now im spinning in my room
In my dreams I’m there with u
I cant explain to you what I’ve been through
You wouldn’t understand if i did

You broke my heart and you broke my soul
It’s took 5 years for me to heal
I had big dreams
and u shattered them whole
（shattered them all）

Take my heart
Take my life
Break it down
Sniff them whole

Shattered (prod. MONIGY)

i cant wake up sometimes
Life’s been stressful all the time
I can’t take back what i said
I’ll try again in another life

Sinking back to the abyss
Things i don’t want to relive
I’m crying in my sleep again
The demon’s at my door again

Sunsets on the highway
I can’t make it back babe
To where i was
Where i was
Where I had high hopes
With potentials
But im now im dead tho
Dead in the soul

Now im drunk
Drunk again
I can’t handle the stress like they can
you win
Im insane
In my dreams i took ur hand 
And i made plans to fly away
To lalaland 
And then i wake
Up to see there’s no one there
and no one ever truly cares

Im dead
Dead again
I’ve been through this many times
So I don’t care
I hate the sun
And what it shines on 
when it shines on my regrets
Im alone
To the death
Maybe i’ll get seven dogs
And they’ll be the only ones by my deathbed

They’ll be by my deathbed
I can’t wake up sometimes
Life’s been stressful all the time
Yeah all the time

Sinking back to the abyss
Things i don’t want to relive
I’m crying in my sleep again
The demon’s at my door again

Sunrise on the drive way
I want to make it back babe
To where i was
Where i was
Where I had high hopes
Before my funeral
Is it impossible 
Please tell me no

Again

052

Cruising in a cab in the middle of night 
i could see the skyline shining in ur eyes
Who would have thought that we would meet and fall in love
When I’m in ur arms u make everything alright

So why u’d have to go and get up and leave
What about the people that we used to be
What about the dreams that we had conceived
What about the promises that we can’t keep

Be mine be mine be mine tonight
Don’t lie don’t lie don’t lie tonight
Don’t cry don’t die we could stay and fight

Fighting to survive all the memories of you I could die but it really wouldn’t bother you
Take a look inside I am cold I am hollow with a hole in my soul that’s the shape of you
I’m learning to let go had to die a couple times but I bet that u never even noticed though
Now i’m getting by by myself I have better mental health but I still have dreams where I am with u

why u’d have to go and get up and leave
What about the people that we used to be
What about the dreams that we had conceived
What about the promises that we can’t keep

Be mine be mine be mine tonight
Don’t lie don’t lie don’t lie tonight
Don’t cry don’t die we could stay and fight

Come home come home to me tonight
I Promise with me u will be alright
U will be alright

Be mine be mine be mine tonight
Don’t lie don’t lie don’t lie tonight
Don’t cry don’t die we could stay and fight

Be mine be mine be mine tonight
Don’t lie don’t lie don’t lie tonight
Don’t cry don’t die we could stay and fight

be mine (Prod. Syndrome)

053
I’m tired of trying to figure life out
I’m tired of thinking about what I could have done
I’m tired of reminiscing about those times
I’m tired of dreaming about my ex-friends at night

Fine on the outside but i’m dying
I don’t wanna lie I’m trying
Pouring down these drinks I don’t give a f
But when I wake up then I care too much

You and I could leave the city tonight
Underneath the moonlight the stars shine it’s all  right
We could live forever f the whole world this is our time
I’m not afraid to die but i need u by my side

I’m tired of my tendency to overthink
I’m tired of trying to stay sane and not leave
I’m tired of thinking about what they think of me
I’m tired of thinking about who I could have been

Fine on the outside but i’m dying
I don’t wanna lie I’m trying
Pouring down these drinks I don’t give a f
But when I wake up then I care too much

TiReD(prod, Fantom)

055
The stress’s been getting to me
I can’t even think
Crush it up pour it down
I don’t even blink
Found my stash popped a seal
Yeah I let go again 
Yeah i messed up again

My ambitions, too high for my own good
My inhibitions, too low for me to cope
I’m self conscious, looking like a fool
Like a fool Like a tool like a joke

I thought this would save me
I thought I could change me
My thoughts getting jaded
Now i’m sedated

I thought everything would change for the better

Daytime I pretend
That im invincible 
At night I fuck it up
Cause im invisible
Chemically numb the pain
Now i can’t feel a thing
But damage’s irreversible 

I thought this would save me
I thought I could change me
My thoughts getting jaded
Now i’m sedated

I thought this would save me (prod. Boyfifty)

Can’t open my eyes I keep them shut
People walk by I’m never enough
I’ve been stressing on my own
Till I can’t handle this no more

Maybe i was right i was wrong
Maybe they were right I don’t belong
I haven’t felt right in so long
So i write it all down in this song

Thoughts keep running through my head
And Most of them wish I was dead
Some times i wish i had fled
Cause I can’t count the tears I’ve shed

I don’t wanna think no more
No I can’t take this pain no more
Lately everything’s a chore
It’s all a bore it’s all a war 

So
Save me
I wish death would take me
Everything just fazes me
Nothing ever changes So why don’t u just
Take me
I wish I could cave in
I wish I could give in
There’s no one to blame but me so why don’t u just

Yeah all these thoughts up in my head
It’s really making me a mess
really tried to save myself
But I don’t think I can be helped

Don’t
Save me
I wish death would take me
Everything just fazes me
Nothing ever changes So why don’t u just
Take me
I wish I could I cave in
I wish I could give in
There’s no one to blame but me so why don’t u just

stRessed oUT (prod. splashgvng)

061 Ego
Everything for the ego
Everyone’s breaking their backs for a photo
Spending all the cash for the fame for a logo
Twisting all the facts in their brain going loco
Lost my mojo
No tomorrow 
Chemicals in my vain help me drown the sorrow
Killing me slowly but really i dont care though
Too many Thoughts in my brain need to let go
Let it go let it go

I’m stuck here and it’s all my fault 
Nobody cares i don’t blame them guess I’ll die alone
There’s no point to this job I’m on 
I learn to cope with no hope with my phone with a rope

really lost my mind today
Making me go blind, ashamed,
Shitty work day guess It’s not my day
Well never mind I just have to wait
Till i get home I can numb the pain
Cigarette smoke put out by the rain
What does it take
Not to fail in every way

Drown my thoughts behind my shades
I dream about going M.I.A
Well I can’t help that I’m made this way
I care too much too much too much

About my ego
（everyone’s)They’re breaking their backs for a photo
(Spending all the)Spending all the cash for a logo
(Twisting all the)Twisting all the facts going loco
Lost my mojo
No tomorrow 
(I need all the)Chemicals help me drown the sorrow
(I know that it’s)Killing me slowly i dont care though
(Too many)Thoughts in my brain need to let go
Let it go let it go let it go

Ego (prod. sogimura)

i don’t really care anymore
Blue skies but my heart is torn
And i try
But I have nothing left to be mourned

I don’t wanna live anymore
I just don’t see the point anymore
In this life
I wish i have never been born

Flower petals scattered in the trash can
Shower off all the blood on my hands
In this mad world there’s no batman
I’d run away but i’m deep in quick sand

Why would u leave
I swear i gave u all of me
Maybe in another life
We could meet we’d sightsee anywhere u wanted
Take a leap 
In my dreams I’m one step closer to the deep end

False hope is a lie they told
I’m doomed and they all know
But I believed
As the world slowly corrupted my soul

I’ve changed so much since then
And I can’t go back 6 years to when
I had strength in my heart to move on
The older i get the less it makes sense

Why would u leave
I swear i gave u all of me
Maybe in another life
We could meet we’d sightsee anywhere u wanted
Take a leap 
In my dreams I’m one step closer to the deep end

Leap_(prod. sk8miles)

lyrics:
I can’t feel anything anymore
Xanax does nothing no more
Opioid warms me to the core
I’d scream help but no one can hear me thru the door

It’a void that can only be filled by you 
But I don’t have you
But I don’t have you
All the drugs that I’m mixing
Got me feeling nothing
Nothing nothing at all all

Please kill me 
In my sleep in my dreams in an OD
Take everything from me
In my dreams you were my company
In my dreams I still had dreams
But that was 2016

I can’t feel anything anymore
Xanax does nothing no more
Opioid warms me to the core
I”d scream help but no one can hear me thru the door

I can't feel anything (prod. blade901 x 5head)

Lyrics:
I already said it 1 time I don’t wanna play
I’ve been up for 2 nights you don’t even care
I’ve been broken 3 times I’d still like you to stay

I sent 4 texts I got no reply
5 hometowns but got no real home shit’s not fair 
666 calling me 
This may be the end for me

666 calling me 
This is the end 

But then u came along
I put faith in your arms
U became my first home 
U made me a safe zone 


So why’d u leave like that
Said I’d held u back
Sick of losing homes
Sick of being alone
why’d u leave like that
Said I’d held u back
Sick of losing homes
Sick of being alone

So sick of being alone

u used to come around
I put faith in your arms
U became my first home 
U were my safe zone 

I already said it 1 time I don’t wanna play
I’ve been up for 2 nights you don’t even care
I’ve been broken 3 times I’d still like you to stay
I sent 4 texts I got no reply
5 hometowns but got no real home 
shit’s not fair 
Shit’s not fiar
666 calling me

Home / 12345666 (prod. POPPA)

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