Eternally Apart

Wasted Space

Empty

Live Not Fantasize

Sideration

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

The Price of Sin, Is Death

So much 
Have so much to say 
No control 
Bury down the pain 
Of my thoughts 
I don’t want to feel 
Don’t want to feel 
But here I stay 

The more that I let you go
The more that I let you grow 
The more that I let you go
The more that I let you grow 
In the dark can you see the light 
It’s hard when you wanna fucking die 
Make me feel something real tonight 
But I don’t think I’ll even fucking try 

I feel myself be on the verge of existence 
As I slowly fall into the abyss 
I tell myself this all just a dream 
But when I open my eyes my reality is 
I’m hopeless, I’m hopeless 

So much 
Have so much to say 
No control 
Bury down the pain 
Of my thoughts 
I don’t want to feel 
Don’t want to feel 
But here I stay 

The wires are tethered this communication is now broken 

So much 
Have so much to say 
No control 
Bury down the pain 
Of my thoughts 
I don’t want to feel 
Don’t want to feel 
But here I stay 

Don’t want to feel but here I stay 
Don’t want to feel but here I stay 

They say life is what you make it 
But what if your afraid to make it 
Maybe I’ll just pretend and fake it 
I feel like my dreams are just from a past life that I fucking disregarded 
That I threw away, I threw it all away 

So much 
Have so much to say 
No control 
Bury down the pain 
Of my thoughts 
I don’t want to feel 
Don’t want to feel 
But here I stay

Stoic (prod. IVYPROD‬ & alexanderbierk)

Bricks Don’t Forget

💿 AXAXC – Grateful

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.

This album is warfare. A cinematic deathcore/nu-metal epic that rips from raw confession to cyberpunk prophecy, built on sludge-heavy chugs, melodic chaos, and truths you weren’t supposed to hear.

From the unflinching defiance of “Praise” and “MaZe”, through the cheeky venom of “Beloved Beast”, the core of this extended play burns brightest in the Losing Trilogy — Losing My Soul, Losing My Home, Losing My Code — a three-act battle for self, sanctuary, and identity in a world built to break you.

It doesn’t end there. “Mirror” and “The Mirror Lies” twist the blade deeper, while Requiem Aeternal editions reforge the heaviest moments into even darker shapes. It all collapses into the final transmission — “Wake Up, Neo.”. 

This your last chance to see the system for what it is. Wake Up. You have No Excuses.

This album is for the ones who’ve been misunderstood, marginalised, and underestimated.
It’s for the people who rage in private, who keep fighting even when no one’s watching.
If you’ve ever felt like the walls were closing in, this is your Album.

For fans of: #SleepToken, #BringMeTheHorizon, #LornaShore, #LinkinPark, #SlaughterToPrevail, #Architects.

Tracklist:

- Praise
- MaZe
- Tongues of Sin (Remastered)
- Beloved Beast
- Losing My Soul
- Losing My Home
- Losing My Code
- Mirror
- The Mirror Lies
- MaZe [Requiem Aeternal]
- Nail in the Coffin (Remastered x3)
- Losing My Soul [Requiem Aeternal]
- Losing My Home [Requiem Aeternal]
- Beloved Beast [Requiem Aeternal]
- Wake Up, Neo.

#Deathcore #NuMetal #Metalcore #AXAXC #LosingMySoul #CyberpunkMetal #Sludgecore #PostRockMetal #RequiemAeternal #HeavyMusic #Screamo #GothicMetal #IndustrialMetal #CinematicMetal #MetalBand #MetalVocals #AXAXCFamily

Mirror

AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Corazón

Breaking the Mirror

ANNOUNCEMENT: 14/08/2025
AxAxC HITS HALF A MILLION STREAMS!!!

Having amassed over 28,000 engaged monthly listeners in just 9 months on SoundCloud, AxAxC has built a brand that blends emotional torment with calculated artistry. Emerging from the shores of the North with roots deep in the African mountains, AxAxC dishes out righteous, emotional musical damage across the West.

AxAxC Take Inspiration From & are For fans of:
#LornaShore • #SleepToken • #BringMetheHorizon • #Spiritbox • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #WithinTemptation

If your soul burns for something real…
If your pain needs an anthem…
If you crave distortion, distrust, and destruction…
You belong here.

Welcome to AxAxC
Proudly merging AI precision with human ingenuity, AxAxC’s evolution is visible in every release, sharper sound, richer visuals, and bolder storytelling. A team, Skills self-taught through a year of trial and error in prompt engineering, transcending into the heart of the band’s DNA.

AxAxC collaborates with both AI-based prompt engineers and traditional musicians, united in the mission to create music for the misfits, the rebels, the broken, and the dreamers. For those who’ve screamed into the void and still chose to rise.

AxAxC Sound:
Melodic Deathcore brutality. Nu-metal grooves. Ambient metal textures. Screamo chaos. Drill, Trapcore. Cinematic storytelling. From guttural breakdowns to whispered ethereal vocals, orchestral warzones to jazz, country, and spoken word—AxAxC is omnigenre. With lyrics from the hearts of both the band and the fans! To us everything is music, anything can become a song and we aim to please!

Latest Releases:
Cope Said The Troll: The Omnigenre Campaign – Teaser
Tropical Gargantua [SUMMER 2025 HITS] – Album
Grateful – EP

Commissions Open
AxAxC offers custom tracks, theme music, remixes, and album artwork—omnigenre, high-impact, and battle-tested. Our Page is our Portfolio! Whether you’re a creator, brand, or artist, or...one of our great listeners, get the AxAxC treatment and join the Collective from the inside.

Enquiries & Commissions:
Instagram DMs: @axaxcband
SoundCloud: @axaxcofficial
Email: axaxcstudios@proton.me

We are AxAxC.
Distort. Distrust. Destroy.

#AXAXC #TheCollectiveAscends #Deathcore #Metalcore #NuMetal #CinematicMetal #Screamo #SleepToken #SlaughterToPrevail #AmbientMetal #DistortDistrustDestroy #HauntingMelodies #AxAxCforever #Multigenre #Omnigenre #CustomMusic #CommissionsOpen

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