All that I needed was time.

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HELL RAISER

EVOLUTION
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LUCY

FLY AWAY

THINGS FOREVER SET IN STONE
FALL VULNERABLE TO FORGIVENESS

LEVEL

vail(vocalpractice)

rain(vocalpractice4)

vice

vice(vocalpractice5)

bade

I said it's too much for me now
so I stand in place to watch you walk away
watch me fall it's alright when I sink
cuz I never win in a safe place so I sit alone

takes too much to talk so I'm just out here on hold
never fear what is comin down
still just push it along
you still fear what is on the side
bet you hide and turn comatose
could not love until I arose
push me down as you walk the road

I still pay my respects when its due but you
won't leave me alone for christ sake
It's like I'm owned and loaned
so leave me to be I won't ask again it's all in the way
plus you never care 
and it's always you
and I need a break

theres not another way to be
and you still stand just with nothing inside it's all you could mean
I feel dark but there's nothing but light to shine through and beam
It's not the same for you
back me up and watch me decide

I said it's too much for me now
so I stand in place to watch you walk away
watch me fall it's alright when I sink
cuz I never win in a safe place so I sit alone

I still pay my respects when It's due but you
won't leave me alone for christ sake
It's like I'm owned and loaned

hold

(stand for) 
would you 
come to terms now
 that you can't decide on
what I see when I fall through shade 
will you miss the sound of 
tearing apart from the inside out 
cuz I'm too haunted to cry

You sing the same words but it won't work on my sanity 
do you feel the shame for all the times you been bleeding out 
It takes much more now when I lie through tears 
I can't help but to notice you're feeling less by fear

(what you?) 
what? you needed a walkthrough? 
I'm feeling my eyes shut out 
but you've been choosing to watch 
you've been falling through places 
I'm trying to reach you 
the silence is killing me but I feel that It's better

breaking inside 
bet I see you 
bet it be true 
I've been falling in the way but I could never save you 
taking my time out for the less that I need and I won't feel alone 
better be safer than sorry I can't be seen like you

take me farther away now 
push me out of it out of it 
leave it to me to control how it'll make sound 
breaking through all my sentence's like you needed to

(what you?) 
what? you needed a walkthrough? 
I'm feeling my eyes shut out 
but you've been choosing to watch 
you've been falling through places 
I'm trying to reach you 
the silence is killing me but I feel that It's better

PROD AXERBELLA

DACRY

UNMIXED

fall faceless and wasting to you 
taking a while just to show you just how you mold
can't be blaming your heart rate
when you can't take this toll
you're holding your shame in the wrong way
(wrong way)

take in you said it's just not enough for you now 
break through, you're face down
I set a time for ourselves
what you wanting to know?
you're still sellin me out 
what you waiting around for?
lets die for now

you seem to hold on to all you know 
face it you're worthless when you know to much
force your words out
say that you're given out
say that you don't feel pain when were taken down 

as I watch you 
you're bracing to hold me
I can't say you're the one tearing me down
walk with your skirt off I won't be hearing out
where would you lie now when it's in your fate

take in you said it's just not enough for you now 
break through, you're face down
I set a time for ourselves
what you wanting to know?
you're still sellin me out 
what you waiting around for?
lets die for now

korz(vocalpractice 12)

would you come to
wash away 
take a grave 
lose the hate 

take it back under false light 
what you want this to feel like?
i’ve been searching for nothing 
but what you wanted is something more 

girl you take me away 
but I feel like I’m chosen
you take up the spotlight 
i’m falling to catch you 
i’ve been risking it all 
but you won’t stand here beside me 
and i’m hurt to the core 
but you won’t say that you slice me 

i feel like i need you 
but i gain power alone now 
i fight through what’s folding 
i'm faking you out 
but i still hate when you stand down 
it’s like they control you 
i wish you would fight back 
i'm not here to guard you 

you fear things that don’t even exist 
you chose the light over the dark 
but you’ve been breaking since the start 
and i can’t lie to you 
you look so perfect when you cry 
but you’ve been  falling thru 
and i can’t watch you destroy yourself 

take it from me 
i won’t be locked in a cage for love 
unless it’s something special 
my favourite vessel 
trailing down to the dirt 

and I’ve been here 
watching you 
scream for help 
but I must go 

but I still pray 
pray for you 
vail to you 
vail to you 
vail to you 
i still vail to you

AXERBELLA

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