Name: tell me that you hate me by axtrmnt
Duration: 2 min 14 s
Description: https://axtrmnt.bandcamp.com/album/unreleased-unfinished

I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

blank obituary

i had my fun, even if it was undeserved. i shouldn't have tried in the first place

for fun

https://soundcloud.com/styemmy/yem-hkmori-sleepless-delirium
https://soundcloud.com/hkmori
https://soundcloud.com/styemmy

sleepless delirium (nasanoa Bootleg)

listen to the reworked version https://nuetard.bandcamp.com/track/asystole

asystole

Soon I'll be dead

https://axtrmnt.bandcamp.com/album/unreleased-unfinished

tell me that you hate me

my existence

Track I made for this comp, please support https://treecritters.bandcamp.com/album/sounds-for-solidarity-palestine-relief-music-compilation

This track will also be on my next album, alongside “chop it yourself (C.I.Y)” 

Be prepared

less war more breakcore

eostre250-6582;/eternal thaw

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tell me that you hate me

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