A battle against anxiety and depression. Feelings that often brought me closer to addiction to Xanax just to help cope with the emotions I was feeling. I felt alone with my family having their own issues to deal with so I was left with my thoughts driving me crazy, no one to talk to, no one to listen. There were plenty of times were I would close myself in and hold the pain I was feeling inside, out of sight from those around me so they wouldn’t see what I was going through because as a man having those emotions people would often consider you weak regardless of the situation. I was never much of a pill popper and never considered myself to be until my mental health started to fall apart, aside from writing music, Xanax was the only thing that kept me intact or at least I thought. Day after day went by and I seemed lost in a blank state of mind because everyday I was taking 1-2 pills. I seemed happy often times just relaxed and peacefully thinking it would all work out because it had me so careless of the problems life was throwing at me. I felt I had finally found the solution to my problems. It blinded me from reality, and helped me escape my thoughts but when it wore off and I was sober I was left there to fight with the same thoughts, the same feelings, the same problems.

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Blue Pills - RunawayRonny (prod. 1080pale)

Disappointment from the lack of connection I had with a female that only wanted things in her best interest little did she know I never expected much from her aside from a connection outside of the physical, but life goes on and so did I. I don’t have any regrets but I know she does 😙

RECKLESS - Runaway Ronny (prod. NoSalez)

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