The will to death is what keeps me alive.

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This is the first tune I used with a new Soundtrack track-set that I made, for increased work-flow.
It stood between this title and "The Ancient Paradox".
I wanted to achieve a bigger and more epic feel in this track, with some specific emotions and possible activity reference, but I decided not to choose any extremely self-explaining title. To each their own...
Some possible dual symbolism, or different philosophical aspect in the musical detail references.
If you wanna get a big symbolism / hidden references challenge, then I highly recommend the "Broken Reality" and the "The Faires that stopped beat around the bush" tracks.
Hope you enjoy! There's still room for a few tweaks. Thanks for any comments and suggestions!

Picture credit to prozac1 at www.freedigitalphotos.net

I might make a newer version, aimed for sync.
As with all my individual work, I have the sole master rights. (until any other agreement would be settled upon track signing) DS.

/ Fredrik

The Ancient Forces - Revisited (2012 version) Downloadable 48k 24bit wav-file!

Guitar written and performed by Eric Gantner, lyrics and melody by me.

LYRICS:
Oh i wanted to be 
what you wanted me to be
i wanted to see
the parts of me you couldn’t see
now i’m searching to find all of the pieces left behind

all of the pieces broke apart
one by one
I wanna go back to the start

oh please take me back
to when i knew myself
For who I was
Not for who I couldn’t be

took away my spirit and smile
one day at a time
I wanna go back to the start

They say to heal it just takes
Somebody save me I’m losing my mind
Losing my mind

Yeah all of the pieces broke apart
One by one 

Now I’m still searching to find
all of the pieces left behind

All I wanted to be 
Is what you wanted me to be

All Of The Pieces (original)

Part one is now finalized.
The all new part two has the sub-title "The intimidation that didn't keep them silent"

As in the Broken Reality, this track (especially part 2 here) has a high number of hidden references, that are more specific.
In this case, it can be regarded as a big joke / spoof, but it's not to be disclosed anyway. 

So I hope you feel that you agree that it can be important to be able to make up your own mind about everything... Always (?) 

As for all my highly personal music, make what you want out of it, even for any conclusions about it being personal and individual.

But even if disregarding all thoughts about hidden content, I still hope the music is enjoyable for a musically and emotionally interesting listening experience.
Would love to hear your own thoughts either way!


Credits to Steve Brookefield for additional help with his mixing knowledge.
Image Credits to BJWOK at www.freedigitalphotos.net


Now I'll give the subliminals a rest, I think, and focus more on increasing the workflow pace and take on a few collab challenges. One will focus on enhancing (if possible) a sense of beauty from Zefora's vocal stems, and there is another one with Norman Cheung.

Thank you so much for your time and interest in my music & thoughtfulness.

PS. I might use parts of this composition for newer tracks, aimed for sync.

As with all my individual work, I have the sole master rights. (until any other agreement would be settled upon track signing) DS.

The Will To Death [cover] by Marina Pagano & Yağızalp Okur

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