Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

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"HI!" OPIUM type trap shit Dmin 115bpm (prod. jenixO)

lyrics

idek what happened
im too fly like aladdin
i get too faded
i aint chasin dragons

i dont know why the fuck they lie
and they cappin
like is too hard to be real?
got me rolling off these feels

you act like you know the deal
i dont see the appeal
you got me ill, you got me sick
i just cant deal ,yeah, with yo shit 

why you speak in hieroglyphics?
im on a mission
you cant fix this
ive been with it, from the fuckin start
 
now you wanna restart
like bitch are you stupid?
i thought you were smart  

high as hell like im on mars
she fuck with me cause i got bars
yeah im locked, need a key to my heart
thought you were my life but you were just apart

i see it now
you cant hold me down
ill face reality
and restart now

imma face this blunt to fix it
hop on the beat and i started mixin
off the fuckin shrooms and now im trippin
ill just keep on fuckin wishin

RESTART NOW

alien supertrap 161bpm C#min (prod. jenixO)

reupload bc i uploaded wrong version first time lmfao
i made this wayyyy 2 fucked up






;lyrics

mix da pills n da liquor jus tryna stay human
i cant stop my brain it always jus zoomin
i cant trust a soul how u really movin
dont ask why i wont tell u how im doin

skipped work cuz my brain hurt
pour up cups of big dirt
hop in da whip i str8 skrrt
in da rave im big flirt
gas station employees kno me
phony, u all bologna
real mug jus go n show me
yo main bitch gon blow me

pop 3 pills hydroxyzine
eye drops brand name, visine
?
HI-C

cant hang wit da RANG posse
?
all my ops leave them toothless
whereu@ im big coolin
?

and on real shit we still sippin on 40
yo main bitch dirty
tryhards reminds me jack dorty
im in da back of da hundai
?
whereu@ been w da rimrang
all u dummies cant hang

and thats true shit from a real mug
i smoke like six blunts
wake up bake and sit on da lawn
wtf u think im on
up in *****ville
smokin high up in da sun

Mystery For The First TIme (prod. vmmo)

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