sample - passionfruit, drake.

produced by myself, mixed and mastered by myself and @arael_iv

vocal chops by arael iv <3

ive lost my passion//what do i do?

produced, mixed and mastered by myself. 

i’m 18 now, and entering a new stage in my life and my music. if you’re reading this, i just wanted to thank you for your support across the past year since i first started making music. we’ve come so far as a community and as a family, and this journey we are on is far from over. i love you with all my heart, i do this for you <3

lyrics : 

i cant go on my love it’s my bad

i’ve been in the saint laurent in my head 

i cant forget the things that you said

i cant forget the things that you said 

bottle of pills right next to her bed

she might take some might end up dead

she might wake soon but she needs rest

i’ve been so

i’ve been so

TRANQUIA

Spotify

tranquia

Original Song(s) - Will He, Joji
Samples used - https://youtu.be/ryZcLoT4eGI
Produced by - Joji & Ayena Savant
MIxed and Mastered by Ayena Savant
Written by Ayena Savant
Guitar played by Brianjcb

lyrics :

(hook 1)

you’d be good to die with

to die with 

i’ve been lost inside it 

inside it 

(x2)

(hook 2)

i’m all alone now 

with no one to call 

hands turning cold now

don’t know where i’ll fall

(verse)

your lips, your lips, oh i can help you with that 

i’m sorry, you’re just more than i can afford 

(hook 2)

i’m all alone 

with no one to call 

hands turning cold now

don’t know where i’ll fall 

(hook 1)

you’d be good to die with

to die with 

i’ve been lost inside it 

inside it 

(x2)

you’d be good to die with

Produced and engineered by Ayena Savant
Written and performed by Ayena savant
Sample: "Midnight Blue" by Puma Blue

lyrics:

these blinds won’t let me out

just please don’t leave me now 

i cant escape these thoughts they tend to stay by my bedside 

(ohh)

do i cross your mind 

(ohh)

alone and cold all night

(ohh)

you wish that you could feel him but he’s just too far away 

he’s just too far away

he’s just too far away

he’s just too far he’s just too far he’s just too far away

she’s just too far away

she’s just too far away

she’s just to far she’s just too far she’s just too far away

blinds

If this song does well I'll make more like it, hope you all like it :)

lyrics:

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

[verse]
...i know its my fault 

every time i go right back to you i hit the same wall

i cant help myself cant love myself no ill just damage us

i wish i could be the one for you but i just cant keep up

i just cant keep up

now its back to rolling blunts

i just cant tell what i want

is it you or is it us?

i cant focus up enough

tired of living in my head

the voices tell me to give up so i might

(i dont really hear voices its just my thoughts fr im not crazy)

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

Produced  by Ayena Savant & k2finesse
Engineered by Ayena Savant
Written and performed by Ayena Savant

crying isn’t like you

produced by ayena
guitar by ttthou 
mixed, mastered, and performed by ayena 
inspired by jd

♥️

i wish i could feel your skin 

wish i wasn’t alone 

witnessing new parts of me

i’ve become familiar with bone

are my friends really my friends or did i make them in my head 

do they really hate me or is it just me hating instead 

…

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in red
hmm

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

my memories painted in red
my memories painted in red 
i know 

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

♥️

memories painted in red

started when i was 17 , and now i'm 19 . one step closer to where i'm trying to get and the only people i can think to give thanks to is all of you .  together we will continue to grow and get closer and closer to our goals .  you are all my family , i love you .

produced , engineered , written , and performed by ayena savant
samples : belvedere by Scott James & Nside by Steve Lacey

lyrics :

nothing at all,

nothing at all,

i feel nothing at all,

nothing at all 

not the feel of a cold winter mattress, no

not the feel of your hurt when i end everything that’s good for us, 

i’m sorry, if i can’t love myself, how could i ever love you


turn off the fan, 

if we’re to get to sleep tonight,

stop me if i start,

considering everything i might. 



if i could give you a hug, then you know that i would 

but we’re too far apart in the beds we lay to 

living life from afar, and my vision is blurry 

i cant see my face, are you sure that it’s pretty 

do people really love me, is that okay?

are you sure that they don’t care if i’m broken 

are you sure that they don’t care if i’m frozen 

cause i feel, 

cause i feel,

nothing at all 

nothing at all

i feel nothing at all

nothing at all

not the feel of a cold winter mattress, no

not the feel of your hurt when i end everything that’s good for us 

i’m sorry

if i can’t love myself, how could i ever love you

nineteen

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : super soft by Puma Blue
inspired by arael iv ( @arael_iv )

lyrics:

yes i know 
yes i know
i’ve been gone 

i don’t know
i don’t know 
what you want 

would it kill me to reap what i sow 

would it kill you to leave me alone 

me alone 
( x7 )

and my eyes feel low, oh
and my eyes feel low

and your hands feel cold, oh
and its all my fault

but it cant be so, no
but it cant be so

ive done what ive done now i reap what i sow

leavemealone

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : Staten Island Ferry by Elijah Fox

lyrics

i'm, afraid to meet your eyes

cause im not, who you would want to find

do i, ever cross your mind?

cause you, never escape mine

im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind


i lied to be your answer

the guilt inside is killing me like cancer

i cant catch her, if i can barely catch myself

seasons passing, the snow is all i smell


im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind

afraid

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : Instupendo

lyrics:

through mid morning fall,
i still see you there

running out of tomorrow,
i only wish that i could care 

how am i still alive?
i can feel your pulse by mine don't waste your time

cause im all out of mine,
darling close your eyes, your eyes,
dont ask me why

ocean beneath the skies,
split the sea to view your moon

my brain floods with thoughts of you,
i wish i could see them through

no dont talk to me,
cause honestly,
im half asleep,
right now

half asleep right now

half asleep right now

through mid morning fall,
i still see you there

running out of tomorrow,
i only wish that i could care

comfort

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant 
outro produced by arael iv ( @arael_iv ) 
sample(s) : allure by Brent Faiyaz

lyrics:

( ohh )
i don’t know my self
i don’t know 

( ohh )
can you please send help
i’m alone 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside 

inside 

inside 

you own all of me oh my

oh my

oh my

you own all of me oh my 


i’ve been on my own for way too long
there’s comfort in my hurt 

i know i made a mess of us
i’ve become my worst 

i’ve begun to lose my voice 

my voice is suffering my love

don’t look at me 
im not the one 

i cannot speak i’ve tied my tongue 


why do i feel the need to lie?
i don’t think i’ll live this time 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside 

inside

inside 

you own all of me oh my 

oh my 

oh my 

you own all of me oh my 

( ohh )
i don’t know myself 
i don’t know 

can you please send help
i’m alone 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside

own me

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant

lyrics :

i’m falling away

there’s not much to say 

cause you’re not worth my time 

indulge in me , the sand is fine

but you’ve gone hard to hear 

i recognize the words but they just don’t make sense to me 

they don’t make sense to me 

…

i’m not afraid 

help me raise my hand

tell me in my temple can you help me understand 

if i could change the world , 

if we ever cross our paths , 

maybe i would hate me cause i just can’t love you back

tatuaje

trying something a little different , i hope you enjoy♥️

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant 
sample : i forgot 

lyrics : 

i’ve found new scars on my body , i’m holding the tool 

ain’t no sense in an im sorry , but i cared about you 

i care about you 

i cared about you 

i cared about you

i cared about you 

if you knew me better , if you knew me better i don’t know 

i wish i was better , i hope i don’t let go of your hold 

cause i’m cold 

and the cold is where i’m home 

now i’m old 

and sleep is all i want

[ … ] 

i’ve found new scars on my body , im holding the tool 

ain’t no sense in an im sorry , but i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i swear , i swear 

that’s it’s no fair , no fair 

i just want you here , you here 

baby we could go nowhere , nowhere ( nowhere ) 

( i swear , i swear , i swear , i swear )

baby we can can go nowhere , nowhere

exhale

all me

hope u like

xoxo

lyrics:

sorry baby i’ve been bad 
i could reach but i'd still go past 
made a waste of the time i had
no don’t look back
no don’t look back
( x2 ) 

go turn the lights off
just tell me what to do 
tell me when it hurts 
tell me where to move 
there’s people i don’t know 
don’t wanna leave my room 
i just wanna be alone 
so i’ll blur right into, you
does he touch you like i do?

does he touch you like i do? 

sorry baby i’ve been bad 
i could reach but i'd still go past 
made a waste of the time i had
no don’t look back
no don’t look back
( x2 )

dont look back

From Latin vīcēnārius, from vīcēnī (“twenty each”); akin to vīgintī (“twenty”).

happy birthday 

lyrics:

i don’t think it’s for me 
i’m fucked up now it’s harder to breathe 
at least i know it puts me to sleep

but you know that you need to come on 
come on, come on, come on

cause i’m on
i’m on, i’m on, i’m on
my way

so don’t be afraid 

to change me
to change me
i don’t wanna feel the same 
look me in my face i swear your touch to me is novacane
i can pull my weight i swear no i don’t have to be this way 
i want you to change me
i want you to stay 

i don’t think it’s for me 
i’m fucked up now it’s harder to breathe 
at least i know it puts me to sleep

but you know that you need to come on 
come on, come on, come on

cause i’m on
i’m on, i’m on, i’m on
my way

so don’t be afraid

vicenary

produced by myself

written and recorded by myself and 6sfixia [https://soundcloud.com/asfixialuv]

-lyrics-

ayena:

no te preocupes por mi 

te quiero dar te el mundo entero baby 

me ‘cuerdo de esa noche que tú estabas aquí 

conmigo 

and you put it all on me oh no

como puedo confíar en mi mente? 

si ni puedo confíar en mi gente

yo estaba contra el mundo y de repente 

tu me salvaste la vida 

i’d do anything to please her 
 
ya me voy mami vente con migo esto es mi fantasia 

tu me salvaste la vida 

i’d do anything to please her 

ya me voy mami vente con migo esto es mi fantasía 

tu me salvaste la vida 

6:

vente mami tambien quieres hacerlo

sabes que me tienes hookiao desde la ultima vez bebe

tu tatuaje y el color de tu pelo

quiero volver a verlo solo dime que hay que hacer

ponte sata quitame ese deseo

baby casi son las 12 y sabes lo que hay que hacer okay

ven conmigo saliendo del hangueo

yo te doy lo que quieras vamos a gastar las bands

casi no confio en mi mente

pero cuando yo te tenga enfrente

yo se que no me tengo que preocupar

te digo las cosas que te ponen mal

es que yo se baby yo se

que te pones asi, y que tengo que hacer

es que yo se baby yo se￼

que te pones asi, y que tengo que hacer

ayena:

no te preocupes por mi 

te quiero dar te el mundo entero baby 

me ‘cuerdo de esa noche que tú estabas aquí 

conmigo 

and you put it all on me though 

como puedo confíar en mi mente? 

si ni puedo confíar en mi gente

yo estaba contra el mundo y de repente 

tu me salvaste la vida 

i’d do anything to please her 
 
ya me voy mami vente con migo esto es mi fantasia 

tu me salvaste la vida 

i’d do anything to please her 

ya me voy mami vente con migo esto es mi fantasía 

tu me salvaste la vida

salvame ft. 6sfixia

Produced by myself

(Hope i start dropping more frequently. sorry)

You say i work too hard

But i do it for you

You said you’ve never had someone like me i think it’s true 

You know i love the way you walk, the way you move 

If you came over here, you know id fix your mood 

You say i work too hard

But i do it for you

You said you’ve never had someone like me i think it’s true 

You know i love the way you walk, the way you move 

If you came over here, you know id fix your mood

Baby what’s the point of this? 

I don’t wanna go 

If i can’t be with you 

I’d rather die alone 

My house is not a home 

Since you’ve been gone it’s felt so empty 

I feel so empty 

I feel so 

I want more 

Of your touch 

Give me some 

Give me love 

There’s no one 

But us

But us 

But us 

You say i work too hard

But i do it for you

You said you’ve never had someone like me i think it’s true

You know i love the way you walk, the way you move

If you came over here, you know id fix your mood

doit4u

, l.;

Produced by me whaaat no wayyy that’s crazy 

Ayena:

I promise, I’ll only, move 

The way you, tell me, to 

I see it, in your, eyes

They tell me, how I, die 

I promise, I’ll only, move 

The way you, tell me, to 

I see it, in your, eyes

They tell me, how I, die 

Wantrr:

I’ll only move the way you tell me 

Is it ever enough 

Feel like we building a gulf

Erase my bitch off the drugs 

If you not giving me safety, why am I holding you up 

Spend all my time getting bust up, when is it enough 

Wrapped in luxurious comfort, when it’s said and done 

Make sure my bitch always come first, and she still never done 

Weight of all this on my - how the fuck am I holding you up

The fuck do you mean we ain’t happy?

The fuck do you mean we ain’t happy? 

I cannot interact, we hopping out all black jeans and jackets 

cover my impact, hop back now and I take the whole lane 

Im trynna ease my pain, run back now I ain’t worried about chasin

Ease my pain, bad lil hoe tryn eat my veins 

Vampire hoe can’t get no ring 

Got a Glock in the purse gone take your face 

Shots in the air like a damn parade 

Dance in the white like a damn snow day 

Im only movin the way you told me 

Ayena:

Don’t waste your life 

Don’t waste your time  

I can read your mind 

I know you want me inside 

I’m not coming home, baby I’m forever vogue 

Dance in white, dance in white, yes I dance in snow 

Take a hit, yes I might, I’m already gone

The way you look at me you know that you allure my soul 

I promise, I’ll only, move 

The way you, tell me, to 

I see it, in your, eyes

They tell me, how I, die 

I promise, I’ll only, move 

The way you, tell me, to 

I see it, in your, eyes

They tell me, how I, die

tell me how i die ft. wantrr

Suddenly had the motivation to make another song but I’m also super sick so idk

Also I’m 22 now, posting this a month late. Sorry for missing the birthday drop to those of you who waited for it. 


Can you teach me to love

Cause I’m all out of touch

And I need you to catch me

Cause I’m falling over 

You tell me that I’m fine

But you’re not in my mind

If you were you would see I’m not worth the work 

Maybe it’s all my fault 

Worth the work

Worth the work

Worth the work

Maybe it’s all my fault 

Maybe Its all my fault

maybe its all my fault

Baby I’ll fix it all

Baby I'll fix it all

Never learned to burn like you

But you feel so right I can’t run out of time 

When I get my hands on you

On you

On you

Baby can you please come over

I miss your taste 

And it keeps me sober

I miss your face 

can you kiss me over and over again

Till I’m purple and red

ayena savant

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