Holdmeimscared

Obsessin Demo

icantbecomplacent

you tell me Im the best but im too insecure to believe it

i feel like for every one step i take i fall two steps behind ^x-x^

its raining outside

its getting harder to wake up

i wanna tell you how i feel but im afraid itll hurt you

It hurts when i yell
From the nails in my mouth
Ill scream n ill shout

The urge to yell with these bolts
Poking the roof every time words come out
Knowing these bolts werent installed to help
I found speaking out causes blood to come out
So much ive decided to not speak up, bout how i feel

Its getting hard to speak, followed with silence is blood in my teeth
Ive attempted to scream, havin blood stain every inch of my jeans
Ill just rinse and repeat, sealing my lips so my mouth wouldnt leak
Im content with my dream, of wishing one day all my pain will be seen

Diggin in my mouth
Makin me bleed more

It hurts when i yell
From the nails in my mouth
Ill scream n ill shout
But nothing comes except the blood from my mouth

^x-x^

im fine w!th it

i dont know what love is but i dont think its this

Do i really love you
When i don't even know what love is
How am i suppose to love you
I don't even know what love is
Do i really love you
When i don't even know what love is
Fabricated by the shi i did
Late night sex got me feelin like this

Im tryna win in my own game okay now
Fallin in love to quick i don't feel like thats okay
I really need to work on my self
Breakin hearts of ppl that just wanna feel held

I found that i am the issue
Initiating these kisses
Just to act mad an dismiss it
Makin you mad i don't listen

I cant be upset
I dug this hole for myself
Im to afraid to yell
And make you cry my dear

Do i really love you
When i don't even know what love is
How am i suppose to love you
I don't even know what love is
Do i really love you
When i don't even know what love is
Fabricated by the shi i did
Late night sex got me feelin like this

^x-x^

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