Chorus:
Growin' up all alone
Trying to reach my goals (x2)

Verse 1:
There was little kid
Sometimes known as lil ed
Growin up without both parents
Shit git to his head
Wishin he could end
All the pain and suffering
But lil ed is a fighter
He don't tap out so easily
As the years went by
He soon started to see
Everybody laughin at him
Cause he's short and really skinny
Plus he got some moles up on his body
He just wants to leave
Wishin he coild murder every motherfuckin bully
Fuck it all he said cryin inside
No one would care if I'm dead
Parents had no clue
If they did, again he'd be in therapy
Cause he cant vent, to nobody
Cause once he dies, all they do is just fuckin leave

[Interlude]

[Chorus]

Verde 2:
Sadness fills my heart
It hurts to restart
Don't know what's wrong with me
But everytime I try to play my part
The past just haunts, me
I smoke a little weed
And then I'm talking to myself
Saying this shit is what I need
My necessity
Pretendin I am happy
And I'm actin gladly
But behind the curtain
Wish somebody would just kill me
Put a hole inside my brain
So i am no longer insane
Finally have a little peace
If somebody crossed out my name
I know you don't wanna hear me
Talk about depressing stories
But it's my escape, my harmony, serenity, my ecstacy
This really me
A lonely kid who tries to commute
But he don't know how to explain it
So he's lit like a fuse
Is this really me
Is this my life
Gotta deal with all the lies
Lies right in front of my eyes
I wish i died tonight
Maybe I'd be better flyin high
But that's all up to Jesus Christ
But the real question is
Would my death be justified

[Chorus]

Alone In A Full Room [PROD. Ru] (DEMO)

Winter soul
Bitter cold
Cannot trust myself to be alone
Writing my pain on some plain white notes
Look at my eyes see my suffering
Wish I had tricks like the conjuring
One day you all will not see me
All my life I felt so lonely

Winter Soul [PROD. Cole The King] (Original)

Hoes will jus be hoes
They suck and fuck
Thas how they roll

Cum filled throats

Ridin that dick like a unicycle

Actin all shy
When they in bed they pros

Fuckin the whole crew
And swallowed ya bro

But you get mad when yo ass gets exposed

Bitch we all know

Aye (x3)
Yuh

Tell your lover Thas yo best friend (aye)
Then when he finally leave you (Uh)
You get upset your hearts broken (Bitch)
Fuck do you mean that you love him (What)
You was jus fuckin his cousin (Thot)
Claimed that you loyal you buggin (Sike Bitch Aye)

You’s a dirty bitch and a stupid hoe (What)

You a fuckin thot thot
Suckin off the niggas
That be askin for that slop top
Ridin off the niggas
That can only offer you cock
Bitch stop tryna act all tough
You know that yous a Babba
You fiendin for some more cock (x2)

Thot Anthem [PROD. Snack Beats]

Pretty girl
Curly hair
With the makeup on
Adri started out her day
With The Weeknd’s song
Started gettin in her bag
Why can’t she find love
Sshe remembers of her past
Tears rolled down her face

Feels that shes was misplaced
Up in world
Had her family to trust
But that was just a word
Feels that she got no one close to remind her
How much she even means to them
She’s sendin reminders

She just wanna feel loved

The ugly view of scars
Imprinted on her wrist
Adri cries alone at night
Some dude she liked said she’s a bitch
She won’t let him fuck
Because she do not wanna move so quick
She wants to build a bond
But guys don’t understand that shit
At all

All they wanna do is hit
And then after they just dip
Adri learned her lesson
Swears that she’s so close to pressing quit
Wanna overdose on pills
Mom had left in the cabinet
Thinks that once she dies
It’s over she will not feel pain again

About Adrianna [PROD. Santos Santana]

suicide is on my fucking mind
should i blow my brains out
or should i just hang the noose up high
i'm tired of this fucking life
can't even do the shit i want
feels like it's all my fault
i know my parents fucking hate me
know that they had wished that i was gone

nobody on this earth
gives a fuck about me
i could drop dead
days later they'd move on happily (x2)

i'm mentally caged
like RUSKI once said
tried to live life
but life fucked up my head
i am so fucked i just wish i was dead
pull on that trigger releasin that lead
hate all my demons
thought one day i'd love em
but i was wrong
now i hurt my own feelins
my problem is
i believe everything everybody once said to me
now i say fuck em

nobody on this earth
gives a fuck about me
i could drop dead
days later they'd move on happily (x2)

when will i get some fucking peace
hate has always fucking won
now i'm loading up my gun
i just wanna fucking die
have pain removed from my life
do not care if i see christ
i will be the sacrifice
please reread all of these lines

Don’t Let My Parents Hear This

ring, around, the, rosie
goodnight

ring around, the rosie
bodies, are burning
ashes, are falling
you'll burn, in, hell
death will fall
no one, prevails
silence upon heaven's bells
faith decreased
souls locked in cells
humanity, already failed

ring, around, the, rosie
goodnight

i, watch you masturbate, with a crucifex
you're a bitch
all you do is worship this, stupid shit
stupid shit
stupid shit
destroy the world
let this planet burn
quench the devil's thirst
this world shall perish
you've seen it here first
burning rotting
we're trapped in hell
no god to save us
jesus won't help

ring, around, the, rosie
goodnight

Gyhngie x Skorn3896-Burn In Hell [PROD. Cole The King] (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

Bitches stay ridin my dick
Sorry Trump you not allowed to get lit
I'm no ordinary spic
Swam to New York cause I'm from the Atlantic
Bitch I was never Irish
Silly midget Lucky Charms is for kids
Lemme stop fuckin with ya
I'm playin wit ya
Like you are the clitoris

All of ya niggas my kids
All of ya niggas my seeds
File ya in my tax return
Cause a nigga collectin that green

Nut on her forehead my kids on her mind
Blastin both Metal and Drill shit combined
Doin this shit best believe all the time
I finna say another cheesy line

Fuck school, dropout
Sell drugs, pop pills
All of ya niggas the same
Clout demons, drugged fame
Ya niggas just lame
Totin that pole but can't aim
Pussy boy you should be ashamed
Nigga stay up in your fuckin lane

I am a legend, I am the prime weapon
Ain't goin to heaven, I cause Armageddon
God may give presents but I destroy presence
I'm fuckin aggressive that is my confession
Bitch learn a lesson and stop second guessin
Your visions impaired and your hearin is deafened
Destroy the world in six days then I will rest on the seventh

Hope you liked the side message that I had for you
Yes I scream but don't be scared
I won't abuse you like Kid Buu
Ooh, Ooh
Ravens pull up on your crew
Hearin a pump out the blue
That you're heartbeat oh you're screwed

Down and dirty
I shot down a little birdie
Oh shit I think that was Ernie's
Now he comin with that thirty
Holy moly
Spray the block
Fuck the law I'm killin cops
Right beside them is my opps
Static shock, pussy drop
I will make that cherry pop
God can rot
Die in vein
Caught a body now you framed
Everything is not okay
Soon the world will burn in flames
I feel like I am insane
I will never die alive
Cause I'm fuckin dead inside
This is my mind

Lil Gingy [Oso Familiar]

i'm fucked up
you're fucked up
we're fucked up
they're fucked up

heartbroken, misspoken
not chosen, lost focus

lemme hear you

lost, stuck in time
do not, feel, the same
hate, inside, our fucking, souls
energy wasted all in vein
fame, lame, aura, drained
tension strained
feel my reign
i will reach the critical acclaim
fightin demons in my head they take no breaks
this a mistake

you are not my enemy
no i am my own enemy
i don't request no empathy
please don't give me your sympathy
my mind is high off ecstasy
because i'm seeking clarity
generally i rap on beats
apply emotion heavily
mentally i rest in peace
buried underneath six feet
physically i'm alive but think imma need me some therapy
i've been living recklessly
i have had a tendency
to pleasantly
hurt the people who try to give a damn bout me

i'm, fucked, up
you're, fucked, up
they're, fucked, up
we're. fucked, up

You’re Okay (Pain Is Temporary)

Everything is wrong in my life
Some nights I wish I would just die
Put the shotty right between my eyes
Take a deep breath
Say my last goodbye
Write a letter
Pull the trigger
Watch my soul fly high
Take some pills so I can relieve my mind
Mom I know you’ll be upset
I do not mean to Traumatize
Family, I know that you had all loved me
But I haven’t been happy
Faked it til I was 13 look at me

19 years old
Still don’t got my license
Fuckin up in school
And I messed up my relationship
And her fathers racist
Just another mexican who’s dead
Nigga I am brainless
I’m not famous bitch I’m nameless
Buck blew off my fuckin head so nigga I am faceless
Let my body hit the floor
Drownin pool of blood
Ain’t no god to worship ain’t no heaven up above
Now I’m feelin numb

Damn nigga why’d you have to kill yourself
We was cool smokin yesterday
But you was not yourself
I could tell
From the way you put me up on the shelf
Bro you know I’m here to talk to if you ever need help
On the real
I’m the realest nigga who has lived behind your eyes
I’m your conscience
I’ve been with you throughout your life
But your body lifeless
Disconnected from your mind
Now I’m slowly disappearin can we close the blinds

Dumb nigga
Why would you pull on the trigger
Someone call the fuckin cops Eddie’s a gravedigger
This nigga dead
In pieces is his head
Why didn’t you ask for help
We could’ve gotten you ahead
Not you got none
Room is painted in Red
Know I’m only jokin when I say that you cut your wrist
One cut, Two cut, Three slice off ya neck
I ain’t ever think that you would fuckin blow off ya head

One Cut (KILL YOURSELF PART 3 REMIX) [LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION]

The Lucker Stomp

Eryday i awake i am miserable
Puttin a fake smile on cause im not pitiful
Lyrical imbecile im not fixable
Im not Kamiyada but damage is critical

Critical critical
Lyrics are typical
Happiness is a myth
That shit aint thinkable
Jesus aint by my side
Cause he is fictional

Bitch i been ready to die
Have maggots crawl through my eyes
There is no heaven or hell
No i will not pray tonight

Ready to rot in the dirt
Pollute 6 feet of the earth
There are these wicked thoughts in my head
I have been cursed right from birth
I am apart of the sheepity herd
Conformity we move straight aint no curve
I will not burn theres no proof to confirm
Satan or jesus ill fly like a bird

Reds dead
buck went through his head
Aint no savin him nigga
No redemption
Now his brain is spread
All across the wall
Hear his body fall
Aint no answer when you call

Two Cut [PROD. Abnormal] (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

Winter Soul
Bitter Cold
Cannot Trust Myself To Be Alone
Writin My Pain On Some Plain White Notes
Doin This All On My Dolo
Look In My Eyes See My Sufferin
Wish I Had Tricks Like The Conjurin
One Day You All Will Not See Me
All My Life I’ve Felt So Lonely

Winter Soul [PROD. Cole The King] (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

sick of all these thotties hoein round
bitch get a hobby
sick of hearin stories
of you givin sloppy toppy

lil bitch needa quit
and just stick to the books
ion mean the book blue
watchu think this blues clues nigga

and you post up on the gram
to make some quick cash
and buy a quick gram nigga

and then you flick the light
and now you're gettin high
and now you're feelin right

mofucka do you know me
I'm GINGY YGB
you starin at me
like we both got some sorta beef

take a seat lil hoe
this a meet and greet
for you and me
snatch your soul
outta existence
shit is deeper than 6 feet

mofuckas testin me
like my name is A C D
I will never get it B
cause my name starts with an E
F that shit it starts with G
YOUNG GIFTED BASTARDS conjuring
plaguin minds so casually
hatin life so happily

erybody dyin tonight
let's get high
for we seep to our demise

erybody judgin like their name is Matthis
fuck that pussy nigga hit him with a mattress
and what's following behind him
is a mofuckin cactus

caught him with a spike
and i ain't talking bout lee
got the smurfs on tv
so BLOOD niggas can C
asked the fuckin doctor
what the fuck is wrong with me
she said that I'm depressed
with a side of ADD

sittin in my room
cause my mood is fuckin ugly
ion wanna conversate
erybody just bugs me

feelin like a puppy
with his tail down
scared of life
listenin to all these songs
make me wanna fuckin drown

cause im dead inside
there is death outside
ion take pills
but I may take e tonight
yeah I'm feelin right
speakin from what's in my mind
yeah I love death
sometimes I wish I would die

lemme get back to the savage shit
erybody catchin it
like you got the claps
pussy nigga go and slit your wrist
go ahead walk down the fuckin street
but don't you cross that bitch
erytime I hop on tracks
I sound so fuckin ignorant

Ugly [$uicideBoy$ Remix] (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

Chuckie~Ashes [PROD. YAPUZI] (Snippet)

Said if I make it
Im gon buy my mom a house
And pay all of my brothers college
Keep them on the better route
Im proud of allem niggas
Them lil niggas rockin out
Comin home wit A’s and B’s
You know they be poppin out
Jaja i see you got ya own crib
And im really proud
I can’t wait to come and visit you
And have a cyph and we blow it down
You know Vic is smilin now
From up in the clouds
He know you tryna hold it down
So please remove ya frown

Dont cry dont shed no tear
When worse come to worse
Im always gon be here

I said

Eryday i really woke up hatin life
Should I take it
Is it worth it
Should i blow some fuckin minds
Maybe i should pop a pill
And just close my fuckin eyes
Cause the friends that I once had
Made me wanna fuckin die
And my family no better
They same inside the light
Got me thinkin that im crazy
Got me thinkin suicide
But if I had hung the rope
Ya would all jus fuckin cry
Sayin how could all this happen
“Its because he’s gettin high”
I get high to ease my mind
Free my thoughts thas trapped inside
Cause I know if say somethin
Ya gon think I’m crazy right
Cause ya hate to see me happy
Ya just wanna see me tight
And ya niggas gon be laughin
Til i fuckin end my life
And i try to hold it back
But shit builds up in my mind
And i don’t know what to say
Cause ya gon think the shit is light
And these lines that i am spittin
Maybe will never suffice
I’m just trying to communicate
With anyone who might
Feel the same way as me maybe
This ya little shed of light
To move forward and to prosper
Anythin you grasp in life
You gon get through all ya problems
Everythin gon be aight
Just have faith
And you will flourish
You will glow up over time
I said

Shed No Tears [PROD. Soulis]

Ayo Vic I truly miss you
I wish that we could chill again
Like we did
When you’d come over to see Jasmine
Best believe that day gets to me
I lost my brother to a tree
Finna by a stick
So I can drift and you can see
How much you mean to me
It hurts man
Why’d you have to leave this fuckin Earth man
Why couldn’t you hold on so we could laugh again
We knew you were not perfect but you were worth it
It killed to see you as a different person
I wish my tears could bring you back
You would always make us laugh
Even on our worst days you would always have our backs
Now you’re gone
But this song for you will always live on
Rest In Peace Vic

If I die please don’t cry
Just talk to me in the night
Don’t worry about me
Just know that I am free
From this hell that I am livin in
Make sure that I am alive
In your mind
I am alive

Chuck x Blaze Ghost~Ladybug [PROD. Kannibal Beats]

Pride Will Be The Death Of Me
Vividly I Can See
Death Will Be The One Who Will Kill Me
Self Inflicted Injuries
Mentally Not Physically
Scars On Me Not Visibly
You Can’t See But I Can See
All The Pain Given To Me

I’m Feelin Hostile
And I’m Feelin Violent
Rock & Roll Music Got Me Feelin Vibrant
Headbang To The Breakdown
Hop Right Off The Fuckin Stage
And Land Dead Metal In The Crowd

Got Distracted
Had To Bring A Couple Lines Back
Fuck What Was I Doing
Ate Some Lunch And Now It’s Half Passed
Wanna Be Ontop
Like An Addict Who’s Fiendin For Crack
I was Supposed To Be A Marine
But I Fucked Up That

Nah Fuck That Ion Need This
My Chance Of Fame
Is Like A Cheese Strip
Cheesey Like A Cheetoh
Ion Need Hoes
Nor Am I Epo
I Am E Ro-driguez
Ion Know How This Songs Gonna Finish
Maybe I Should Just Fuckin End It
Leave It All As A Little Snippet Bitch

Chuck~Pride // Blood All In It (Ft. Blaze Ghost) [Prod. sketchmyname]

Rowin around on a boat, hey
Bread and butter ain't no coach, hey
Stomp on the stage like a roach, hey

Steerin the boat like I'm Kodak
Ten year old boys swear they can hack, your
IP Address they're snortin crack
Fuck your feelins bitch you are whack

And now I'm feelin Faded
Now I'm feelin what, huh
Now I'm feelin jaded,
Weed smoke in my lungs hey

Faded [PROD. MISERY]

I call for help but I feel all alone
Everyday I feel I’m losin my soul
Caught up in bullshit im stuck in the past
One day the lord gon send death on my ass

Blinded and naïve 
I need guidance
Don’t you see
Fore my body end up under the dirt
I know that im gonna die
Anyway
So I might as well live under the earth
Huh

I am never gonna be happy anyway
So I might aswell end this story
6 feet, complete,
Hope preys on the weak
Ain’t no fuckin point in handin out obituaries
Yuh
I ain’t ever mean a thing to anyone
Ya would rather see me on my back than on my feet
Remember when ya all had doubted me
Told me walk on down the street
Don’t be dickridin me nigga

This is my demise

My emotions flyin through the roof
Fallen like an angel
The devils got a curse on me
I’m tryna break these shackles
I cannot move forward
My demons grabbin my ankles
And I know im cursin god
But lord I really need some answers
Like

Why’d you have to take Vic
Back in seventeen
Him and Jas jus made a year
He jus turned nineteen
Thank god it aint no jealous nigga to the streets
Cause I’ll turn his bruva to a pack
Smoke him out the leaf
Ion ever talk that way
But shit juat got to me
You won’t understand
Til you see ya mans under 6 feet
Four eleven seventeen
Almost finna be
Three years up in april
Know I’m comin up to see you G

Erybody judgin
Cause I call myself a demon
Said I need to be in church
And go talk wit jesus
That aint help me out one bit
I’m in the church dealin
Needed bread to help my father
That was the main reason

Shit ion really care
Watcha niggas think
Cause ya ain’t help me put no food
On my fuckin plate
Matter a fact
We had em toaster oven trays nigga
Scrapin food right offem jawns
Was a pain nigga

Scrapin food right offem jawns
Was a pain nigga

You wont understand
Unless you in my brain nigga

Cutthroat IV [PROD. FIEND]

Hollup wait
Lemme step back for a minute
What did i say
Im fuckin that bitch on the train
Hollup bitch
I aint know that you knew math
Gimme that brain
And go do all my homework
While i blow it down
And i fuck on ya face

Fuck the first shit i had written
Cause that shit aint cuttin it
Yes my name chuckie
Demonic Vibes in this bitch
Know that the verses that come out
Got a deeper meanin
Than what you may not comprehend

Before this flow it was slow
And i let that shit go
Cause i know it wont
Hype up the show
And i know that my lyrics offend you
Theyre controversial
I do not give a fuck
Go slit ya throat

Aye

Lemme step back for a second
Man fuck all the lyrics
Im comin out screamin

Aye

Fuck all you bitches
Go swallow my kids and
Do not cross the street
You supposed to walk down it

Everybody know that i am demonic
Maybe rappin fast but i am not sonic
Little bitch short and bald I call her hobbit
Smackin her head sound like i am screenshottin

Little bitch suck my dick
You know that i am a spic

Her father walked in
I aint white so like chips I dipped

Like pops on the toilet but under him
I am the shit

My friends always tellin me
That im the fuckin bid

Swear to god im not the devil
Im ona new level
The pedal i press it
Because i like metal
These bitches slide on my dick
Like they a sandal
I dont even know them
But they be like hello
Next thing that you know
Im be deep in they throat
Rowin the boat
After she swallow my kids
She can go
And that number do not work
For my phone

Oh

Pray to your god
If you have one
Do not fly to the fuckin sun
Humanity will perish
The world that you may know
Burnt to ashes

Heaven or hell
Where will you go
Your whole life
You been trapped in a cell
Humanity will perish
The world that you may know
Burnt to ashes

Scatted [PROD. Yapuzi]

I said, Splash
I hit that bitch from the back
Jimmy neutron on her face (gotta blast)
Then i pass her to my mans
I could never love a bitch
If only thing she got is ass
Never mind hoe thasa pass
Im gonna give her to chad

Im gonna pass her to chad
Thas not my kid dickhead
You is the dad
Demonic Vibes we sellin cats
Fuck pork fried rice
My mans aint eatin that

Cook it bitch
I said
Cook it bitch aye
You know my spic ass gon add the adobo
Ontop of the pollo bitch

Ayo it Is chuckie the demon
You im a heathen aye
You know i be screamin
But switch up the flow
For like 2 or 3 minutes
And then i go back
To the lurkin and creepin yuh

The dark vibes what control our minds
When we lost in time yeah yeah yeah
Every night I look up in the sky
And watch the clouds pass by yeah yeah

That bitch got a long ass chin
Call her crimson
And it look like a slit wrist
Thasa butt chin
You cannot tell me shit
Huh
You cannot tell me shit
Huh

Demonic Vibes in this bitch
Lil nigga
Own Lane Baby you know im lit
And you cannot tell me shit
Huh
You cannot tell me shit
Huh

You cannot tell me shit
Lil bitch
Im a spic
From the carribean
Not atlantic uh
Dreadlocked hair
Aint no irish in me what
And my shorty
Got anime tiddies
Smokin on that gas
Higher than a chimney
Chillin wit them zombies
Like is call of duty
Chuckie the demon why you be so angry
Shut the fuck do not ask me

Chuck Rodrickson

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