Falling For You w/ - Single · 2021

LYRICS///

[Chorus: aYSHC]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (I’ve been in my head, now )
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore
(and i cannot fall asleep anymore)

[Chorus: aYSHC]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (I’ve been in my head, now )
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore
(and i cannot fall asleep anymore)

[Verse 1: Purlane]
So here I am once again waking up
Seeing messages, but none of them are coming from her
I feel the darkness creeping from the core of my soul
Now my day is all ruined, I see the gun on my floor
I'm smoking cigarettes
Looking at a tower ahead
I can't feel my own face
Cause the weather's cold
Nobody's calling me
So what am I hoping for?
I roll a joint, lay down
High and sad alone
Watching how the stars are falling (Falling)

[Pre-Chorus: Purlane]
My eyes stay open as I'm really hoping (I'm hoping)
To get a good life and write songs in the morning (Morning)
All I want is somebody to hear me (Hear me)

[Chorus: aYSHC]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (I’ve been in my head, now )
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore
(and i cannot fall asleep anymore)

Falling Down

aYSHC - Falling For You w/Lil Purlane(prod.wetgropes)

FALLING4U w/Purlame

TRAPPED IN THIS PLACE  W/  SOLITUDE

ayshc - ghost (prod. grayskies)

Ghost prod.GraySkies

Burning Alive w/ Amenasylum prod.splashgvng

produced by P4RA

lyrics///
(intro)
Iso - lation
I'm so alone
i cant take this anymore
I can't take this
this shit on my own
Deso - lation
Of my own soul
I can't take this
Pain anymore

Got me feeling like I’m dead on the floor
Twisted thoughts in my head would you like to take a tour
Nothing but dread where’s the liquor
I’m already dead cause life’s a whore
So watch where you tread cause I close doors
I don't fuck with meds and I don't fuck with whores
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world 

I’m going insane 
I can’t take this pain 
Drowning in the waves 
Floating away 

Got me feeling like I’m dead on the floor
Twisted thoughts in my head would you like to take a tour
Nothing but dread where’s the liquor
I’m already dead cause life’s a whore
So watch where you tread cause I close doors
I don't fuck with meds and I don't fuck with whores
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world

DESOLATION

[Chorus: aYSHC]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (I’ve been in my head, now )
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore
(and i cannot fall asleep anymore)

[VERSE 1: Lil gucii]
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

So you can call me late
Take me to the space
Baby do whatever you want
But stay

I've been feeling pain
In just another way
And I can see your faith
Baby I don't wanna go alone again anymore

Not anymore
Anymore
Anymore

[Chorus: aYSHC]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (My head)
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore

[VERSE 2: SOLITUDE]
open up, they said to open up
broken hearts and empty bottles from the people that i've loved
not enough, i've never been enough
now i'm at the point of jumping, i'mma give it up
give it up
give it up
give it up

[Chorus: aYSHC & SOLITUDE]
I’ve been in my head (I've been in my head)
I’ve been in my head, now (My head)
Oh, I can’t forget (Oh I can't forget)
Oh, I can’t forget now
You’ve been on my mind (You've been on my mind)
Every day and every night (Night)
You’re the reason I cannot fall sleep anymore

Falling for you

Falling For You [REMIX]

Falling  (ALT) W/ GUSIISENPAII & SOLITUDE

Dying - EP · 2022
mixed by: aYSHC, AmenAsylum
mastered by: Itouse/Klebold, ayshc
produced by: GraySkies,P4RA, LoneWitch
artwork: ayshc

Grab my hand just just one more time
Stab my back with a bloody knife
Only life but somehow- you just- found a- way to- fuck it twice
I swear to god, you’d take my legs and tear em off
I’d still crawl through the scary dark, back to you

standing on stage
screaming out her name
cause she makes me feel a way these days
helps with the pain
pray to god it stays this way
and i pray to god she feels the same
cause i see her in my dreams
and they can’t escape

Bump my music while i open veins
Look into my eyes can you not see all of the shit that change
Im older now but i feel like
The shit i seen ain't changed
So if i end it all tonight
Know that i love you.

I’d still crawl through the scary dark, back to you

mixed by: aYSHC,
produced by:LoneWitch
artwork: ayshc

LYRICS///

My words come out wrong
I will never pick up, the phone (nah)
Baby am I wrong? (yeah)
Baby am I wrong? (yeah)
You will never know how it feels like to survive in the cold

Yeah, Yeah

Pickin up the pieces now my heart breaks
If I leave tonight Im upping the suicide rates
Pickin up the pieces now my heart breaks
Pickin up the pieces Imma heartbreak YA

I dont wanna go, I dont wanna go (nah)
But I wanna know, but I wanna know (I wanna know)
But I wanna know am I the one
But I wanna know do you think Im the one
Bitch I got a gun, and Ill shoot myself
Dead in the head, dead in the head

LastThingIWanted w//AmenAsylum (OG)

My Addiction(Lost my mind) - Single · 2022
mixed by: aYSHC
mastered by: Itouse/Klebold
producer: https://soundcloud.com/prodgrayskies
artwork: ayshc

lyrics///

lately i dont leave no more yeah
all alone on the 14th floor ( on the 14th floor )
tin man with a tear away door ( tear away door)
mister i dont go outside i dont feel no more x2

should've never let you in
but i should've never let you leave
yah you know you got inside my skin
cut it open just to let you breathe
should've never let you in
but i should've never let you leave
yah you know you got inside my skin
cut it open just to let you breathe


its been a while since I did my dishes
been a while since i left my bed
been a while since you burned those bridges
been a while since you left my head

im just another face girl i know
im just another bump on your road
im just another face i know
but when you rock enough chains girl they wrap around your soul

lately i dont leave no more yeah
all alone on the 14th floor(on the 14th floor )
tin man with a tear away door (tear away door)
mister i don't really care give a fuck no more 
mister i don't really care give a fuck no more 

should've never let you in
but i should've never let you leave
yah you know you got inside my skin
cut it open just to let you breathe

should've never let you in
but i should've never let you leave
yah you know you got inside my skin
cut it open just to let you breathe

I can’t put down the knife if you don’t understand 
so leave my heart buried in the sand 
with a bottle of whiskey and my fav strand

dying ep 2022

MY ADDICTION  [PROD.GraySkies]

MY ADDICTION [Produced by GraySkies]

lyrics//

"lil bo weep"
Oh I said the things I said
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I said, oh
Oh I can't get to bed
Voices racing in my head
Wish to god that I was dead, oh

Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I did, oh
Oh god listen to me now
Everything I put into the ground
Oh god they want me dead, oh
My god, do you like what I did?
When I listen to the voice in my head
I'll make you proud of what I said, oh

"ayshc"

Lost in my mind, lost in my thoughts, 
who knew I’d be sitting here lost in the rot. 

I’m tired everyday and you’re not helping out
not with my thoughts, baby you’re giving me doubt

i can see the devil staring at me in the dark
always feeling down so i look up at the stars

been through hell and back, just look at my scars
feeling so different feels like im from planet mars

When we're alone i feel Ok 
(sorry goodbye)

I'm so insane and 
you're to blame

 (goodbye)
All the same shit 

just a different day 
( i cannot be saved)

When we're alone I feel ok
I can hear you breathing 

Know she cut me like a blade 
(all the time)

She loves to watch me bleeding
(i think i saw my ghost)

When we're alone I feel ok
I can hear you breathing 

Know she cut me like a blade 
(she loves to watch me bleed, aye)

"lil bo weep"
Oh I said the things I said
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I said, oh
Oh I can't get to bed
Voices racing in my head
Wish to god that I was dead, oh

Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I did, oh
Oh god listen to me now
Everything I put into the ground
Oh god they want me dead, oh
My god, do you like what I did?
When I listen to the voice in my head
I'll make you proud of what I said, oh

RIP lil bo weep w/ aYSHC - DONT MIND ME

[PROD. 3VEQUE]
mixed by @ayshcdie4ever
mastered by ITOUSE / NEVERSOBER

LYRICS//
Turn your back on me
While I leave
Im not perfect and I'm sure that I'm not what you need

He is more than I am
Just more of a man
I know he's more than a friend
But he can't ..... like me

I got a hundred fucking reasons to leave right now
But I'm afraid and I know that im way to proud.
Step on my toes, and I'ma stand my ground
Aim at my head and I'll give you a smile

Gimme a break from all this stress
Sold my soul, nothing left, and I got no regrets
Take pill for the pain
I don't remember your name
Just the scars on my heart that you left when you came

Turn your back on me
While I leave
I'm not perfect and I'm sure that I'm not what you need

He is more than I am
Just more of a man
I know he's more than a friend
But he can't fuck like me.

I'm just a ghost benevolent impatient and mean
Girl you playing with the devil
Why you waiting for me
I'm imperfectly uncertain
I don't know what I need
If there's anything you want
Girl just take it from me.

I ain't got no respect
You've got no loyalty yet
I gave you all that I had
And now you're ready to leave
I know that I'm a mess
You've got no love for me yet
But still I love you to death
and nothing's changing for me

Gimme a break from all this stress
Sold my soul, nothing left, and I got no regrets
Take pill for the pain
I don't remember your name
Just the scars on my heart that you left when you came

NOT THE ONE (GIVE ME A BREAK) [PROD. 3VEQUE]

lyrics//

(ayshc)
I woke up feeling lonely, empty inside
I miss you kinda low key, especially at night
Yeah I'm going crazy cause I can't forget
All the moments we shared, they're all stuck in my head

I told you I would change it, and trust me I tried
But I've been like this for ages, can't seem to get it right
Help me oh help me, oh why can't you see
I'm so broken inside cause we're gone you and me

(The Goblin is still watching)
It's been too long since the last time
we had a fight , can't believe it was the last time
im all alone in the night
waiting for someone
to hold me tight

stuck in my head
its killing me slowly
im on my bed thinking of all our memories
but its all gone



(ayshc)
I woke up feeling lonely, empty inside
I miss you kinda low key, especially at night
Yeah I'm going crazy cause I can't forget
All the moments we shared, they're all stuck in my head

I told you I would change it, and trust me I tried
But I've been like this for ages, can't seem to get it right
Help me oh help me, oh why can't you see
I'm so broken inside cause we're gone you and me

SO LONG W/Sjeep

4EVER YOURS TIL I DIE  W / sjeep

LYRICS////
She was my queen
The girl of a million dreams
We rattled these streets
We rattled her sheets
She rattles the beats
Of a ticking time bomb
Of a heart my heart

She's tearing out pieces
Pieces of me
But she's sweet like peaches
Like a breeze of the beaches
Come and find and meet us
We'll be waiting for you
And we can sail the ocean blue
Like we didn't know where
We were going in 1492
Take my hand and come with me
Don't tell me it won't come easily

I waited for a long time swiftly
now tell me what you think we can be
You're my girl can't you see
You're my ride or die
You make us feel alive
Don't tear out my pieces
Don't be another memory
Just let it be
And promise me
You'll never leave me

Always be my queen
Always stay true to me
I'll be the man you want to see
I can change my ways
Ive already done it for you
My emotions at bay
No attachments attached
Don't feel attacked
I'm living how I wanna
And yeah I feel free
I'm as happy as can be
My meds helped a long way
But we dont talk about that
Thats way in the past
Cmon lets have a blast
These emotions won't last
My sleeves in a cast

She was my queen
The girl of a million dreams
We rattled these streets
We rattled her sheets
She rattles the beats
Of a ticking time bomb
Of a heart my heart

She's tearing out pieces
Pieces of me
But she's sweet like peaches
Like a breeze of the beaches
Come and find and meet us
We'll be waiting for you

I waited for a long time swiftly
Don't tell me what you think we can be
You're my girl can't you see
You're my ride or die
You make us feel alive
Don't tear out my pieces
Don't be another memory
Just let it be
And promise me
You'll never leave me

ive waited for a long time (Solitude)Prod. Yusei

remixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404

Det Siste Jeg Ønsket W/AmenAsylum (remastered)

i wrote this song a while, ago " i realised i cant help everyone" (I Could've Saved  Her) is about a girl i knew, My Soulmate, who commited suicide, For the past 4 years ive been beating myself up, blaming it all on me, i know i could've prevented it 💔

is a powerful alternative rock track with a thought-provoking message. The intense instrumentals and raw vocal mix creates a sense of urgency that perfectly captures ayshc's constant pain and struggles as an toxic empath trying to help others, while putting their own problems on the shelf. A moving and introspective anthem -  @BonnysWRLD®

LYRICS//
Was looking for a place too call home
Just too lost on my own
One with a smile came up to me
She had my soul all along

2x  Fell asleep on the phone
Chance too save her was gone
Feels like fate is my enemy
Killed three birds with one Stone

Deep inside I got purpose why im alive
Still feel like i wanna die
Cant think about suicide
I seem asleep
But i woke up in my dreams
Thought it was a nightmare
But the pain is what I need
Got two Angels n many demons at my feet
Head Into the fire with gold drippin from my teeth Turned my Heart to ashes but the smoke is what i breathe
The things i did for love just my soul bleed

it's hard to trust anyone,
far as i could throw them
the love i have isn't very much
im plagued by anxiety im frozen
for quite a while I've been out of touch

no silver linings when
everything is in black and white
so sick of crying
feel like each day is a brand new fight
i took some time to calm my mind
next to the candle light
keep searching desperately for something
that i cannot find

i took some time to think it through
and now i realize
ain't worth the effort to free even the most feeble minds
feed em lies, feed em lies, they're all feeding us lies

EMPATH (i could've saved her)

mastered by @itouse-112359404



LYRICS//// 

its been rough
Times been beating me up
To much anger building up
Emotions all locked up
In fear of what’s to come
Questioning myself it sucks
Confused and lost most days
Every minute piercing pain

Everything will be okay
Everything will be okay
Told myself that all damn day
Misunderstood always, but
Everything will be okayX4

Had enough of this coldness
tired of trying to be the boldest
Was about time I opened up
And for once just looked up
The man who saved the day
Was waiting for me to say
I just wanna be saved
Please help me from these chains
Holding me down
Destroying me

ON THE EDGE

shoutout to my bros! https://soundcloud.com/trumsn https://soundcloud.com/realgus

mastered by 
https://soundcloud.com/itouse-11235940

LYRICS///
[soundcloud.com/ayshcdie4ever] 
CHORUS X2
Blood pouring out from the windows (splash)
Wind touching skin like a scarecrow
I can’t really tell you where my mind goes
I just feel the vibe with a bad hoe
Blood pouring out from the windows (splash)
Wind touching skin like a scarecrow
I can’t really tell you where my mind goes
I just feel the vibe with a bad hoe

[https://soundcloud.com/trumsn]

This pipe bomb looking like a Pavlo
Loverboy jeans long hair with a trench coat
Hands counting down lunch room no timezone
Walls caving in now residing in our tombstones

Life has labeled me an outcast they aint f** with me
Another loner at a table no one talking to me
I'm just a skinny white boy so they call me a creep
But theres a wolf beneath my skin im passing off as a sheep

Wake up at 4:00 a.m. im packing my bags
I'm done loading my mags
I'm so tired of all of this shit
That you said to me 
Slits on my wrist
So therefore you can suck on my dick
As I empty my clip

Only then I hop in the car and I'm driving to school
I was driven to madness this world is so cruel
But the difference between me and you
Is that simply you are a fool
You're screwed like a tool

I wore a Halo
But now my demons coming out
Damn
You should do as I say so
Here's your warning you should leave right now

soundcloud.com/ayshcdie4ever] 
CHORUS X2
Blood pouring out from the windows (splash)
Wind touching skin like a scarecrow
I can’t really tell you where my mind goes
I just feel the vibe with a bad hoe
Blood pouring out from the windows (splash)
Wind touching skin like a scarecrow
I can’t really tell you where my mind goes
I just feel the vibe with a bad hoe

(https://soundcloud.com/realgus) 

My mind going blank, always feel numb
I can't really tell you how I feel, no
Always feel caged in the same box
Trying to find my way through a window

Always a bad hoe
Never meant it's pure regret
My dear that's how it is
I can't put myself at risk

And if you wanna steal my soul
At least ask me first
And I'll open my arms

SCARECROW W/ OHTRUMAN & GUS.

SCARECROW w/truman & Realgus

shoutout to my producer,  https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404
for helping me in the process of remastering these songs!!!

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LYRICS///
I suffer from ghosts
Stuck in the past
Wonder if they every will be free
All my hopes and dreams are in the trash
Hoping you will remember me
(Hoping you will remember me)

Everyone just walks away
Walking straight through me
Like ima ghost of the past
But I’m not a ghost from the past X2

It wasn’t love
Standing by myself now
Ima all lonely, in his unlikely place now

Congratulations
I can see your heart break
Small dedication
I can see your back break
False dedication
I can see your lies break
Harmonic transformation
I can see your soul ache

It wasn’t love for a second it might be
It wasn’t trust for a second it might be

Everyone just walks away
Walking straight through me
Like ima ghost of the past
But I’m not a ghost from the past X2

It wasn’t love
Standing by myself now
Ima all lonely, in his unlikely place now

GHØST prod.Grayskies  (remastered by ITOUSE)

shoutout to my producer, artist, friend @itouse-112359404
for helping me remaster these songs!!!

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LYRICS//

(intro)
Iso - lation
I'm so alone
i cant take this anymore
I can't take this
this shit on my own
Deso - lation
Of my own soul
I can't take this
Pain anymore

Got me feeling like I’m dead on the floor
Twisted thoughts in my head would you like to take a tour
Nothing but dread where’s the liquor
I’m already dead cause life’s a whore
So watch where you tread cause I close doors
I don't fuck with meds and I don't fuck with whores
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world

I’m going insane
I can’t take this pain
Drowning in the waves
Floating away

Got me feeling like I’m dead on the floor
Twisted thoughts in my head would you like to take a tour
Nothing but dread where’s the liquor
I’m already dead cause life’s a whore
So watch where you tread cause I close doors
I don't fuck with meds and I don't fuck with whores
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world
Yeah its fuck the feds and fuck the world

DESOLATION (remastered by ITOUSE)

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for helping me remaster these songs!!!

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SCARY DARK   (remastered by ITOUSE)

Produced by ASP

LYRICS///
steady keep it thuggin
bitches thinkin that Im dead
Im the shepherd to these women
they dont know they’re gettin lead
you wont get a chance to talk
best believe I keep a weapon
Im not talkin bout a blade pop the M 19 11
bitch Im late and cannot wait
I know I aint reachin heaven
all my problems fade away
when Im talking to the 7
think Im better layin low
think you better fucking know
everytime that u adress me
it should be :The fuxkin goat

why u think you get the shivers when Im close n down the street
please dont think I need attention negative bitch Im a creep
pour all of my gasoline
poppin every single pill
light myself on fuckin fire in a fuxkin limousine

bitch they know I hang with death
slit yo throat unleash my wrath
bathe in blood I bathe in fire
while I try to hold my breath

BLOODSHED REFLECTION

LYRICS//

(AYSHC)
Step through the walls and I'm closin em in,
Call to the world cause it seemed like it'd end,
Callin your phone cause I could use a friend,
Blood to the vines when I'm losin my head,
Slit like a knife and I killed em again,
Ditching a bag cause I'm all for the bets,
Slip up a word like impediment, now
Closin my shop cause I'm fallin again.

Losing my balance, I’m tripping on drugs
Convincing myself I’m unworthy of love
They tell me to stop cuz they don’t understand
That pills only take me to my wonderland
Where I am the king, in control of my thoughts
For without all these drugs, I am utterly lost
And god never listens he’s practically deaf
But I call for him when I’m losing my breath

(MXRROW)
the demons in my head told me that I'm dead
but I won't escape cuz I think it's too late
I had to kill them but damn I felt so weak
I still don't regret it cuz now I'm insane

i sold my soul to these guys, dont give a fuck!
i live in pain all the time tho i love it so much
allah told me i should change but didnt listen
he wasnt here when i was feeling dead

RELAPSE IS INEVITABLE W/ MXRROW

instrumental by Saké by the water

LYRICS///

[instrumental intro]

[StarzForEyez]
We’re all standing at the pier
Waiting for the light show
I see those eyes so bright
They light up the night
Oh my, oh why
I wish I met you a long time ago
Where were u when I needed u the most

[CHORUS: StarzForEyez]

Baby ur not even real, Oh I know
I’m just talking to the walls in my room
Every time I think about it I get a little more insane
I’ve lost my brain
(Baby ur not even real)

I miss the days we used to spend doing nothing
She holds on so tight at night and thru the morning
(thru the morning)
I wish I met you a long time ago
(long time agoo)
Where were u when I needed u the most

[CHORUS: StarzForEyez]

Baby ur not even real, Oh I know
I’m just talking to the walls in my room
Every time I think about it I get a little more insane
I’ve lost my brain
(Baby ur not even real)

[AYSHC]
Lost in the confines of these four walls,
I'm tangled in memories
as my sanity falls
In this maze of thoughts
I'm slowly consumed
Yearning for solace
my mind feels entombed

[CHORUS: StarzForEyez & AYSHC]

Baby ur not even real, Oh I know
I’m just talking to the walls in my room
Every time I think about it I get a little more insane
I’ve lost my brain
(Baby ur not even real)

StarzForEyez w/ayshc - Where were u when I needed u the most [Lightshow]

Shoutout to My bro https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404 for helping me master the song!!!

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LYRICS//


https://soundcloud.com/lilsjeep
https://soundcloud.com/ayshcdie4ever


[VERSE 1: ayshc]
Another mirror broken
The shattered pieces fall
Fragmented reflection of the monster I’ve become
I'll tear myself to shreds
To be someone you’ll love
But I’m afraid along the way I’ll lose the man I was

[CHORUS:ayshc]

If I let you take control of me
Would it make you stay
If I gave up my identity
For your embrace
Would you take my hand or walk away
I need to know
Would you let me fall on my own
Or fix me

Will you mold me in your image?
A tortured pin-up doll
Looking back I guess I never knew myself at all

(sjeep)

Will you mold me in your image?
tortured pin-up doll with no feelings
I guess I never knew myself at all
but this time is not my fault
i can't do this on my own
time to shine but im gone
maybe u gon' miss me this time
sometimes i just wish i don't care at all
even when the angel falls

 [CHORUS: ayshc & SJEEP]

If I let you take control of me
Would it make you stay
If I gave up my identity
For your embrace
Would you take my hand or walk away
I need to know
Would you let me fall on my own
Or fix me

[SJEEP]

I guess I never knew myself at all
but this time is not my fault
i can't do this on my own
time to shine but im gone
maybe u gon' miss me this time

Would you let me fall on my own Or fix me w/sjeep

IVE NEVER BEEN ENOUGH W/PURLANE, GUSII & S0LITUDE 2023 REMIX

shoutout to my bros!! https://soundcloud.com/vvvlx https://soundcloud.com/repenting4u https://soundcloud.com/amenasylum
Mixed, mastered,Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/itouse-112359404

LYRICS////

[Vlex:]

4am on the couch, couple xannies in the pouch
Layin in the backseat, bumpin music very loud

I'm only 19, hit the scene with my bros n seize
Steady talkin, got them buggin, forty seven lock n loaded


I can't feel a thing, im fuckin numb 
Im hopeless i aint jokin can you see my frown
Got demons in my head and they can't get out
I'll keep on pushing, til im found
Dont let the pain drag me down

[AYSHC:]

I don't want to keep you around
If all I ever do is keep on bringing you down
Tie you to the ground
Because we feel like nothing
Drugs make us feel like something

Toxicity got us falling into pieces
Your kisses on my cheek pretty sweet like Reese's
You can keep tearing me apart from the end to the start
I'll still hold you by the hand and hold you close to my heart

[AmenAsylum:]

Im pretty sure u wouldnt want sum
Hollow tips in your brain
Dried blood stain
Im the creep with no shame
Bitch Im the same boy you meet
when youre layin
dead in the grave 
Hooded cap with the chain
Break yo back like Im Bane

[Outro: REPENT w/ VLEX, AYSHC, AMENASYLUM]

Its 4am 2X
And i know that i cant hold yo hand 
I write all these poems down fast. but i always crash 
At the end of the night, when im out of all my bag 

Im just happy that i made it back 
Im just happy that i made a bag 
Im just happy that i made u bad 
And made u mad at me

THE END OF THE NIGHT /W  VLX, AMENASYLUM & REPENT PROD. ITOUSE

REFLEKSJON

𝕷𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖑𝖞 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖑𝖉 X @4amOD

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