The Upload V. 12

hi friends!! 
so... i'm finally officially releasing "Floating" 

i wrote this song back in 2017, which means it's been 4 whole years :O
when i wrote this song, i was in a very vulnerable place. i felt very socially anxious and doubted myself a lot, but writing this really allowed me to express myself and to this day i still somewhat relate to the lyrics i wrote back then. so i hope you enjoy this new and improved version of the song, and i also hope you can find some comfort in it the way i did when i first wrote it :')

a big thank you to Park Bird (@pivot1) for his production, and Luxid (@luxid_dream) for his mixing and mastering skills (and putting up with my crazy requests LOL). without them i wouldn't have been able to finish off this song or recreate it into the pretty ballad it is now :)

love chevy xo

p.s. more songs are being finished off as we speak! i hope you stick around for their releases as well <3 

cover art done by Phoebe! <3
twitter: https://twitter.com/HINNAGAMI
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nu.ie/

Lyrics: 

Am I enough
Or am I just a shame?
Should I go
Or should I stay?
Silence is creeping
Think of something to say
You stutter and mumble
Today's just not your day

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

"How was your day?"
"It was fine I guess"
The words you say
Don't match what’s in your head
Do they like me?
Am I their friend?
Or am I a nuisance
That they have to attend?

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're still standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

Mmm
Mmm

Floating

After Hours

op223

recursive cycle

Prod by PEYODA
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✹Lyrics

おれはこの街去りまた新たな街
またいつかあいつらと馬鹿な話
できりゃなあ　なんて想像ばかり
でもこれも次の章の始まり

おれはこの街去りまた新たな街
またいつかあいつらと馬鹿な話
できりゃなあ　なんて想像ばかり
でもこれも次の章の始まり

頭上突き抜けてく電線みたく
町から町　国から国　結ぶtree
夕方の空まるでサウンドクラウド
雲の上の太陽ねえよ二つと

道しるべ スペクトラルウィザード
Far eastからghost, coast to coast
スムース　いつも目立たない
だからこそ居場所姿選ばない

俺も確かに言葉の人じゃない
でも一言一言ひねり出すライム
この声はメッセージじゃなく楽器
音の上足跡つかむ手がかり

新たな発見からこの喉へ
落とすshitはfrom 404
Who sampledでもNot Found
回る世の中いつもドーナツ状

メビウス　ウロボロス　このループ
すべてが繰り返し　最後にゃ無に帰り
でも無に帰る前家に帰り
振り返るだけスタート地点を

おれにとって音楽は人生の回顧録
人になんか言える立場じゃねえし
おまえらに言えることなんか何もねえ
自分の生き方まともにしてえだけ

ビート上で他人を悪く言えねえ
気力もねえ　おれは狭いマンション
ウォークインクローゼットの闇の中
一人宅録してりゃそれで十分

それにもし数人でも共鳴してくれるやつ
いりゃなおありがたいが
そりゃそこらへんは自己責任
できやしねえんだよ人のせいに

おれはこの街去りまた新たな街
またいつかあいつらと馬鹿な話
できりゃなあ　なんて想像ばかり
でもこれも次の章の始まり

おれはこの街去りまた新たな街
またいつかあいつらと馬鹿な話
できりゃなあ　なんて想像ばかり
でもこれも次の章の始まり

こんな感じさ　おれは感じたことを
がんじがらめにならず語りたいだけ
いつもこんな風　朝の風受け
近所コンビニ　おにぎり買うぜ

上がらないグレードそしてうだつ
そりゃみんなに比べりゃ小せえ生活
人に誇れることなんか少ねえかも
でも救い　まだペンは動くだろ

そりゃ風がいつも背中あたってりゃいいが
そうもいかねえ無風状態
の方が多いでもうつむくことないだろ
半径10歩動きゃ十分

だから理想はできることだけ全部やる
全部やる　全部やる
でもできねえ事もやりたくなる少しやる
少しやる　動き出す

時間の中で何を得られるか
よりも得られねえときいかに焦らないか
の方がよっぽど大事かもな
おれはすぐ焦る

焦ってるだけじゃI get moneyにゃほど遠い
別に金にならん趣味
でもマイクの前うきうきしてんだよ
だって心の支えなんで

Chapter

originally this was just gonna be whatever the fuck I wanted it to be, then my partner told me I could nail that SA1-Heroes vibe with the direction I was taking, so I zoned in on that

most guitar work by me, addit. rhythm guitar work and general advice by @swintonmusic

Sonic 3D Blast (MD) ~ Rusty Ruins Act 1 (MKT Arrange)

Tiny Little Adiantum(synthwave/80s remix)

Sample: はる – むらさき
Cover art: Onibaba (1964)
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6GPIPA04mp4YwJJ27zXmln
https://www.instagram.com/sui.uzi/
https://suiuzi.bandcamp.com 
https://twitter.com/SUI_UZI

Eden

toby robinson

listen NOW on siivergunman: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCSfMMEBNlw

Until Next Wish (Deltarune x Porter Robinson)

Get my tune here: https://kingpalmmadeyouclick.bandcamp.com/track/function

Art: https://kingsanda.tumblr.com/post/188334486907/scan10015

Function

HEAT WAVE

Support me on Patreon if you'd like ♥ www.patreon.com/blujaymix

With You

Out now
https://link.andoramusic.net/stranger

Lyrics & Singing
RANASOL
https://twitter.com/ranasol_
https://www.instagram.com/ranasol_/

Music
Andora
https://twitter.com/MyAndora
https://www.instagram.com/iamandoramusic/

Artwork
月野
https://twitter.com/tsuki_nonono

「ストレンジャー」
いつだって君だけを想う
この愛は光を纏い続け
明日は触れたら消えていくのに
すれ違う僕等はどこに向かおう

心の奥 閉じ込めた
陽は煌めき 空に溶け込む
君の全て、思い出せる
超える時は僕を導く

連れ立って行くなら何処へ（此処へ）
この愛が僕等を巡り合わせ
明日が見えたら歩き出せるよ
懐かしい声へと耳を澄まそう

瞳が合って、初めて気付く
どんな日も君の名を僕は呼んでいたんだ

心の奥 閉じ込めた
陽は煌めき 空に溶け込む
君の全て、思い出せる
超える時は僕を導く

さあ、瞳を閉じて 僕を呼んでよ
失くしたモノ 見つけてあげるよ

心の奥 閉じ込めていた
陽は煌めき 空は溶け出す
君の全て、受け止めたい
超える時は2人を包む

https://andoramusic.net

Stream/Buy

Stranger (feat. RANASOL)

Feels

Feels (Soon on digital stores!)

The new @itscyanblue single is out now on Nightfall!
Stay tuned for his upcoming album, "Cyantology", which will be out on Oct. 29th through Business Casual.
@lemkuuja

CyanBlue - This Feeling With U (LemKuuja Remix)

Composition, Arrangement: Yoann Turpin. 2021
Artwork: https://www.deviantart.com/selvagemqt/art/Still-love-you-890054050

Lofi Hip hop: "Berceuse"

This is a 2016 FF style track, I made it years ago but I found the project again and decided it give it another chance, so here it is!

Artwork by: impoh_art (IG)

The Upload V. 12

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