true cross..

[LYRICS]:

yea
ayo

uh
shit so mellow calm
i got some yellow on
good morning walk in the kitchen got me like hello mom 
but no real dialogue emerges 
i head back to my room and open my curtains 
yesterday i was a whole different person 
growing out of habits likes clothes but can’t return shit 
but when i saw you across the weight room
i thought to myself that someday soon 
we could talk maybe enjoy each others company
long term wasn’t in my head but if it come to be
than perfect i got more the reason for purpose 
i say some things behind closed doors i’ll prolly leave if i’m nervous 
or i’m just jacked up and angry what’s the degree of deserving 
that’s why i’m noticing shit and i don’t speak less im certain 
for a moment self destruct but i own it 
the sinning never stop but controlling all my components 
lack of education enrollment in investigation of boldness 
never had too good of timing but i’d like to think i’m flowing 
channeling energy it giving me focal confidence 
cause i ain’t got to say you know my vocal’s prominent 
the garage so smoky i need oxygen 
but i wait take another hit and cough again 
uh 
yea

confident (prod. aerate)

[LYRICS]:

uh
can’t focus on the feeling no more than i can restrain it 
no more than i can retain it
no problems i ain’t complaining 
i’ve spent 5 years out here faded
not demonstrating a lot
caught in places day in, awkward off of the strangest thoughts 
day out
we keep a reason for me breathing free
i’ll let it play out
i blinked my life was made out 
vision started getting blurry my ways ain’t  change in a hurry so any chance i gaze out 
cause i realize that someday this world will pass me
i like a sky pretty vibrant sun rays up north and grassy 
the tights support the ass cheeks 
feel i was born nasty 
though we grow like when experience shape your story vastly 

i spend days just writing and getting high
either working or with my girlfriend a splendid time 
been a ride from just a lil youngin diligent mind 
rhythm guy i love a good harmony take
pigeon flight 
pray i make it through today for the sake of knowing truth 
fate often creates a situation to take ahold the vision 
no decisions irreparable i’m blessed hope it continues
them long days to nights closing mopping the kitchen 

ayo
damn
seems it’s all in the plan
i try escape this feeling but deep in my being i know it spans 
throughout my soul untold versions of who i am
collectively they’re separating me hand and hand 
where i stand wisdom was gained from humility 
i didn’t discover these views i have willingly 
learned it was observed by me visually
and now i try to concentrate on new  beginnings 
sober minded but don’t tempt me this time around when i try it
about the same time a year later we smoked an 8th he was supplied with 
9th grade freshy coughing off the reggie
that they stuffed inside a homemade gb 
was faded heavy 

at the dugout burning nugs now shit was smelly 
ran through the neighborhood at 10 it was sketchy 
but the funniest shit and now the memories glued 
stories pouring out me i just listen and do
cause 
i can only hold with you my truth
i take accountability there’s no excuse
skating the block look where i been
same streets i was running round with my friends
peace

asfixiante (prod. delt)

[LYRICS]:

yea 
uh

it’s late and i’m getting gas 
i’m seeing all the cars break when they pass 
catching incandescent reflections in the stations glass
moments like these i breathe wish i was in the grass 
with my girl she running fingers through my hair
tryna craft a life with you and i got time, enough to share
get in my car flick my blinker take a blinker then i’m there
man this really me i couldn’t force your love that ain’t fair
so everyday
yea i let some time slip 
uh
but i’m seeing growth behind it 
i’ll keep on doing me and you can keep on with that mindset 
i’ve taken blind steps 
how you defy what life is
well
i don’t know and honestly i don’t care
i keep enough room for who i love say a prayer 
cause everything is already getting messed up
look around people with their kids playing dress up 
you next up 
if you buy into the narrative 
need more than claritin to purify your arrogance 
ayo it’s cool but tick the clock is running 
you don’t serve a purpose if you don’t feel lost or something 
you might be on to something 
i need be more intentional how i cause my suffering 
yea
yea
green tinge when i’m walking out 
all around my drive way 
i see my barn light with the sky like i could fly away 
what can you create when it’s late waiting to sleep 
another 24 hours gone and it’s lame how it be
always asking questions but really you wouldn’t like the answer 
i levitate inside my house in a timely manner 
asking questions but really you wouldn’t like the answer 
then i transcend space in a timely manner
i don’t know 
hahaha

vmh (prod. manny)

[LYRICS]:

yo
uh
ayo
it’s been a minute since i’ve been awake the playing gets old 
don’t grow fast and pass on what you could hate to know 
i’m make believe beyond how far you could take it and go
just a wave, a shadow, or a space in the cold 
lay in the road and look up create an image 
then try to find it in a cloud or tree it’s written in it
dismissing all the talk you hear around 
but wait for wisdom 
escape the prison before you start parading in it 
yea
uh
and i don’t need a reason 
never did and everyday maintaining it even 
but never felt i’s growing up i dig in the past 
now i kick it flicking up anything my lens will catch 
i’m every verse personified emerge astonishing lines 
i keep it natural by the way that i often unwind 
but my mind is solitary confined up in the fabrics
i see the universe in pitch black while on my mattress 
music in traffic 
abuse all the happy until its sadness 
get myself attached like when using becomes a habit 
spend my time wasting time feel like i’m always alone 
caught in a loop and i can hardly be myself on my own
i used to be so imaginative 
count it back to when i was back in the bib 
acting out gas the house with all this rapping incense 
wanna be appreciated 
smoking weed never inebriated 
tyler mix the vocals then i tweak and delay it
we ain’t stepping far off more alike than you’d know
but so different simultaneously division it grows 
i can’t express what i ain’t confident to believe 
in other words in all these songs you hear respect where i be
don’t reject what you see 
inspect the lessons you take with 
in the present but i’ve done past investigations 
real motherfuckin homies talkin peyton n em 
tyler, sac, brycin, dylan, aiden and nik
all you other fakes ain’t adjacent to shit 
it just feel different you gon see what placement we hit

spoken word (prod. shungu)

[LYRICS]:

i have a lot to reflect on
yea
uh
yea 
i have a lot to reflect on 
ain’t gotta a lotta time to rest tho
stress is beginning to press on
but it ain’t problem cause i let go
i put myself at a distance 
and i don’t want none of your business 
i keep control of myself i don’t owe no one else
when i tell it you listen 
oh no you can’t get ahold of my cell 
i’m rolling i’ll pick up when finished 
i load up and you can’t get none of my help 
used to know me as a homie we’d kick it 
i’m just tryna be resistant 
i’m tired of going through a struggle 
i say it cause so many get it 
now everyday i’m on the uphill 
i could be more patient 
i could be less angry 
i could be this that or the other 
but that shit wouldn’t change me
yea that shit wouldn’t save me
that shit won’t save me
you could have a whole life of what you want but it won’t cave your craving 
you know it’s the truth 
you know you’ll never be satisfied 
if i could pass a line in half the time 
they’d already know the glow in my happy eyes
and it just ain’t that simple 
ruminating when we worked together 
back when yo hand me a pencil 
make time to catch up i miss you
there’s a light beyond the view 
i don’t know what imma do 
but i ain’t gonna blow the fuse 
i ain’t gonna blow the fuse
reflecting on what i done 
ain’t part of the shit i do 
i done been there and i did that and going through it’s the only move 
yea
uh
yea
sometimes i think about it 
i know i changed my heart 
sometimes i think i doubt it
like what lead me to the start 
but that shits over 
yea but that shits over 
that shits been done
over 
yes
uh
that shits over 
this shits over

reflect (prod. noir blue)

[LYRICS]:

uh

call late when i’m far away i wanna listen to your voice all day 
i got all day
well
shit 
i got all day 
i need to make more moves 
more money 
more views 
to see a brighter more truth
we’ll hang tight tighter if we choose
that’s no try fire in the booth
my shade quite lighter than the moon
pliers to get through
prior to  
getting higher to
psilocybin on the move 
i’ve seen those tigers in the zoo
that night fucked me up more than
violent fighting my eye getting bruised
i write just to get to right to get by i ain’t in here lying to you dude 
my mind is tied up in a loop
lost in this place 
no one here tryna find you 
lost in this way 
caught up in this space 
stuff to confine you 
like i got no reason to live 
ain’t got a reason to die too 
to remind you
and everyday i wake up 
get stoned get gone see you later
pop up somewhere with my bae yup
or i’m in the basement and i make stuff
let me tell you homie need a lot more 
ain’t seen the view from the top floor 
steady up on this plan though
people money making off the box score
i was seeing lights in a different way
ain’t what i need gotta get away 
growing everyday yea i’ve been afraid 
lost opportunities made mistakes
drop all immunity to feeling pain
how you gonna grow in your lifetime 
lose a lotta people you try to blame 
old but still turn nighttime 
and this life i live yo
family all straight since a kid though
autumn coming in a flip so 
outside when i’m rolling spliff 
leaves turning 
look around what a free person 
breeze blowing 
and i keep yearning 
work evenings
my knees hurting

psilocybin (prod. ntvrme)

[LYRICS]:

yea
ayo

seem like a lovely day to go somewhere and mess around 
rolling through my town with bestest sound
seem i don’t do enough but i’m always exhausted 
layback off 4 hits and a melatonin to calm shit
sitting down in the present with my accomplice 
somehow progressing though i thought i sorta lost it 
character is all but i think about my accomplishments 
the people that i’ve seen but never talked to them 
starting to wonder how strangers doing 
never pick up my phone to call and no calls are coming through it 
but alas they just a face walking past 
my life has no true meaning no real impact 
except what i say and how i carry my flesh 
they might make a point of me a logo like jerry west 
i highly doubt it but i’ve seen stranger things 
guess if i get thinking i’ve had stranger dreams
but 
it’s a lovely day
and my money straight
so you can keep on with that nonsense 
asked my girl she good
yea everything alright
yea
lovely

lovely day (prod. poptartpete)

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vmh (prod. manny)

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