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it was forever ago, but at the same time it's all i think about
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bare the night, i'll re-align 
the calling cries, that guard skies
i'm saying by and by, the colors lie awake
just close your eyes, pour the blacklight open

(wisp) i wanna hold rewind
please just get outta my face, you only waste my time
everything you say is hate, i do the same cant lie
but it's only cause you do, that stays the same for life
i feel useless, and it's always facts
every time i check the phone, i never text you back
instead of going through this pain, i'd have a heart attack
i hope it fades to black, i hope it fades to black

(me) so you've gotten all the gossamer, say you got a plan
but you just wanna copy her,  and i don't understand
swear i gave up and i'm fumbling for severance 
i guess i'll shut up gotta learn to accept it 
only got good luck for a couple of seconds
i'm staying tied up and i can't light the matches, yeah

blacklight ft. wisp

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

made as audio for this piece of promo https://www.instagram.com/p/Cu88jxKgqnP/

stream the actual song here: https://on.soundcloud.com/cMRxC6GDznzT7eHLA

bleith teaser composition

damn, it's been a while since i logged on here, sorry about that.

found this one digging through his old hard drive, there's a bunch of songs i want to upload from there at some point. Never even knew he made this until recently though, makes me wonder how much other music of his remained unfinished or lost.

anyway, from the lyrics i can kind of piece together the circumstances being written about here, but i think it would be better kept a personal matter. I will say that it's something me and him both had to deal with, and it was probably significantly harder on him. That kid went through an amount of hardship that would break most people.

come to think of it 2011 was just a bad year in general for us. Mom was really struggling to make ends meet, dad's health was getting worse, and we'd basically been forced to sell the couple acres that our grandpa gave us in his will. Good news though was our older sister had moved back from out of state, so she was supporting us in any way she could.

Zion had also lost a close friend that year unfortunately. Everyone had said it was a vehicle accident, but i learned later he'd been fucking around with inhalants, and that was that. Can't even imagine how hard it must've been on his parents. Sadder part is it wasn't even that uncommon, around that area at least. Even the most unassuming blue collar neighborhoods can be hiding really deplorable shit. I do hope that wherever Zion is now though, he has better friends. Because he deserved them.

i saw a seraph on the street today. he was laughing and crying, cause nobody knew his name

i saw the devil on the promenade. bundled in flagstone, writing checks that I can’t pay

and I’m watching the couples huddle up
and I wonder how much is not enough
but if you’d answer that question for me baby
i might not wonder if I’ll ever be loved

carriage, brim your bones

i saw my father on the news today. he was tracing his prayer beads, as the red and blue took him away

bevel the whipsaw for the cavalcade. I’m eating your bullets, with a spoon made out of clay

and I am a lamb wrapped up in thermogen. shear off all the stope you take

keep her there, failing throne

and I’m watching the couples huddle up
and I wonder how much is not enough
but if you’d answer that question for me baby
i might not wonder if I’ll ever be loved

i know you're starting to get scared of me
the more i try, the worse it gets
and i can't stand the way they stare at me
but i'll try to live with my regrets

flagstone𐂂𐂂𐂂nov2011.wav

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/quare/you-did-everything

You’re alive
Looking up and down halls you’ll surely be calling your home
Give it time
You feel trapped in these walls, but quite soon now they’ll feel like your own
It’s okay to be scared, the world’s coming at you so hard
There’s a place for you here, just be true, and follow your heart

Playing cards
Of the acts and behaviors acceptable for me to do
Hold my guard
They’ll think highly of me and I’ll be well achieved when I’m through
Every day of my life I’ve been clutching this ache in my gut
Glory pacing the eyes of the people I know and I love

I wanna be just like everyone
I wanna break in these shoes
I wanna be fearless
I wanna be good as new
These strange hands on your body, that tear it apart
And you’re bringing it on with these pings in your heart
And you’ll shove your throat down and stay silent 
But you looked in the mirror and you sighed again

You don’t wanna grow up
You don’t wanna feel like this at all
You just wanna curl up
In an indestructible ball
When I’m older, I’ll see
I’ll become what I’m meant to be
When I can’t stand the change
I’ll hold on to my faith

And every time that I speak
Someone else comes out
So I’m letting him talk
And I’m shutting my mouth
And I’m looking so proud
As I get through my lines
And the stage lights are beaming
And the collar’s too tight
There’s no pill you can’t swallow
Or a pain you can’t stomach
You keep tasting that malice
You keep saying you love it
But then there comes a point
Where you can’t hold it anymore
You start spilling your guts
All over the floor

Don’t wanna be seen by anyone
I wish they’d all look away
It’s not okay to be like this
I still feel it all the same
I just wish I was beautiful (I just wish I was beautiful)
I’d do so much to be beautiful (They don’t want me to be beautiful)
Just please let me be beautiful (God why can’t I be beautiful?)
I just wish I was beautiful

They keep telling me to play my part
They keep saying it’s all for a reason
If this really is just the way things are
Why the hell is nobody screaming?

No dam could stop this river
No gag could muffle the shrieks
The path they carved him into for so long
You did everything
You feel the mask as it’s slipping
The seal is breaking apart
It’s peeling off until you cannot hide
From the beat of your heart

When the rain comes pouring
I’ll celebrate it’s elegance
When I’m older, which I’ll be
I’ll be thanking myself for this
Show me your horrors, and I will survive
I was a corpse, now I am alive

You did everything

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

grow

tired (demo)

venturing cover https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/in-the-dark

in the dark

Dans Astre T, Carlos Chapman tisse rivières et vents en sept langues, des murmures français aux calligraphies arabes, du japonais au swahili. Avec Alouma Aves et Ffynnon Chapman, la musique devient pont entre peuples et chapitre vivant du roman L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

In Astre T, Carlos Chapman weaves rivers and winds in seven languages, from French whispers to Arabic calligraphy, from Japanese to Swahili. With Alouma Aves and Ffynnon Chapman, the music becomes a bridge between peoples and a living chapter of the novel L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

日本語 (Japanese)
Astre T で、Carlos Chapman は七つの言語で川と風を紡ぎ、フランス語のささやきからアラビア語の書まで、日本語からスワヒリ語へと渡っていく。Alouma Aves と Ffynnon Chapman とともに、その音楽は人々をつなぐ橋となり、小説 L’Autre Version de l’Histoire の生きた一章となる。

हिन्दी (Hindi)
Astre T में, कार्लोस चैपमैन सात भाषाओं में नदियों और हवाओं को बुनते हैं—फ़्रांसीसी फुसफुसाहटों से लेकर अरबी सुलेख तक, जापानी से स्वाहिली तक। Alouma Aves और Ffynnon Chapman के साथ, यह संगीत लोगों के बीच एक पुल और उपन्यास L’Autre Version de l’Histoire का एक जीवंत अध्याय बन जाता है।

العربية (Arabic)
في Astre T ينسج كارلوس تشابمان الأنهار والرياح بسبع لغات، من همسات الفرنسية إلى خطوط العربية، ومن اليابانية إلى السواحيلية. مع Alouma Aves وFfynnon Chapman تصبح الموسيقى جسراً بين الشعوب وفصلاً حيّاً من رواية L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

Español (Spanish)
En Astre T, Carlos Chapman teje ríos y vientos en siete lenguas, desde susurros en francés hasta caligrafías árabes, del japonés al suajili. Con Alouma Aves y Ffynnon Chapman, la música se convierte en un puente entre pueblos y en un capítulo vivo de la novela L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

Kiswahili (Swahili)
Katika Astre T, Carlos Chapman anasuka mito na upepo kwa lugha saba, kutoka minong’ono ya Kifaransa hadi maandiko ya Kiarabu, kutoka Kijapani hadi Kiswahili. Pamoja na Alouma Aves na Ffynnon Chapman, muziki unakuwa daraja kati ya watu na sura hai ya riwaya L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

Layers of Air - Astre T

KMT KI Media 2025 (03.09.2025)
Album Nr. 149 "Lichtblicke in der Dunkelheit by KMT" - Style: Electro, Industrial, Pop, Experimental | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyrik: Deutsch

Thema: "Lichtblicke in der Dunkelheit" ist ein musikalisches Werk, das die Hörer auf eine emotionale Reise durch die Tiefen der Alkoholsucht und den beschwerlichen Weg der Genesung mitnimmt. Von düsteren Reflexionen über die Vergangenheit bis hin zu hoffnungsvollen Visionen einer besseren Zukunft, bietet dieses Album Trost, Mut und die Gewissheit, dass selbst im dunkelsten Schatten ein Lichtblick existiert. Es ist ein Aufruf zur Selbstliebe, zur Versöhnung und zur Entdeckung der inneren Stärke, die jeden Menschen befähigt, den Kreislauf der Sucht zu durchbrechen.

Track 01: Scherbenhaufen
synthwave, industrial, dark ambient

Track 03: Der leere Spiegel
synthwave, industrial, ethereal wave

Track 05: Narben der Nacht
Synthwave, Industrial, Post-Rock

Track 07: Flüstern der Zuversicht
Synthwave, Industrial, Dream Pop

Track 09: Weg ins Licht
synthwave, industrial, progressive electronic

Track 11: Die neue Morgensonne
synthwave, industrial, chillwave

Track 13: Versöhnung der Herzen
synthwave, industrial, downtempo

Track 15: Tanz der Schatten
synthwave, industrial, darkwave

Track 17: Fester Halt im Sturm
Synthwave, Industrial, Synth-Pop

Track 19: Mut zur Veränderung
Synthwave, Industrial, Epic Orchestral

Track 21: Enthüllung der Wahrheit
synthwave, industrial, minimal techno

Track 23: Suche nach dem Sinn
Synthwave, Industrial, Trance

Track 25: Das Echo der Leere
synthwave, industrial, ambient

Track 27: Der Kreislauf Bricht
Synthwave, industrial, techno

Track 29: Die Innere Festung
synthwave, industrial, power ballad

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Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the your journey through my artificially generated music paradise.

© Album cover and music generated with AI by Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

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