(scrapped cover)
(keshi - us)

abandoned this project, i might finish At Some Point
i dont like the mix on this + old mic

i l ove you Kenshi

rest in peace jd
i hope youre in a better place now

https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/mlygi

i miss you, so call me when you hear this

even if you dont think that im near


cover of sleep well by @d4vd

im here for you still

im losing my grip on reality
@azimusic

can you open up?
i know i think too much
i think i know too much
i think i know too much

and now that ive told you 
i think ive been out of it
(in) over my head and
im falling right over again
i fell over again

i wish id change your ways
but you dont hear me
but you dont hurt the same
no
i wish id change your ways
but you dont hear me
but you dont hurt the same
no

but you just run away
run away
run away
run away

i wish id change your ways
but you dont hear me
but you dont hurt the same
i wish id change your ways
but you dont hear me
but you dont hurt the same

i think i know too much (stonesowavy)

cover of @d4vddd - poetic vulgarity </3

hello, are you there?
cause i missed you at the show tonight
anytime, anywhere
i just want to make sure youre alright
if youre off with someone better
then i wont fault you
but what can i do but complain about us?
times were better, but it seems minute
the grand scheme of things never seemed to like us
we never fit in the same frame
the pictures always cut me out
the right love but in the wrong time frame
heart too small, you had to push me out

poetic vulgarity

this feels like hell

cover of blckk - i made this before i left you

.
goodbye, goodbye
goodbye
i don't wanna run no more

i don't wanna run no more
hanging out on my floor
wishing i could be alone without feeling alone
that's why i take what i take
won't my wrists just break so i can bleed out?
all the same sounds
and if you hate my songs, then they hate you too
blacked out one more time, who are you to him?
who are you to him?
to him

and i don't really feel like you came back
wish i could've said goodbye
goodbye

i don't, i don't
and i don't really feel like you came back
wish i could've said goodbye
goodbye
i don't really feel like you came back
i don't really feel like you came back
i don't really feel like you came back
like you came back, like you came back

i made this before i left you

nothing short of inevitable

cover of "never find u" by sombr

there'll never be another one of you

accepting my reality is often disappointing
i feel sick

cover of tek it by cafuné

where did you learn what it means to reciprocate?
and how much can i be expected to tolerate?
so i started to think about the plans i made
the debt unpaid
and you just can't call a spade a spade

i watch the moon
let it run my mood
can’t stop thinking of you

we started off in such a nice place
we were talking the same language
i o-open and i'm closing
you can’t stand the thought
of a real beating heart
you'd be holding, having trouble
o-o-owning and admit that
i am hoping

cant stop thinking of you

i woke up paralyzed
@azimusic

i see you smile at him as he plays with your arms
i feel my heart break down into pieces
i still feel like im gone
but i hold on

yeah
(but this dont)
yeah
(feel like home, to me)
yeah
(feel like home, to me)
yeah

this dont feel like home, im gone
let me go, i know
you feeling low, im wrong

dont use me to get over it
my bodys aching from things that you said

dont use me to get over it

broken heart syndrome (sk8miles)

cover of "@blckk - :(" i recorded back in november 2022

burn

for myself

cover of led me on by jay safari

.
is there even a reason for us?
don't move on
waited a whole season for ya
and your love
asking me to reassure ya
you're the same girl that led me on
you're the same girl that led

she don't got no alibi
hit my phone, she tell me that she down to ride
and oh my god, the only thing i saw that night
say what you want, i'll be yours

you're the same girl that led me on
you're the same girl that led me on
you're the same girl that led me on
you're thе same girl, youre the same girl

i miss you, i do

alibi

im sorry

cover of beabadoobee's rendition of save me by aimee mann

.
you look like a perfect fit
for a girl in need of a tourniquet
but can you save me
why dont you save me
if you could save me
from the ranks of the freaks
who suspect they could never love anyone

save me

sry for the shit melodies im not fixing them

cover of bixby's rendition of paper hearts


.
remember the way you make me feel?
such young love, but
something in me knew it was real
frozen, in my head
pictures were living through for now
trying to remember all the good times
our life was cutting through so loud
memories are playing in my dull mind
i hate this part, paper hearts
and ill hold a piece of yours
hoping that you wont forget about it

paper hearts

take me

cover of jason derulo - the other side
piano by pianostalgia

.
tonight, take me to the other side
sparks fly like the fourth of july
just take me to the other side
i see the empty look in your eyes
and i know, you aint tryna hold on
if i walk down this road, wont be here anymore
so tonight, kiss me like it's do or die
and take me to the other side

the other side

its on you again
now im left to fend
heart is startin fresh
we're not fine at friends
its a dead end
think i go ahead
think i go ahead. yeah
its a dead end
think im gonna go ahead
loverboy, start again
perfume on my bed again
i see u in my dreams as if youre really there still, not again
not again
why did yu pretend?
fucked my life, your intention?
maybe a lil more attention and
maybe it stop that boyfriend from
coming back
im fuckin crying
so maybe just stop and call me back

lvrboy (sk8miles)

this song encapsulates exactly how i feel whenever i think of you everyFUCKIONG MINYITUYE OF THe day of MY FUckigN L>IFE FUCK you FUCK YOU fuck YOU fuckm YOIu fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck y

/how 2 hide a body - 7xvn/
the waves keep coming
deprived starved of oxygen
i wait for something
to replace my false confidence
this pain is nothing
with you watching
the blades still cutting
through skin thats been hardening

see you soon, when im done hanging

deprived, starved of oxygen

poison in my brain

ive reached my limit
i feel it sink in
my head is spinning
and then it creeps in
ive reached my limit
i feel it sink in
my body's ripping itself apart
for no apparent reason
ive reached my limit

guitar by michael harrison

sink

like its the last night

.
prechorus is a cover of die with a smile by bruno mars
chorus is written by me
piano by pianonest

i, i just woke up from a dream
where you and i had to say goodbye
and i dont know what it all means
but since i survived, i realized

wherever you go, thats where ill follow
nobodys promised tomorrow
so imma love you every night like its the last night
like its the last night

so ive lost in this battle of selfish n debt
i feel myself fall into darkness 
ive left my life and my family to grieve that 
im dead to you, to you
i will roll down my window, im tumblin down
can fake what u want, but ill never be well

last night

from january 2023

hold my hand as im holding yours
feel the pain as i fall on the floor
time is up, dont need encore
cant pretend that id die, what for?
can you sleep on the phone again?
trying my best to avoid all the sin
its not fair, all the time i spend
for your heart ill tie amends

can you sleep on the phone again?
im tired of waitin for you to be there
cus all of the messages id rather not send
cus all they do is just, leave a deadend

encore (johnnyfriend)

beyond repair - mxrgan

whatever you do, don't let me go
cover yourself when the night gets too cold
and i'll be back by morning
stare down the long road of your dirty lies
i'd drive my car down a hundred more times if i could
and i'll be back by 3/10/23

miffy

cover of "devil is a lie" by tommy richman
.
you come from a sunken place again
you know the struggle, baby, can we be friends?
from the bottom to the top began
we go hard again, hard again
but you got no confidence lately
really wanna run around and chase me
i'm not no travis, baby, never chase b
i work too hard, can you fuckin' pay me?
but you got no confidence lately
really wanna run around and chase me
i'm not no travis, baby, never chase b
i work too hard, can you fuckin' pay me?
right now, right now
the devil is a lie
right now, right now

devil is a lie

cover of "ella" by @slowfade88

see there was a time
when you crossed your heart
forbid the idea of being apart
you'd run to me, cry
look me in the eye
tell me of the place
that i had in your mind

and now we sit tight and
we wait for a sign
to tell us our fates are
no longer aligned
i drink every night hoping
i'll numb the pain
gone are the days when
i beg you to stay

you try to blame me and
then fall back on lies
swear that you'll leave
and await my demise
call me and say you
regret what you said
and cry to me like it
wont happen again
but i know you well, i've
learnt not to believe
when we know i'm right and
you threaten to leave
you say except me you have so many guys
as long as you're happy.. right?

it wont happen again (immortal)

i thought i would post this haha i kinda slayed
cover of "feather" by the super underrated artist sabrina carpenter
art by @.ggukietee !!

soundcloud blocked the normal pitch version so if u wanna listen to it go listen to it on bandlab: https://www.bandlab.com/post/dda68fb7-5191-ef11-8474-6045bd375453

oh, it's like that, i'm your dream come true
when it's on a platter for you
then you pulled back when i try to make plans
more than two hours in advance, mm

i slam the door, i hit ignore
i'm saying, "no, no, no, no more"
i got you blocked, after this, an afterthought
i finally cut you off

i feel so much lighter like a feather with you off my mind (ah)
floating through the memories like whatever, you're a waste of time (ah)
your signals are mixed, you act like a bitch
you fit every stereotype, "send a pic"
i feel so much lighter like a feather with you out my life
with you out my life

feather

i know it's hard but we need each other
.

"sugar" by brockhampton
only a short cover i recorded as i am quite unwell at the moment

spendin' all my nights alone, waitin' for you to call me
you're the only one i want by my side when i fall asleep
tell me what i'm waitin' for
tell me what i'm waitin' for
i know it's hard but we need each other
know it's hard but we need each other
i move mountains on my own, don't need nobody help
change your mind when i change my life
better start believin' in myself
and we all out lookin' for, lookin' for god
so we never see it in ourself

when i love you right, i love you right
i'm by your side
but i'll make it bright, baby, i want you to know
i'ma be there for you, i'ma make you see that
i want you
i want you

sugar

someone i care for
is someone i cant call
i lay the pictures all on the floor
i self endured my own eye sore
i hope my principles scare you off
i was a prick and i shrugged it off
i tore my skin and it fucking scoffed
at least i know that im not in the wrong i guess

./

darling (acey)

havent been here in a while. my fl license got terminated :/

cover of yung kai - blue
.
your morning eyes, i could stare like watching stars
i could walk you by, and i'll tell without a thought
you'd be mine, would you mind if i took your hand tonight?
know you're all that i want this life
i'll imagine we fell in love
i'll nap under moonlight skies with you
i think i'll picture us, you with the waves
the ocean's colors on your face
i'll leave my heart with your air
so let me fly with you
will you be forever with me?

blue

i want to tear your face from my brain

.
super scuffed cover of "one more night" by @slowfades
prod by gaxillic + i added extra guitar at the end .
.

i thought you might be happy
to know you're on my mind
even though the thought of you
kills me more with time

i thought you'd maybe listen
when i said i was scared
you brushed me off and told
me that you need someone who cares

so stay with me for one more night
oh the beauty in pain, your selfish
disdain, and the choir that sang
when you'd wallow in vain
won't you stay with me for one more night?
oh the twist of the knife, and the
fire in her eyes, and the harmonies
sung in the midst of her spite
just stay with me for one more night

about a year later
nothing's really changed
you still claim to "fix things"
while shifting all the blame

i thought you might be happy
to know you're on my mind
even though the thought of you
kills me more with time

stay with me for one more night

so stay with me for one more night
oh the beauty in pain, your selfish
disdain, and the choir that sang
when you'd wallow in vain
won't you stay with me for one more night?
oh the twist of the knife, and the
fire in her eyes, and harmonies sung
in the midst of her spite
so stay with me for one night
won't you stay with me for one more night?

azi

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