@miraie @cari049 @kairo6k
prod @januaryyy @kojowav

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA34569O_78

tried again +miraie, cari 049 (jxlyy & kojo)

"against all odds, you did it, you found the closure you were looking for. There is only one challenge ahead of you, and that is whether or not you will accept the end, it's time for you to let go. Will you be able to? "
Enter: VI

@ketsai
@mitsooya
@victxrw


[ketsai]
so tell me baby should i go
or should i leave u here alone
im holding on & on
for you to come around
so baby dont let me down
I'm in love... ill cross the line that's blocking us
if its our last night, ill make it to e(u)phoria

[mitsu]
idk lol sorry

[hook 2x: ketsai]
so tell me baby should i go
or should i leave u here around
im holding on & on
for you to come along
so baby dont let me down
I'm in love... ill cross the line that's blocking us
if its our last night, ill make it to e(u)phoria

euphoria ft. mitsu (victxrw)

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

PROD VICTXRW PROD VICTXRWPROD VICTXRWPROD VICTXRWPROD VICTXRW
@ketsai
@domerrz
@victxrw
composed by: ketsai, dom & victxrw
vocal mix by: ketsai & dom
produced by: victxrw
performed by august (ketsai)
background vocals by: victxrw
written by august(ketsai) & dom 

[hook: august (kets)]
i needed you to be more
forever.. thats what you and i swore
whenever i think of you i adore
the song inside my head, i think ive heard it before
and im scared and im fucking afraid
if you need then ill move out the way
you call my name and your voice still replays
just you and i inside our fucked up cliche

[verse: dom]
you're the only one that sees the part of me I left behind
so blind to lies, you tried to hide your deceiving eyes
and I fell for it every fuckin time
I wouldn't change but then I realized
I wasted my time, I tried to close my eyes
I took the fall and no I'm not alright
she severed our ties and now it falls in line
should have never tried

[bridge: dom & august]
idk why I tried
I never get it right
when u were by my side
you filled my head with ur lies

[hook: august (kets)]
i needed you to be more
forever.. thats what you and i swore
whenever i think of you i adore
the song inside my head, i think ive heard it before
and im scared and im fucking afraid
i refuse to move out the way
you call my name and your voice still replays
just you and i inside our okay cliche

thorns ft. dom (victxrw)

prod me sung by me!

そんなことを言わないでよ(sonna koto wo iwanaideyo)
don't catch me when i fall
‘cause i can't recall
the last thing you said
or was i mislead
to believe that there would be no one else instead

that cheerful smile
like a bright bouquet
we’d stay a while
never fade away

these memories
these memories 
i wouldn't forget
for centuries

like the day that we met
or the things that you said
both delightful and dreary
never left you on read

but you treat me this way
and i beg you to stay 
i start to get hopeless
guess im not okay

dont say those things (sensuku)

this was fun :>
inspo by @scrufff @saiwai bossa trap from a bit ago

artwork: potg on twitter

//

lyric:
(focus on you first)

i wanna focus on you first,
i dont wanna be that guy, at worst-
i’ll be sure and i’d be sure,
that you wont let me go,

yeah i know,
all about you and yourself long ago,
all these years but i still wont know,
if you and i’d be here, tomorrow

its been a while
and i try a thousand times,
a thousand times to make you smile
i swear ive done nothing wrong, (nothing wrong) 
i just wanna get along with you,
as i write these songs for you

cos i aint too bright,
burning like a candlelight, 
every day, every night,
i cant seem to get it right
why dont you wanna know how many times ive tried
why dont you wanna know how many times-

cos ive been thinking a lot lately
is it just a thought that you hate me
you been playing with me, unconsciously,
but promise, i wont say lightly,

here, tmrw (sensuku)

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
4/4

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @owtiss

prod me! this song was THE WORST to mix. the vox and beat were mixed fine but putting the 2 together was awful i feel like i'll have an aneurysm if i keep thinking about it...

@owtiss
always on my mind
dont wna fall in love
cuz after last time
i need some time alone..
i swear i rly tried!!
but im never enough ;-;
n i care way too much
n im clean out of luck

running out of time
waiting for u to decide
i think i lost my mind
waiting for the day i die
cuz i dont feel alive ;(
told myself i wouldnt cry
no matter what i try
ur always on my line..

@domerrz
been feeling out my mind
I think I lost my trust
push it all to the side, clearly overthink too much
makes me feel terrible
not like that says that much ;_;
but you drained all my love
its unbearable
sick of all the "she said"
I don't wanna be here
you've been stuck in my head
wish that I could stay clear
all the words that I said
maybe you misread
I didn't mean that
I know u see that

this is a double drop! go check out dom's song on his page!!
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/restore-yashio-me

out of luck w/ dom (me)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss yeaaaaa first time solo prod :D

accidently remade a melody from omori when making this beat and kinda just ran with it lol
here's the source btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POMNynMVTk0

ive heard it all before
its easy to say things u dont rly mean
but its not easy to take them back
i can promise u that!
say goodbye its the last
i never wna see u again

its always stuck on loop in my head
it plays again again and again!
now i wake n i feel like im dead..
cuz at night in my bed
all the thoughts they dont end
plays again and again and again.. ;(

ive had about enough
u only believe the things that u wna see
so when it gets a little painful
when im feeling hopeful
ur always so hurtful
how could u say that?
it is what it is..

i just wna see u 
the way that i used to
cuz now when i see u 
i just cannot be true
its hard for me
it hurts to breathe
so honestly
just talk to me :(

u dont mean that (me)

@domerrz
@ddertbag
(@owtiss on the lil end part yep shoutout that guy)

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/ddertbag/

[@domerrz]
think I had lost my feelings
this time I really mean it
words cut deep, I lost all meaning
wounded heart, but I'm still gonna heal it

It's eating me up inside, don't know who you really are
like what you're really like, tell me who you truly are
I know that these feelings come and go
yeah, its quite bizarre 
losing my body, no self control, I'm not going far

and idk why it happened to me 
I took every path and it led back, I feel weak as hell
going round in circles is bad for me
just cut the talk, yea I'd rather throw my pain in a wishing well

SPOTIFY

feelings (ddertbag)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

Produced + written by kuudere
Mixed by tonser
Photo by N0ahneko
Cover art by kuudere

i texted you 
“come meet me back at my place” 
but you’re refusing to listen

push me away
but you’re always walking my way 
making the same old decisions 
i thought i had something for once 
but now i’ve got it
it’s not enough
i’m just in constant confliction 
with things that you vision 
but i can’t get enough

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost
Didn’t realise until you were distant
You never know what you have until it’s gone
But I can’t help but feel reminiscent 
I don’t wanna be with you
Don’t wanna hassle you 
Don’t wanna change the person you are
I hate that i keep leaving you 
But it hurts me too
Now i know that’s just how it goes 

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
Does this hurt for you?
Cause it hurts for me too
Am i a burden to you?
Was it all too much?
Baby this is the last time i try
To make things alright
So if we fall apart 
It’s on you
Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?
Cause my heats on fire for you 
but fuck it we’re through

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left 

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left

worst of all

streams got botted stats will be private for this one
lyrics

Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up

Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
(Always fucking up)
Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
(Always fucking up)

And ive done enough for you ig
And I do not give a fuck if you here instead
And ive done enough for you
Remove the poker face and I cant get you out my head
Imma get it off my chest someone get this off my chest
And on some real shit I should have been the one whose dead
Fluerrr sinking in regret im on the floor only thing I see is red
Fleurrr I cant get straight out my bed im hypervizualed on shit I see instead
Yk instead of what im supposed to be only thing I ever chose was you

Why should I give af Ig
Remove the poker face and here I was ig
One shot click next one shot click next
I think I just really need some rest some rest

Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af

pokerrr (erdo + xarkr)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

-

you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

love (wallflower, seoul)

I LOVE U!!!

@zippie1
@ih8sev
@k4rson <33
mixing by me

lyrics:

me

bitch im counting bands everyday dont give a fuck
why you talking like ur friends aint okay its all your fault
got a gun inside my closet bitch u know im on my way
dont care bout no fucking opps
make sure they wont make the day yh
x2

how i count it up should be a finance
like bitch im in my prime
gas all in my lungs
that lil bitch dont know how to miss me
stacking up my funds
i make so much im feeling nauseous
toxic in my gums
i take so much till im unconscious

and i grab my vape gotta clear my mind
all that shit just to feel alive
fuck that bitch tryna waste my time
i can tell when you go outside
x2

@zippie1

im drowned yh dont know what are u talking bout
bitch yeah idgaf no more, i dont wanna fw u
js tell me that we fell out of luv
inside my heart its a fucking curse
put me inside the fucking dirt

but i dont give a fuck
yeah they tryna make me forget
bitch ur already fucking know that
all the signs that u cant even notice
tell me what did u get from all these
bitch im fucking pissed

now i js be like idgaf
i would js deny im fucking cooked
why did u cry all the time
bro u fucking suck

@ih8sev

so sick of you lames swear to god you sound the same
been feeling impatient up my pistol let it bang
yhh
i dont give a fuck bout what you say
fuck you and fuck what you claim
you and me we not the same
im outside like everyday
bitch i stack my money up flip it double it
pull up in a bentley truck or a cullinan
pour another fifth
fuck it i might crash the whip
have been feeling tipsy so dont test me
u can catch a clip

me

going up everyday aint got no competition
we put a dot on ur face and take you out position
you know im back and im still better dont need no opinion
aint showing up without no reason man im staying hidden

bitch im counting bands everyday dont give a fuck
why you talking like ur friends aint okay its all your fault
got a gun inside my closet bitch u know im on my way
dont care bout no fucking opps
make sure they wont make the day yh
x2

dont give a fuck w/ zippie, 00sev (karson)

quick one :p
prod me and xtasane
i love you all<3

lyrics:

im not talking bout myself if i dont know ya
try and convince yourself that im the fucking worst one
how u threaten me we both know you aint do nun
pretend like your so fucking special man i been numb
im going places i dont need no fucking background
and your a snowflake dont pretend like im an asshole
how can u treat yourself if u dont know ur controls
cant take u serious when u flexing with ur brand clothes XD

lil bro im sorry but our life keeps going on
if u still cant take the pressure then ill show u how to cope
you need all of these people bitch i do this on my own
it took a while to mention but you turned into a clone

like you dont even know what to say bout me
besides that i crashed my bike?
how the fuck can u be so weird
when we talked last time and u seemed alright
all your friends bouta disappear
and its not my fault that they pick my side
how the fuck can u be so ass
like be for real are u skipping class?

why the fuck are your friends not honest with you like waaaaaaa
cant even get a fucking placement with me like NAAAAAH
pull up on me and ill take your life bitch
ur fucking dumb
begging me all day for my preset
but ur getting none
x2

like nobody knows who u are?
like buddy your not going far?
you think about me every night
just keep my name out of your mouth

didn't like you from the start bitch
now i hate you even more
gonna keep making fun about you
till its not even fun no more
dont pretend like ur really about it
man ill kick down your fucking door
call me broke bitch but i doubt it
gonna drink on whatever u pour :p

pull up to my addy then
i can even wait till ten
talking on my shit that u dont know
how the fuck do you even have friends?
dont even know what u want from me
why the fuck did you pretend
all of your words making no sense
i dont even care what they all ment
x2

(outro)

why the fuck are your friends not honest with you like waaaaaaa
cant even get a fucking placement with me like NAAAAAH
pull up on me and ill take your life bitch
ur fucking dumb
begging me all day for my preset
but ur getting none

honest (me, xtasane)

solo :3

nobody else to cry for
you dont know that i wanted you before
let it go n im so lost now
was i 2 slow
turn off 
forget it noww ur not who i know of
fall off, say what, now i have nobody else to cry for

never feel again
once i fell into your arms
ive never felt the same

you wont follow through again
i guess now its the end
i guess now this is the end
	
wym we’re days apart
rest on me, ur flawless heart
breathe and heal my coldest scars
wished i told you from the start
its like time went way too fast
hold my breath till its my last
hate me? you dont make me laugh
baby you cut me in half

Alt

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