this is hard idk why this doesn't have more streams

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John Archives Nov. 2020
Prod kurtains + wido

Scary

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

circle (yuju miharu)

Until Next Time (with blackwinterwells)

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll
songs mix&master:@0arid
prod:glaciar+heiho

Spotify link

4121 https://open.spotify.com/track/6GfsT9Jn3pd1M2ZqHbiWq9

tysm all my friends

[intro:angelicxmei]
and as the rain keeps falling to the ground
i know,
i would never let you fall
open up, all the way
inside your heart
dont wanna let it waste
i know that we the best

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

[verse1:tjweaver]
it's so scary in my mind
i shut my eyes so much i think i'm going blind
don't stop calling out i promise that i'm listening
sometimes it hurts so much but still i don't wanna die
i don't think you know how much i fight
i could be an angel with no wings but i'll still fly
i made a promise to myself i'll touch the sky
i'll take a piece of it i'll hold onto it tight

[verse2:arid]
i tried to find myself
i know im still doin well
u told me rot in hell
theres many things i wont tell
like what were meant to be
what we were meant to see
i know u wasted our love
u drained it all from me

[verse3:crescent]
distoreded emotions 
i throw them in the ocean
i put it in my own hands
i crush a wall so i build something
deep lies big blue sky
i cant go back anytime
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
3rd eye watching now
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
number 9 is on me now

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

rainfall cypher ++angelicxmei,tjweaver,arid&crescent[glaciar+heiho]

prod me

Lyrics:

Yea I got a heart of gold
Your reading an article about me
The winters they really cold
Getting harder to wake me up with no sleep

And im sorry were falling off
I can’t waste no more time with you I don’t need
And my messages piling up
Yea I run around my mind with you
Im nosey

Please just give me a second
I wanna count up my blessings
I can’t believe im invested in all the time your wasting 
Its like you caused my depression and I don’t know if ill take it. 
Fuck man I take another sip and I don’t know why im flaking 
Bitch if you want something then say it.

Bitch I think I am a lost cause 
Damn
Every little thing will piss me off
Haha
Every time Im in a dark room 
I could take my eyes and cut them off

I love when you don’t talk with aggression
You want a piece of my lesson
You doing just enough to piss me off
You never seem to answer my question 
Im getting harder to break 
Its like its real but its fake 

And im sorry were falling off
I can’t waste no more time with you I don’t need
And my messages piling up
Yea I run around my mind with you
Im nosey 

Please just give me a second
I wanna count up my blessings
I can’t believe im invested in all the time your wasting 
Its like you caused my depression and I don’t know if ill take it. 
Fuck man I take another sip and I don’t know why im flaking 
Bitch if you want something then say it.

She’s coming over with my old friends
Leaving the door open
Now she’s leaving with no info 
I said I fucking knew it 
I swear that that bitch clueless
No I don’t want to do it 
But shit I gotta do it

Now I really got a pain in my heart 
And she left me with scars
She said she want no problems but she’s tearing me apart
Every time that she is texting me I swear its my fault 
Yea I fucking hate that bitch, imma end it all. 

And im sorry were falling off
I can’t waste no more time with you I don’t need
And my messages piling up
Yea I run around my mind with you
Im nosey 

Please just give me a second
I wanna count up my blessings
I can’t believe im invested in all the time your wasting 
Its like you caused my depression and I don’t know if ill take it. 
Fuck man I take another sip and I don’t know why im flaking 
Bitch if you want something then say it.

if you want something, say it

thx mom and dad for helping with the cover art

Do you know how to be eighteen?
Do you know how to send your dream?
I'm talking schemes to the max, I'm talking all of your facts
I'm talking all of the time, I'm talking all of the time

We still got a summer to spend
Waste our fucking time, we're taking acid again
And everything I got it all belongs to my friends
Everything is love, but I can never commit

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

It's bright white, a new kind of mindset
A little clinical, never cynical no
Remember getting your brand new phone?
Remember doing that on your own?

Like being in charge, and fucking it up
What was good became a mess and you thought giving up was
Inevitable, but suddenly...
You feel a supercharge of life

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

REM, get it all in
Alex found a rabbit now she's wondering if
This world's the place for her
You gotta stop smoking this shit...

Don't be frightened you are in a car
You've just woken up from sleep
I imagine you were in a dream
You are in a dream

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

REM, at the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I'm just pressing repeat
Cause and effect, building my flying machine
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

welcome to the plant cell bath

lyrics :D

lemme start off, i feel empty inside
when i look in your eyes, is the only time i'm alive
when i look in your mind, i can tell you despise
everything, i can't reside

in the place that i feel is the safest
i feel like i'm going out tonight
i can taste it, it's real, it's amazing
i feel like i'm taking my own life away

everyday it rains no brighter days
need to exit life, like right away
just hideaway
keep waiting on my lights to fade

what you meant to me
what you kept from me
i don't care about a thing
i want you next to me

i can't think of anybody less than me
i can only think about you texting me

exit life

exit life (siem spark, 5head)

@lilkuudere
@spaceb0y
@levi_tokyo
@bakurwd
@lileffort

PARTY EVERY NIGHT (Space Boy, levi, Baku) prod. lileffort

an oversight
tell my why this canvas only shows me white
i cant stand to stare at somenoe through your eyes
maybe im pretentious, i cant choose a side
do you still get flutters when i 

cross your mind baby
its fine i know i talk
too much as lately
u hate it when i
2x

crosswalk

Prod: @woonerf
feat: @ihywarm
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1mncXoigdsWYTqK2Ca6Num?si=2650dfd494e74ace
Finally dropped loooool (ʘᗩʘ’)
Shoutout @ihywarm

໒(⊙ᴗ⊙)७✎▤
Lyrics

@ihywarm
点灯するプラグイン　いつも歌う俺のこと
前後確認　胸の奥で燃える炎
You’re Already dead マリオネット
追いかけるcash flowまるでbron-k
逃避するmidnight あいつはtalking about
お前らに興味ない　俺はもういない
周りの声はidc 壊してる体温計
もう今はいらないって I don’t need
一度きりlifeだからやるしかない
お前には分からない 俺はお前の倍の倍
墓まで連れてく霊柩車みたい
あいつは俺のことばっかで溢れてるwine
俺はお前と違って溢れてる愛
俺は俺ありのまま嘘はつかない
Back to the basic 流れるsine wave
狭い部屋で叫んでる毎日
点灯するプラグイン　いつも歌う俺のこと
前後確認　胸の奥で燃える炎
You’re Already dead マリオネット
追いかけるcash flowまるでbron-k
今見えてるものと逆行する俺はdon’t stop
つらいことも全て変えるこれは遊びじゃない
人が怖い can’t look at your eyes
嫌な記憶flashback
何年経ってもi juswanna die

@woonerf 
あんた じゃない、 ホント うるさい 頭 が 痛い。 
Can you wait? ちょっと 待って
Count the timing, I dont mind it.
I dont wanna hear you talk when its not-

ホント うるさい 。 I just wanna die
They dont wanna talk
Im wasted
I cant get enough
Im just saying, I dont trust you when you talkin

And you doing on the same thing
I already died, you stupid
Treat me like some thing
You dont really understand it
Toxic
Did that I really get you to move on?
I cant tell the time
Crash right out, Call me stupid
Give you all the time, I'm fucking worthless
Take it, I cant even shine
Thats on me, I wont even try


ty for listening<3

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