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the alchemist (prod.kenzee)

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Highway w/ xiea [Prod. gxm]

SHOW MY ASS

Feel Alone In My Skin

The first single off of my upcoming album 
“There is chaos in the midst” releasing August 31st

Beat made by: prod. Farber
Mix and mastered by: Ekeon


Lyrics:
Sometimes i sit alone
And wonder did you ever really love me
But now im alone & i wonder how i got so far from Everything i wanted in life
A couple fights that led to more you pushed a line
That wasnt right 
Inside my mind 
Especially since you caused most of those fights 
You crossed a line
Theres no going back in time 
You went too far in my mind
You went to far this time

So now i sit alone here
& wonder why i ever loved you dear
especially more than myself
you wanted me to go to hell 
(To go to hell)

Questioning why i stayed around
I closed my eyes
You held me down
Now im stuck muffled on the ground
You grabbed the blade & made me bleed
And i screamed out 
My heartbeat fading 
Echoing 
Throughout the house

Ill never be the same anytime i see your face
It flashbacks to those rainy days
Those fights we had & your to blame
But the faults on me because i let you stay
Ignoring all the pain
But you didnt care you stayed the same
It was “Make believe” & it wasn’t “me”
Now im on the floor as you watch me bleed out
The floor soaked up into a shape of me
U saw the light flicker out 
Of my eyes
Are you so proud now?
You did wanted to do
You broke me in two
You were worse than any nightmare i couldve dreamed about
And Now im grieving who i was before and the boy that i use to adore
Because he is no more

There is chaos in the midst (prod. farber x ekeon)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

i wont forget you

b9nt

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