October

Smoke Absorber (prod. Shine)

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RETRO-VIRUS

So Far

Отбивка hard huma huma Evan Thompson

why you wanna say reply? 
why you want away and fly?
 why you wanna say goodbye?
 try it if you say me, why?

Orange

Why You Wanna Say

Motivation On Tap

Zatch Edwards - Motivation On Tap

I do not own this beat.

(Sould bond - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aazuERs9nQ_

Rats nest [Prod. by Lowtyde] ((needs finish))

I do not own this beat.
(Black hole - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilnMjuX_CaM)

In my hand [Prod. by Lowtyde]

I do not own this beat.
(Kyoto - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbuoHJ08Exw&list=PLSpt0WCXdvQKZojge0gjn8cyMGzPZA0ij&index=45)

fuck around w me to find out where my heart is
from the perspective of an artist
its hard to find what's real
nobodies ever being honest 
I need something cathartic
so I can show you that my bonds been hardened
and now the flames from which I came - need to be retarded
made to rigid cracks form especially when flaunted
Its been a long time of being haunted
Gettin back into the flow the one that really got me started
nobody behind me propping up I was noddin
All the team was botted
not about to segregate we stay assorted
Twisted melody plays like the speakers are clouded
its a grind to keep self grounded
in a see of awkward tendencies overzealous confidence is seldom doubted
Face value but someone should have scouted
not living his lie I'm not about it
Need to find something to hold just you can feel apart of
windows open look out below  I'm coming down from
nobody talkin less its shallow than the ground is
little ones misbehave then become grounded
Feet driftin above the floor
still, religions being touted.
No scapegoat in peripheral clouted
No warrant has appeared defiance should be rerouted
Not gonna ever take an L that shoulda never been doubted
lead you from the grazing lands off to the slaughter

Coming down [Prod. by Lowtyde]

I do not own this beat.
(Full moon -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGgdg3nE-qs)

"never feel all alone
when I'm on my own
so much weight up in my mind
it takes to much for me to get lifted
at least I'm gifted with a green thumb
trim bins to get sifted
lofi comin out the stereo
prepared to go
wherevers needed
I'm not conceited
but turn lemons into lemonade
whenever life throws citrus
at least you know there's gonna be some shade
I might be higher than the others
but im grounded likes in caddyshack
teachin these varmints a lesson bout morality
but the they're clappin back like they're mad at me
musta misunderstood how to say it tactfully
like my words are assault and battery
no one listens when they feel attacked
but its time to hear it they got me breakin my back
gettin the point acrossed is never that
 tryna get this so I can have it like I never had
chasin the dream until my feet are bleedin
got me runnin to the pad 
like my words are seething
like I'm a toddler words I hear over the beat have got me teethin
I need to create to manifest some confidence
like I never had
got em lookin crazed like
you should get back down so I can tell you how to act 
sike

Uh

That's not me baby
I'm not crazy - 
and you could never stay n hold me down
I keep my feet upon the ground
always running left the engine runnin
its always running 
never runnin from nothing
just keep on runnin till I see somethin funky in the distance 
come on

look

you never really know unless you try
and life's to short for wondering the why
mind stay present not behind
cant I ever unwind?
gather my thoughts - and clear my mid
take a pause to just exist forget the concept of time "

Lifted [Prod. by Lowtyde] ((need rr))

I do not own this beat.
(Broken pieces - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGgdg3nE-qs)

Paranoia [Prod. by Lowtyde] ((need rr)

(pied piper -https://www.beatstars.com/beat/15111293)

Distance [Prod. by Boombdock Beats]

Words carry the cure, 
Words are the key— 
Or deliver disease, 
Suspend you, sever you, 
Float you from reality
Talk is never cheap,
It can cost you everything,
Truth in speech
Steep price, make us feel alive
We are poetry.

Raised to listen,
Do as I was told, not as I’d seen.
But my eyes are sharper,
My heart unarmored, 
Drowned out sounds that
Collided with the truth I breathed.
Like, when I built up the courage to ask you “Why do you work so much Dad?”
“For you”, he said, 
solemn, sounded like shame.
“Dad, I don’t need the toys, the private education,the sports and games.
I want you happy, healthy, here with me
More than anything.”
“I don’t think you heard me…”
Eyes empty, seeing like 
you see people who aren't there, 
Don't know what they said, 
What you saw when you came back
“I’m fine. I have to provide for our family;
Don’t be ungrateful.”
“I meant it when I said it Dad…”

Words aren’t free,
They can cost you everything.
They can carry the cure, or
Deliver the disease,
Suspend you, pretend you
Aren’t part of reality.
Talk is never cheap,
Sometimes we can’t afford to speak.
Better stay silent.

I didn’t earn it back, (What’s that?)
The time you sold for me.
I didn’t pay it back, worked hard,
But this economy keeps crushing me—
Look, I'm sorry, 
I believed you. 
"I want to see you happy,
 I want to see you proud of who you are"— You said it when I was three,
And then again, when you thought 
You might forever lost me,
In rehab 19
years later.
I tried, even got sober,
Became a man, 
That I’m proud to be,
Feel my soul every day,
Worked hard in the grind
Until I almost lost me,
I did.
But the world doesn’t pay for truth, 
it prefers performance, 
It doesn’t cash in on creativity
It steals it, uses it for adornment.
I create every single day, it’s my religion,
Even as I pray, I don’t know where to give
This gift I’ve been given.

Words carry the cure, 
Words are the key— 
Or deliver disease, 
Suspend you, sever you, 
Float you from reality

I’ve been giving freely,
My heart in my art, In words
So all can hear me.  
There is enough, 
Abundance is natural,
They engineered this scarcity.
Still…my children asking me,
“Why can’t you pick us up today, Dad?”
“Why do you work so much?”
Is it an echo? Are they talking to me?
I work hard, live right, love my children
But this society… it fucking hates life
Hates love, tortures it, gets off
preying on family. 
Easier to extort, got little humans
To leverage, values, responsibility.
I won’t stay silent. I won’t tell them
The story you told me.
I will break their cage,
Lies stand on nothing but fantasy,
And I see the hungry vacuum they call
Their legacy, their soulless fictions,
They maintain hell recklessly,
Ugly words, blind to their own voice
Don’t know the meaning of their own words,
No further proof needed,
By every law of sane man, nature, and God
Your entire system is void.

Talk is never cheap,
It can cost you everything,
Truth in speech
Steep price, make us feel alive
We are poetry.

Talk Ain’t Cheap

Freshly October Freestyle Fridays 2

Wherever life throws citrus, at least you know there's gonna be some shade.

Paranoia [Prod. by Lowtyde] ((need rr)

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