I've been trying to make the words come for a while now
Trying to write down and document how you acted like a child
Tried to force myself to bleed it out in ink
And finally the weight of wait I've done has begun to sink in

This has been a blessing and a curse, you know, my nights have always been the worst
And now I have no one to call at 2 am, and tell them what's wrong
I find myself checking my phone, waiting for the call when you get home
But the screen stays dark and I'm left alone with a racing pulse

(Chorus)
Sometimes I miss you so much I don't even know what to do with myself
So I stay up late, crying my eyes out, cus I don't even know what's really wrong
And I'm hurt and I'm confused and I'm a little bit bruised
But I still know one thing that's true
You can have the mountains and the sea,
But you will never have me

You loved me, and you loved me a lot
But now that it's all said and done
I'm trying to fill this part of me, but nothing fits perfectly
And I'm making up excuses, I'm lying to myself
It'd be so easy to fall back in your arms but I know
That's not what I want

I can't be mean, I can never do that but I wish that you would just go away
I don't hate you, not at all, I just can't stand seeing your face
And words work, and hugs help, but when I'm left all by myself 
I can't ignore the silence left by you

(Chorus)

Can somebody please just tell me what to do?
Let me know I didn't make a big mistake, reassure me that I'm going the right way
Cus I feel like I got the breath knocked out of me, I can't live with this reality
I don't remember how I was before there was an us
So somebody please just give me a sign
Point me away from that state of mind

It used to be I would miss you so much I didn't even know what to do with myself
So I stayed up late, crying my eyes out, but now I know it was you who was in the wrong
And I'm hurt and I'm confused and yeah I'm bruised but I still know the one thing that's true
You can have the mountains and the sea,
But you will never have me


~Big shout out to the Mass Comm majors at Frostburg State for recording me!~


Baaashaw