curious...

the stars the sea,
they follow me.
it's all i need, it's all i need
the stars the sea,
they follow me.
it's all i need, it's all i need

sunlight heals,
makes me feel better
i shine for you 
in any weather
lessons learned, 
time keeps going on and on

and i could spend every night dreaming bout if it i wanted 
but see it clearly now 
its exactly what i wanted
lessons learned, 
time keeps going on and on

could get caught up but i got something better to do
i just laced up my shoes
i got a plan now
i know it hurt but what's worse it was meant for you dude
you were meant for the moon
we gotta plan now

you tried to harm me 
but i don't need a sorry
i just change the story now everything was for me
now everything was for me

and i won't hold back this time
i won't hold back
and i won't hold back this time
and i won't hold back
and i won't hold back
won't hold back
can't hold back
won't hold back

sunlight heals,
makes me feel better
i shine for you 
in any weather
lessons learned, 
time keeps going on and on

and i could spend every night dreaming bout if it i wanted 
but see it clearly now 
its exactly what i wanted
lessons learned, 
time keeps going on and on

the stars the sea,
they follow me.
it's all i need, it's all i need
the stars the sea,
they follow me.
it's all i need, it's all i need

and i won't hold back this time
and i won't hold back this time

to shape the future

sunlight heals ft. lil zubin & nev ver

i remember swimming in the beach at night
i remember holding hand on your first flight
i remember when you used to call me mine 
i remember when we used to never fight

i remember falling not thinking twice
i remember everything that you used to mean to me
and every single time you were sweet or mean to me
i remember everything.

it used to be so easy, 
how'd we end up here?
standing on the edge and i'll jump if you get near
think you got me exactly where you want me
finally found out that you don't really want me
you just like the idea

oh and i was so down for you
i let myself die for you 
but i guess this was how it's meant to be
yea i guess this was how its meant to be

i remember everything
like how you said you'd never leave
you said that'd you be there for me
now i see what you really mean
your promises aren't meant to keep
at least not when they come to me
i showed you sides they'd never see
is that what made you run from me?
is that what made you second guess?
i'm sorry i can't be my best
but can't you see i'm trying
it's just not on your timing
i'm just still trying to find me
it wasn't that i'm hiding 
just give me time to really grow
and then you'll see you'll really know
or maybe we should let it go 
and accept that we'll never know
i'm tired of the back and forth 
you're always the first at the door
you always leave me lost and cold
how do i let the memories go
of when we used to be our best
i try to rip you out my chest
i hate you if you ask my friends
but i know that's not really true
i don't know what i'm supposed to do
or how i could get over you
i really really really really really hate the thought of you
but i still 
really 
really 
really 
fucking miss you

i still really fucking miss you 
but i guess this was how its meant to be

it used to be so easy, 
how'd we end up here?
standing on the edge and i'll jump if you get near
think you got me exactly where you want me
finally found out that you don't really want me
you just like the idea.

irfmy

seven months stuck in my room,
there's not much for me to do, 
so i sit and think of you
and i wonder,
if you'd still do me how you do
if you knew i was needing you 
but i forget you need you too

had me thinking i needed you like i breathed you
said you needed space and i should've believed you
but when you look into my eyes how could i leave you?
so i tried to play the side but that ain't my role
used to think if you wouldn't ride then i ain't gon' go
'member used to call you mine but i can't no more
can't believe you in my city and ain't fall through 
can't believe you in my city and ain't fall through 

seven months stuck in my room,
there's not much for me to do, 
so i sit and think of you
and i wonder,
if you'd still do me how you do
if you knew i was needing you 
but i forget you need you too

i'm falling, falling, 
i don't do this often 
i'm stalling, stalling,
too nervous to call him
i saw him, saw him
and ou i know it's all him
it's all him, all him, 
ou i know it's all him

hate to think that our last time could be the last time,
hate you treat me like a past time
said you give me anything i need long as i ask nice
but i needed you last night
tell me if you down for me cause i won't ask twice
hold on to me baby i'm living a fast life
ima keep this love for you until my last life
but that's only if you act right

seven months stuck in my room,
there's not much for me to do, 
so i sit and think of you
and i wonder,
if you'd still do me how you do
if you knew i was needing you 
but i forget you need you too..

seven months ft. lil zubin

ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh

i like you a lot but there's something you must know
every time we get alone and you start moving to close
i look you in the eyes and they tell me you want more
i start slipping out my dress now youre falling through the floor

uh,
now you're falling for me more
this could be a mess so i always cut it short
i'm thinking with my chest and that always ends up wrong
slipping out my dress boy this is 
your last warning 

ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh

now tell me is this what you want?
climbing to your roof at 4 am i just might jump
i don't wanna fall so i hit the ground and run
thinking its your fault but really i dont have the guts

i gotta tell you this too much
but how can i let go when all i wanna do is touch?
look me in the soul tell me if you see the one
or is it all for fun if so boy i need a warning

ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh

i 'ont see the things you see when you see me
i been playing games and you playing for keeps
i would rather never start then have to leave

how can i know if this is real or make believe?
and what if you got tricks up underneath your sleeve?
i never felt love but i heard that it cuts deep

ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh
ahhh, ahhhh, ahhhhhh ooou oh

your last warning

you left a new me,
you left a new dream

when you left i found a new me.
when you left, i found a new dream.
when you left i found a new me.
when you left, i found a new dream.

when you,
you left a new me
you left a new dream
i found a new dream
you left a new me
you left a new dream
i found a new dream
you left, 
and i found a new dream
i found a new me

when you,
i found a new dream
i found a new me
you left, 
you left a new me
you left and i found a new dream,
i found a new me

you left,
you left a new me
i found a new me
when you left, 
i found a new dream

new dreams

me and you (p. keyblayde 808 x 33)

Holy Mountain - 1,000 Times a Day (cover)

unfinished demo we made in 2018

@liquor-cabinet
@lilzubin

father & zubin - nothing but u [prod. nedarb] (2018 demo)

Holy Mountain - Skin/Somethings Different (Prod. Blue Moon Ring)
Wild at Heart Records 2018
https://soundcloud.com/holymountain2015
https://soundcloud.com/bluemoonring

Skin 
Caught me lying- you ignore me, I stop trying. 
Trying to find it - how you could wait so long to say that?

Pain is pain and it all gets boring
People leave and i get nothing
Hard for me to count my blessings - harder for me to learn my lesson

You wanna know what makes me tick so you can get underneath my skin
I wanna know what makes you tick so i can get underneath your skin

Somethings Different
I remember it was dusk out
You came home in tears 
Threw all of your things down - it’s like someones watching me

Is there something wrong with this picture?
Can you explain the difference? 
I’ll just sit there till you get back


I try to concentrate i can’t now
You’re calling out my name
I don’t listen when you cry out
It just sounds like gusts of wind

“Small world that we live in?”
Maybe you just think that - I’ll just sit there till you get back

sunlight heals ft. lil zubin & nev ver

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