Hypercoded Boid

@tropes777
@heartstopmiami
prod me

im the transgender porter robinson... portia robinson

collection ii

dullscythe

rip jd

https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/wrong

https://www.gofundme.com/f/celebrate-the-life-of-jd

jd - suicide tuesday (piano ver.)

keepsake

sixteen millimeter dream sequence (pixie)

(A)module2(2): The protocol re: shutdown.

Produced by @taylor.
Mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells.
Developed, written and performed by 8485.

3cheers [taylor morgan]

breakers (8485 cover)

prod. me

hold me close
hands let go
don't forget my 
face my warmth

where'd you go
I've been searching for hope
on my own
try to backpedal the things I know
hear my call 
through the rain and the snow
are you there?
do you here me at all
it rushes in like tides I
pull and push my heart
beats for you 
as you speak with your eyes
did you feel did you
did you hurt did you

tears dry desiccate your eyes
I heard words you spoke
as you reached as you tried to breathe
deaths doorstep tattered rags are left
everything we once knew
building dust still
can you reach my hand
you stare back
though fields of lilac

break my heart 
disembogue my heartstrings
stay apart
all these lines but I can't see
through the rain as you
share my pain, tremble
through the coldness
envelope the words I missed

try check your pulse
your eyes stay closed
feel your whispers
it still hurts to forget 
all the words that you said
all the words that you

try hold on
still remember
who you are
cause i know you can't
tell me all about those long nights
stories prosaic won't leave my mind
as long as your voice stays with me
it will all be alright
I can hear you just fine

did you love me
do you hear me
did you love me
did you love me

sunset falls as we walk home
laugh through tears as the rain falls
pretend it's alright but I
see your pain it hurts to smile
take a while
lights in your eyes shroud with guile
every step holds regret
leave more behind the closer i get

you
looked so pretty as you held me close
words shared with whispers as we 
danced under the bus stop as rain fell
you told me to trust your hands
your hands round me move me slowly
watch you sway as rain drips down
my cheek smiling as you speak
"it won't ever be like this again"

as I hold your head
hairs wove in my hands
I can't see your face but
I know that you're crying
all the words I said
do you still hear them
and do you remember
all of the small movements we made
as we danced in the suns fade
tripping on our shoes unlaced
every breath warm on my neck
till you can't speak at all

battling with the time as
it fades taking you with
did you feel me love me feel hurt
from my hands 
call you back
it's my fault
lies lay lithe 
feel you cry
as tears hit my
back to nothing
did you want me
cause you won't let go of something I
said then 
did it stay with you
did it hurt did you
cause it hurt me too
i loved you

can't take back the time i spent worrying about it all
overthinking syllables so much until I feel sore
try to think of ways to rewind
all I said

I'll try let go
still stuck in the entresol
it all goes wrong
but you'll be fine without me
it won't be long
just promise you'll come back someday
watch the clouds form overhead me
I know that you'll get the same rainfall
no matter where you are now
like that moment
mists make ghosts of hands that hold me
winds whisper the things you told me
it feels like you'll always be here
but you're gone and 

you hold me with winds feel air surrounding
can't hear your voice but I know that you're trying
all the dreams I had did you believe in them
do you remember all of the feelings that you had
as we danced in the dawns grace
the winds blow shaping movements
every step might be my last
but I can't stop to care
battling with what I said
it hurts thinking bout it
did you feel me love me feel hurt
do you still

isohyet

Messy "fix" of Little Brother, so it's not as flat and somewhat centered. I know that the song is *supposed* to have the low cut but tbh it sounded wrong so yeah.

Little Brother - Single

Venturia Online Support System - Little Brother (EQ Fix)

prod mxtty

im falling into pieces when u look at me that way

falling into pieces

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i'll justify my heart and get the fuck out
i bet that i will never leave my hometown
i bet that i will always let my friends down

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
but maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

is this subjective?
can i reflect this?
will i heal from this?
will i ever leave my hometown?
nothing's ever locked down, oh no

is there or is there not an end?
i've lost all of my closest friends
i've destroyed my environment
now i reap what i sow
and i sit in my room now

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i lost all of my friends because of you now
i don't know what to tell you 'cause i'm too loud
too proud, just go fucking tear me down

do you know what the hell you did?
this is something i have to live with
now i'm getting lost in the bismuth
kismet, i'm all play no business

i've felt okay for the past week
but now i need to fall asleep
it's already 6:30

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
the voices in my head are getting so loud
if you need to come and tear me down
i'll show you this confidence that i found
left hook to your jaw, knock you out
i'll make you hit the concrete in the first round
so fuck around with me and you will find out
i'm not the piece of garbage that you threw out

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
like, maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

(no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now, do now)

GTFO (cut from IKTSLFY, 2020 version)

i love u more than branches love falling

9/10/2024
this sucks bruh
prod @prodkirian & @heyscirpy

idc what u fcking say
u left me dying so my vision is all turning gray
now im feeling very lost im counting all my days
i wish i never trusted u in the first fcking place
i got a glock im counting bullets now
all these bitches they be making fake excuses now
u dont even know me ur just clueless now
putting ur hands on me
yeah, tryna take a glance im so clean
tryna guess a color its all green
im feeling so cold now its all breeze

ive lost my sense of love tryna let it go
no need to tell me, i see visions i alrdy know
just bury me in cold winter in the fcking snow
i feel the heart <3 beating inside like its trying to grow
fuck, im tired of the same shit everyday
problems left n right its the same
gotta smoke that pack its ok
i feel so tired ill go sleep
watch around like a creep
going in so deep
fck around n go find out
get in trouble go start a- (clout now)

(chorus)

breakers (8485 cover)

Kaho Matsui

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