Wrote this song 3 years ago after a series of unfortunate events including a bad break up led to me ending up in the hospital. This song is about battling suicidal ideation and self deprecation 

Lyrics:

I’m falling out of love with myself 
I fucked up 
Nothing can fix the mistakes that I’ve done 
I’m tired of living 
All I do is feel like shit 
I wish this awful life 
I could just quit 
But I can’t 
Because that would be giving up
I gotta prove to myself that I am enough 
But it’s exhausting 
Cause everyone wants me but nobody wants all the problems that haunt me 

I’m tired 
Of having to explain myself 
What’s the point in trying 
When no one wants to help 
It’s not my fucking fault that I got bad mental health 
I do try my best 
But I don’t feel like myself 

I wish someone would see me for me
And not for the demon that haunts my every dream
I just lay in bed, I don’t even sleep
Cause with my eyes closed I’m still not at peace 


Everywhere I go I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everyone I see I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Everywhere  I turn I feel like I’m
Falling out of love 
Falling out of love 

Even in the mirror I feel like I’m 
Falling out of love
Falling out of love 

I’m falling out of love with this world 
There’s no use
The best kinds of people get lives filled w abuse 
It isn’t fair
But there’s nothing I can do
I might as well buy the rope n tie off the noose 
I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough for you
No matter what I did, It always fell through 
You said you’d stay forever but that wasn’t true 
Now I’m screaming you name but there’s nothing you can do

blue

Trap Jump w/ NNK GRAY [prod. ⛧SA♱ANiC+DiAM0NDS⛧]

Lake on Titan

Collab tape with @dxseo

Lyrics
Yeah you all up on my mind, yeah I want you
And yeah shawty bad, but got a attitude
And yeah she be attached like some damn glue
And shawty got me sick like the damn flu

Yeah shawty be bad, she be all up on my mind
I aint gonna waste no more fucking time
I cannot wait gotta make her mine
If she stick around gotta make her my wife

And shawty real bad yeah
Shawty cute and she gotta a lil ass yeah
And I'm about my money bout my bag yeah
And I don't really care I get this cash yeah

So I walk up in the building
Feeling like I'm Goku and you Krillin
Why yo heart so cold, why you chillin
Run up on me then I'm killing ya

But I don't really care tho
Fucking on your bitch yea I pull her hair tho
She a lil thotty never be my main hoe
She a lil thotty pass her to my main bro woah

Yeah I don't really care
Fuck yo bitch yeah yeah I threw her in the air
Yeah I don't really care
fucking on yo bitch yeah I threw her in the air
  
Yeah you all up on my mind, yeah I want you
And yeah shawty bad, but got a attitude
And yeah she be attached like some damn glue
And shawty got me sick like the damn flu

(tali)
I aint gonna waste no more fucking time
Runnin’ up and down all over my mind
Girl when I call don't press decline
Tryna see you yeah baby rewind

Took a nigga bitch, yeah I made her bi
Walk around the mall, all we do is buy
Hit her from the back and I made her say bye
No lil shawty, you can't be my wife

Yeah my crew we in the building (building)
Masked up like some villains (villains)
Sit back you a civilian (‘vilian)
Yeah pussy nigga you aint killing (killing)

888 + 222

Dreamer

Dreamer (w/ dxseo) [prod. Mozz]

Lyrics 😤😤

Standin right back gimme a sec 
Watch I move aye swing wit my tech 
Know they all mad got em all pressed ay 
Come here lil baby lemme nut on yo chest 
Paint a bih up jus like a picture 
Check out my verse bar jus like scripture 
 jus like that bih ay under can’t stand 
Wet a bih up ay slide off my hand 
Knock that bih down ay right on his feet 
Bitin my bars hol up ridin my meat 
It not my fault that you do not compete 
It not my fault that my flow be unique 
It not my fault that my flow be complete 
Yo bar jus be off,  to fast or to slow it don’t matter u soft 
Get off my dick for I jus go an toss 
Stomp a bih out hol up squishy like moss 
Check out my diamond bih flowin like voss 
Less get to work bih twerkin like boss 
Band onna feat said fuck all the costs
Band onna feat said 
Hol up I’m spazzin ay bih I might go 
Cop a new tech bih slide on yo bro 
Coppin a feel ay slide on yo hoe 
Hol up im spazzin ay bih I might go

Dreamer (w/ dxseo) [prod. Mozz]

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