My Love For You

prod. yungspoiler
stream on apple/spotify!!

PITY PARTY

produced by hiraeth


I caught you using what was left of me 
and my god its dumb what you mean to me
And you just can’t see what you did to me
No heart no soul 
Nothing left of me
And my god its embarrassing  
no thoughts just lay til im out of it
Now there’s snow where I used to be
Can’t you see you’ve taken every single part of me

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared
 I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Do you really believe that ? 
you love but its so bad 
And I should’ve seen that
 all i want is is a call back 
but i couldnt show that
now talking is so sad

i miss what we both had
but nothing in love lasts
and i should have known that  

AND MY GOD MY GOD ITS EMBARRASSING

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

alaska

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

LYRICS:
Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

And you've been the same since you were 16
I don't wanna talk, know you'll do it again
And I taste crushed pills when you kiss me
And I heard you on the phone with my best friend
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Cut up one more line when you're in town
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Do you fucking miss me at all?

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

You can ask if you wanna know
You told me to stay, I don't wanna go
Oh, hold on to
What I've got left of you (woah)
It's been too cold out to run around
But I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow
I want you to fall hard and call on me
I'm somebody selfish that you don't need

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

w/ @vito2300 
prod. reesoo

loving you is self harm w/ VITO

Produced by remghost x sanctuary

I REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER THE TIMES I FELT ALIVE

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
baby im a downer you know that, always by myself, 
and im wishing i could go back why you gotta lie
give me some more signs, i really can't remember the times i felt alive

yeah

cus im a downer,  anxiety attack
blacked out fit with a hello kitty backpack
i got my chains on i got my rings on, see
and im a loverboi, you can't afford me

[Verse]
no you can't afford me, i be in the back with a blacked out shorty
yeah she's by my side everytime we fight, i don't wanna fucking cry

and why you gotta do me like that i've been in my head
and im wishing i was dead
i've been all yours i've been playing all your games
you dont even care, baby i swear
fuck you got me all sad 
fuck your love all that shit went bad
i've been on my own all i did is stay at home
now im done, i don't even wanna try no more

[Bridge]
i don't even wanna try no more
cus baby im a downer

[Chorus]
baby im a downer you know that, always by myself, 
and im wishing i could go back why you gotta lie
give some me more signs, i really can't remember the times i felt alive

yeah

cus im a downer,  anxiety attack
blacked out fit with a hello kitty backpack
i got my chains on i got my rings on, see
and im a loverboi, you can't afford me

Biteki びてき

anxiety attack (prod. remghost x sanctuary)

Thank you for listening 

Up on Biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4l_ptPX81cc

prod @farhantnvr (tnvr)
shoutout @alainite for doing this with me <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34vu4Kivb68ZLd2VNiP7rD
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/staying-on-pace-feat-alainite/1506440458?i=1506440459

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Art by unosaki
www.instagram.com/unosakichan

// Verse 1
Well, March comes in like a lion, still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, Yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

// Verse 2
Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, my mind it melts in the clouds
Can't find myself in the crowd
And sometimes yeah I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

// Bridge
No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

// Chorus
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

SPOTIFY

Staying On Pace w/ Alainite (Prod. TNVR)

send me to rehab

send me to rehab feat. Nicolas Sales

<3
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