Myheartishurting (kuriyai)

a cry on deaf ears #skins

han2k15 - Isolation prod violet

i noticed (adrien)

backxster - understood w/nicky (revert rewind)

be together </3 w/ vin0 (revert + rewind)

backxster - out of here (rewind yashio)

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

i was so in love with you prod keepsake

I know you cared about me 
This bottles gots me drowsy 
And I’m drowning in this pain 
I don’t feel good today 
Gotta try my best today 
I feel so bad that u feel that way 
You look at me 
I don’t know what to say 
Feel so stuck trynna make a way 
Hate it so much can you take me away 
Turnt your back idk why 
Look Inside the mirror I just wanna die 
Im over this why do I even try 
I can’t picture you with another guy 
Then I smoke my pain away I get high 
Retail therapy I get fly 
Then I smoke my brain away I get fried 
Tryn talk im asking god why 
Don’t make sense why’d you lie 
Shit don’t make sense 
I’ve been crying all day 
I just that we could be together always 
Back then hold your hand in the hallway 
When u come my way can u plz stay

@monocryy

it’s a replay 
i just wanna go, wanna go away
kisses on your hand i hate today
and i like everything your face
and i want my life back 
i could care less about that
i dont want you to talk to me like
like im fucking crazy
everybody hates me that is okay 
you want me dead and that is okay 
such a shame
such a shame
take me back, take me back 
im selfish and stupid and wrong
oh mckel, baby

feel that way w/ mckel (rewind)

Burnthecity.m4a

[Intro]
South Texas sunrise, new air in my lungs
I came from the cold with a vision and a pulse
City lights low, but my aim stay up
I’m not here to watch, I’m here to level up

[Verse 1]
Moved near the launch roads, dust on my shoes
Quiet little nights, big-time moves
I’m the kind that won’t fold when the pressure get rude
Built from grit, I don’t need an excuse
I don’t just dream, I blueprint
Mind like a lab, heart like a engine
I see tomorrow in the way I’m livin’
Turn hard days into high-end vision
I’m not a copy, I’m a first draft
I’m not a follower, I make the map
If you want bold ideas with a clean last lap
I’m that bet you place when you want it to last

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m watchin’ the sky like it owe me a sign
But I don’t wait on fate, I just line up my time
I want a badge, not a handout
Let me in the room, I’ll expand it

[Chorus]
I’m right by the stars, yeah I chose this coast
Tryna be the mind you remember the most
I’m built for the future, I’m ready to post
Workin’ for the dream, not the clout or the ghost
I didn’t move here to play it safe
I didn’t come here to know my place
I came to add to the next big wave
Put my name where the skyline shakes

[Verse 2]
I’m the late-night thinker with the early-day drive
Every setback taught me how to stay alive
I got ideas that scale, I got plans that survive
I’m the calm in the storm when the deadline arrive
I’m not loud with it, I’m locked in
Real-world proof, not just talkin’
Give me a problem, I start walkin’
Turn a rough draft into a top option
I know the world need builders with backbone
People who can see past the capstone
I’m the one that’ll grind with the lights low
Till the whole team feel that cyclone

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m watchin’ the sky like it owe me a sign
But I don’t wait on fate, I just line up my time
I want a badge, not a handout
Let me in the room, I’ll expand it

[Chorus]
I’m right by the stars, yeah I chose this coast
Tryna be the mind you remember the most
I’m built for the future, I’m ready to post
Workin’ for the dream, not the clout or the ghost
I didn’t move here to play it safe
I didn’t come here to know my place
I came to add to the next big wave
Put my name where the skyline shakes

[Bridge]
I got scars from the chapters they never will read
But I kept that fire and I kept that speed
If you need someone hungry but steady with lead
I’m the kind of mind that the big plans need
I don’t fear the climb, I respect the height
I don’t chase the hype, I perfect the fight
I don’t want the moment, I want the life
Where the work meets the sky and it all takes flight

[Final Chorus]
I’m right by the stars, yeah I chose this coast
Tryna be the mind you remember the most
I’m built for the future, I’m ready to post
Workin’ for the dream, not the clout or the ghost
I didn’t move here to play it safe
I didn’t come here to know my place
I came to add to the next big wave
Put my name where the skyline shakes

[Outro]
South Texas nights, big eyes, big plans
I’m not just a fan, I’m a future-hand
When the world looks up, I want mine in the scan
I didn’t just move here
I came to build what’s next

Im Right by the Stars

Walk

be together </3 w/ vin0 (revert + rewind)

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