backyard beetle - live this life (prod. not so)

lyrics:

I walk inside of this venue like its the return of the Jedi
They said the studio need me I told em to book me a red eye
Mean muggin in the club my vision could cook u a rib eye
Plenty holes that I’d dug but still couldnt find me a hill where I could die

Maybe its just my luck
Guess im here and im stuck
She look at me while im counting this paper to check if im giving a fuck
Yea I couldnt care if I tried
I couldnt care if u cried
If there’s a way to make money when dead then I couldn’t care if I died
In a big old Bentley truck
I keep a qp of weed in the trunk
Pull out the bong pull out the runtz
Pull out the papers I roll me a blunt
Fuck it im pouring it up
It get dark inside of this mud
Pinkity drink Starbucks
I cannot the bottom of cups
My bitch look like barbie uh
Plus I could hit it whenever I want
If I come thru this function
u would see me with the army

I walk inside of this venue like its the return of the Jedi
They said the studio need me I told em to book me a red eye
Mean muggin in the club my vision could cook u a rib eye
Plenty holes that I’d dug but still couldnt find me a hill where I could die

Maybe thats how it goes
Maybe its just the rows
If u see the blade come out u already been exposed

jedi (evan white x jayden)

backyard beetle - too close for comfort v2 (prod. cxrter + irby)

unrest

lyrics:

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna track

Me and jabari are back im seeing the wav its under attack
Girl dont be like that cause u know that im busy im writing on smack
I tuck my blunt in my hat and I hop in the buick and push it down flat
I cant be here all the time I know that u dripping ill hit when im back
I pop out in something thats way too clean to be in his budget
I walk by and this Kush smell something just like blueberry muffins
I smoke cause I love it my bitch love it too who doesn’t
Bari and I just dropped it put us right back in discussion
she like how the fabric feel she like the lv buttons
I like how this steering feel and I like the way its cutting
I cant find my phone but really Im waiting till it stop buzzing
I dont know what to say right now and im better off saying nothing
So Fall into me
Before my heart dies
U could get me right I just know it baby
Lean into me
And for the last time
Whisper in my ear how I own it baby

So Take me on my word I know its worthless as of late
And Just like you im struggling to find purpose in this state
Now Im lighting blunts in the venue I carry my pain on my back like a jersey im wearing my brand
U heard what I said but ill say it again I just pop on the stage and im laying my hand down

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna tr-

league of problem solvers (jabarionthebeat x haze x natemorgan)

lyrics:

Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
Ok swap the phones lets see how sad u get
I take my shit home first then get it off my chest
Its too much stress
Im inside my head just trying to fight my chest
83 floors up these worries hurt me less
On rainy nights I take my deepest breaths
This is the last time that I call u back
Oh u know Its nothing but land mines in this thread of texts
She tell me she promise ill get mine but what’s left to get
Im beaten down to fine pulp and its nothing left
But once again its all my fault and I sweep the mess
On late nights I could feel time stall as I roll this blunt
I take this puff and sit to watch night fall as I slowly numb
All this pain I feel tell me that im the only one who feel it
Im always the highest in the room tonight im highest in the building
Still I couldnt feel it I need something that just might kill me
Its hot in here too hot I dont get how the walls aint peeling
I look up from my phone expecting mist to line the ceiling
Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
I stopped with tolerance breaks and started thinking less
Cause These drugs will line my feelings like a teflon vest
I got some years left in me before it can catch up yet
So what’s next
Im just a walking shell I work and I do my best
You finally here zombieland well more or less
We all lost the shine we had some years ago we just exist
Pattern work has overcome everything that I used to know
The cloud is hugged like a wedding ring to my daily rows
My voice is killed as its leaving me and im overlooked
It would take the ear of a diety to be understood
This one page of many im not going anywhere
U could hear my voice get carried swiftly thru the air
My reeboks got sewage on em this the second pair
And id try to ask for help but I dont like the way they stare

swap the phones (jabarionthebeat x kuji)


If I die tomorrow im scorching the earth
I need some oujia boards up in that hearse
Cause im coming back and im hurting u first

I wear these lenses that cover my bloodshot eyes
I wrap this blunt and I pull in to park at the venue and im already fried
Its me and my mind like
I feel the temperature rising in here
I feel myself getting higher in here
Im way too geared to be catching a vibe in here  
Lately its no where to hide in here lets go
I could’ve been like 
I couldve been like 6’10
With the way that im squeezing inside of this Benz
Its only two seats I dont got any friends
I pull the brake and I whip the corner
Feel the rubber let go on the brick and mortar
 im doing alright for a pot smoker
This wood in my hand need a fire poker
I roll this paper up under the Kush inside it making my body numb lets go 
Im tryna fuck u I promise I aint leaving until that whole body hum
That table got resin clumps
I rip the bong and I need me some oxygen
Like pronto Im flying im dodging the pot holes
This pill in me making my eyes close
My phone just adjusted the time zone
Im in a 747 thats over the ocean
Im going over the bro code
And I come to find that u filled up with dirty emotions 
I couldnt worry about who had got me I knew u forever but what is it worth
If u do me dirty they doing me worse
I need his blood to be soaking his shirt
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure
Every time I reach out I just get my arm smacked lets go
25 shows im leaving the tarmac lets go
I rock this shit and I dont need no guitar strap lets go
And I miss home so much but this just life on the road
Really my baby im losing my grip I took too many pills now im gonna be sick
I see a camera im breaking the lens no flash photos I shouldn’t here
How much I take of this shit in a year
Cant be too much cause im standing right here
I just dont think of my habits enough
Im already dead so what’s one more cup
Maybe u got in my head if it wasn’t for u than I would’ve been dead
I got this back and forth here in this lead
Im turning the carpet and drapery red
And really if nobody got me I got me but I would prefer if u stayed on my side
I got some problems thats trouble to hide
And u like the only person I confide in
Cause when it all falls down ill be somewhere in the dust
Baby lay that hand down cause I see right thru the bluff
They saying its no escape now cause I checked
Its locked down and were next 
So speak ur mind with ur chest
There’s no point saving ur breath
Firing mortars u gotta choose if u fight or just hide in the back of the corner
Planning my torture I see a car out my house and I know its an enemy soldier
Baby im losing my shit I could see in my future im deep in a ditch
Ok hold up now I gotta piss
I pour again but I darken the mix I darken the mix
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure

LEAK6 (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x skipa)

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Soon as I finish work ill be there 10 ill make it happen
I cant help but stay up thru this night im off a gram of magic
Every time we fight I gotta tell myself u never mean it
I cant help but sleep as soon I mix my cup and see it bleeding
I cant help but sleep as soon as I do my cup and see it bleed
Its too hot in here im tryna recoup but I count breath
I fucked up the dose and now the drugs alone controlling me
I need u to lift me up and try to put back the soul in me
I got 20 bucks in the pocket of my diesel jeans
Im just tryna do whatever I could to be wanted
I could buy a deeg and relax while u holding me
Never in my life did I think id be a zombie
Marks on my hands I think doomsday upon me
Burns on my back scratch marks on my face
I got bruises on my waist but im still so cocky
Could u Help me with my heart cause I cant tell the bad apart from the good
Anymore
And even if I could would I wanna know which one I am

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Its racks on my head she wrapped round my head oh no
U got me in a headlock baby
If u couldnt wait how the fuck I stand a chance on my own
Its hard when half the people here hate me
Its good having shoulders around u until its elbows
U tryna take it left I know u tryna take it where I dont wanna go
U keep tryna take it personal and that game plan is starting get old
Im in the basement and im starting grow mold
I been here forever what’s a couple nights more
Ill keep waiting here and until im part of this floor
She reach over to feed and I just watch the blood pour

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

luvbitez (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x vogomusic)

backyard beetle - with you w/ lil angle (demo)

in my mind (feat. itsfromage, Saint Michael)

i can take it all away

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 