ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｕｓｋ　ｅｒｏｄｅｓ，　ｏｒ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｅｔｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ

produced by @cartermetro & @gualabeatz

hey, 
workng on a lot; it's been difficult to come by many things lately, 
but i'm really trying to get there
thank you so much for all your support
thank you so much for listening
thank you for being here
take care of yourselves
i love you
drink water 

i don't wanna lose the emotion
i don't wanna sweep it under the floor
'kay girl fuel that substance
like, somehow it knows you need something more
i don't wanna feel real love yet
'cauese love ain't love, it's knowing your core
and i know you know that you're running
better shape up 'fore you keep that

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird

when my neck goes stiff i try to stretch it
get some leverage into heaven
seen a lot of angry faces, disappointed my decisions
cold bed, lost friends, time spent just forgetting
sharp pains, dull fate; stimulate the seven senses

oh my, don't cry, feel fine that you're falling (2x)

fuck time killed over cheap thrills
like wine spills for some dopamine
i still that i'm unreal, so i choose to be who i wanna be
not swept up like room dust, when it turns dusk and i can't see
how i once felt, if i did well, for the person who had wanted me

never really know if it's a drill
am i really dying? wish i'd know that
write it all on the will
this windowsill really goes back
when all i had was to heal
now all i have is to collapse
coffee cans over pills
hands quake from the cold blast

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

40 minutes pass uh
hot water still rolls off of back yo
never can relax, i
step out the moment the feeling retracts
now i feel in mass
got nowhere to go, so i'm making a track
easy as that
you know that you feel it so fade in the grass

neither fight or flight 'cause i'm aware of my abilities
i'll chalk it up until the dusk erodes or finally gets to me
i guess we tend to trust in what we fight for
but don't let a road become an eyesore
open up your mental, persevere and take a dip
just because you weren't there, it doesn't mean they ain't exist
i create to stimulate when no one's there to fill me in
'cause when your home's a hollow body, i could a little pinch, so

we can probably make it work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect your worth
(worth) 2x
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i am just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

cans [prod. cxrter x gualabeatz]

at least i know you'll move on (eric godlow)

she said something ain't right, right
cause i won't give her my time, time
sorry but i gotta write write
and make music all night night  

baby i can't stop with a grind 
standing still would make me wanna die
like a drug i need it all the time 
only thing running around in my mind
in the thick of it no ksi 
i was born like this idk why
i record do shit and i rewind 
i guess that sums up my all life 	

i might be stupid 
overthinking about all the shit i ruined
it's 1 am im gettin there

she says i'm stupid
overthinking about life and what im doin
it's 3 am and i'm here again

she said something ain't right, right
cause i won't give her my time, time
sorry but i gotta write write
and make music all night night  


she said sum ain't right (cxrter)

backyard beetle - too close for comfort v2 (prod. cxrter + irby)

produced by rrarebear & lxst boy

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
Paper planes, through your window
Notes I wrote in colored pencil
I would change anything for you

Paper planes, through your window
Notes I wrote in colored pencil
I would change anything for you
Take away, this heart of tinfoil
Big mistakes, I'm making up for
Everything, I'd do it all for you

And don't
Say you're not strong enough
Cause I know God is working on the both of us
And it shows
I can feel your voice vibrating my bones
When you sing while you dance in my coat
Oh, girl you look so beautiful
Perfect timing, almost like you were a miracle
I was made for you

Paper planes, through your window
Notes I wrote in colored pencil
I would change anything for you
Take away, this heart of tinfoil
Big mistakes, I'm making up for
Everything, I'd do it all for you

(KID E$s)
Folding my papers, I made a crane
Look, ripped out pages
I'll sing the same hook
Over and over
Hate when I'm sober
Love when I'm high, but I hate when it's over
Love that you hate me, loved in a daydream
Fall in a spaceship, fall in a grave thing
Living life with my eyes, love-frozen
I'll be filling planes, last thrown up from

(Lxst Boy)
Paper planes, through your window
Notes I wrote in colored pencil
I would change anything for you
Take away, this heart of tinfoil
Big mistakes, I'm making up for
Everything, I'd do it all for you

Paper planes, through your window
Notes I wrote in colored pencil
I would change anything for you
Take away, this heart of tinfoil
Big mistakes, I'm making up for
Everything, I'd do it all for you

Paper Planes w/ KID E$s

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

Wake Up w/ Brecken

elevator w/ lovematt & junkai

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

cover of brecken's "sorry company"
it's been stuck in my head for like a month now

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please don't leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadn't let me go   

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we don't have much time
let me look back in your eyes
always had thought you loved me
now i'm just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find, but tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasn't the worst time 
no that wasn't the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
that's really all that i did

sorry company (cover)

Produced by Lxst Boy & Late Night Tones

-lyrics-

I stare at the walls and think about what they have seen
I missed all your calls, purposely, now leave me be
How are you so quick to apologize? (I'm sorry)
I felt so sick when it came to light
Now the memory falls, drifting down like autumn leaves

You've torn my heart
You've torn my heart

I stare at the clock, ticking down to melodies
The burned out wood, wounded from your kerosene
How are you so quick to burn me down?
You were my world till you locked me out
I picked up your call, now watch me bleed, you need to see

You've torn my heart
You've torn my heart
Say it's all my fault and take it back so you can breathe
You've torn my heart

Driftwood

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

backyard beetle - too close for comfort v2 (prod. cxrter + irby)

backyard beetle

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