I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Hello hello hello!
You can’t stay outta my fuckin mind

Bury my soul tonight and find more ways just to end my life 
(to end my life, to end my life)

Waste my life writing stupid love songs 
Gotta gather my head until I choose to drop dead 

Combatting true life stories and write them in pen 

I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Hello hello hello!
You can’t stay outta my fuckin mind

Bury my soul tonight and find more ways just to end my life 
(to end my life, to end my life)

I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Valley Of A Broken Heart [+ splashgvng]

i hate that this is the first thing i am posting on my return HAHAHAH

Lyrics

tie me up when we fuck
babygirl you're my drug
i like her eyes and her face
oh please control when i c-
I like her bonds in my face
she tell me look but dont taste
i answer yes to my mistress
i wish she'd be my missus

i think my time soon to come
still got her taste on my tongue
satisfying my lust
but don't expect that it's love

she making me beg
she on the attack
it's making me squirm how she tease me her ass
god i'm still shaking
and i can't erase it
but it's been an hour n i mewl like a cat
i need it so bad—
she ride me so good that i'm needin a cast
i'm in the function but don't got a pass
shiss gettin old
and i hope that you know
if this keeps on
don't know if we'll last

she make me beg her forgiveness
she make me beg her forgiveness

bonds

made with: @breckenford and @yagirlbunny

lyrics:

yung bunn <3

[koba]

and if im being honest
i don’t got nobody to talk to
and if im being honest
i dont want nobody else but you

so what’s your number
tell me, what’s your number?
all my friends saying
“koba, you should call him”
say i love you
im so fucking tired

@miserygxrden baby
we on the moon baby

[FØRD]

lemme be honest i been goin crazy
you gave me a promise and you left me so baby
lemme tell you everything thats goin on
took time out my day and every day you made me walk

honestly im stuck standing in shock still
were we meant to be together girl jus be fr
every night im sitting here and you make me feel
like i dont even matter girl just tell me whats the deal
whats the deal
tell me whats the deal
its so surreal
cause i been skippin meals
its so familiar the way you 

put me in my feels

[koba]

and if im being honest
i don’t got nobody to talk to
and if im being honest
i dont want nobody else but you

so what’s your number
tell me, what’s your number?
all my friends saying
“koba, you should call him”
say i love you
im so fucking tired

@miserygxrden baby
we on the moon baby

if i'm being honest w/ brecken

when the night tears

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when the night tears feat. AVXiD (prod. yunnygoldz & woahsxda)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bJh1YQSw6Rk94DK3hiNtG?si=EPAP1Mm1SuKkJY954x3qkg

https://linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

lyrics:

(I know how we'd end,
right from the beginning
i waited at the bus stop,
just hoping you'd get home)

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

this can't be our last day
there can't be another way
i'm holding on for you to stay
don't know what i'd do,
nor would i know what to say if i,

lost you and you never could come back again
without you i don't even know what's happening
as you slip i can feel my world crashing in
i love you and you don't even know the half of it

so don't fall, hold on
i swear that i'll do everything i have to do
cause you're all that i want
and if you let go i'm jumping after you

i just needed you to know,
i won't ever let you go
i just needed you to know,
i won't let you die alone

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

lifeline [metlast]

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

bby ik that its hard

prod. jascoebeats
@beeanieboyy

baby fuckin break me
tell me how u hate me
tell me everything i need to hear
and drive me crazy
i know that ur wasted
i know that u hate me
i know that u
i know that u love me so embrace it
 
baby u can break me
and tell me how u hate me
baby tell me where u wanna go cuz i can take u
i know i made mistakes
i can fix them i can make it better for us
would u like that 

blunt smoke trees fade
eyes red bleed grey
green out green up
cash flow dont stop
big head big whip
pink slip wrist slit
fast car new kicks
nascar new bitch

look at my wrist
look at the time
i gotta run
look at my fit
all black ripped jeans thats whats up
fuck what you told me thats bull shit

baby fuckin break me
tell me how u hate me
tell me everything i need to hear
and drive me crazy
i know that ur wasted
i know that u hate me
i know that u
i know that u love me so embrace it

baby u can break me
tell me how u hate me
baby tell me where u wanna go cuz i can take u
i know i made mistakes
i can fix them i can make it better for us
would u like that

blunt smoke trees fade 
eyes red bleed grey
green out green up
cash flow dont stop
big head big whip
pink slip wrist slit
fast car new kicks
nascar new bitch

beanie - shadow (safeatlast cover)

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

Lyrics- Written by me
Produced by- @eric-godlow
Here is a link to Eric Godlow YouTube channel-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRpkcYps82PdSo0tK5rEIPA

lyrics
what we going to do now
what we going to do now
what we going to do now
what we going to do now

yeah like what we going to do now
one more step ill push you right to the ground
you know that silence is always my favorite sound

what we going to do now
yeah im cornered and i really can not get around

and im scared now 
so i take out my blade and i cut em down

and i cut em down
ive been around 
yea ive been around 
oh no

backyard beetle - what are we going to do (prod. eric godlow)

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - what are we going to do (prod. eric godlow)

backyard beetle

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