man i love your lyricism and your singing is fire

*artwork photographed and edited by me

lyrics - written and recorded by backyard beetle
produced by - @8rokeboy
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
www.youtube.com/channel/UCuceee6d…qtiA3MaA/featured

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spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/7Kmx3CsboLQGgQRrmQimz5

lyrics:
yeah im going outside and it really shows
sun beams shine down on my clothes 
i took care of all my foes
now im out here just checking my phone
ok
new message imma read that aye
you aint even allowed to be here ok
get outta here get out of my way

let me do my thing 
i dont want to stay
ive been out here thinking of a thousand ways
might just change myself and just change my name
thinking of these ways to avoid this fate
cause i always know that its out for me
you don't really want to know what's out for me
monsters 
yeah im talking demons
i been doing this forever so you already know i got a reason

people just change like the seasons 
you can only hope for a reason

shooting this fire right out of dental
you don't want to know what comes out of my mental 
everything in my thoughts gets brewed up in this kettle
i'm shooting my shot like i'm shooting my metal

let me do my thing 
i dont want to stay
ive been out here thinking of a thousand ways
might just change myself and just change my name
thinking of these ways to avoid this fate

let me do my thing 
i dont want to stay
ive been out here thinking of a thousand ways
might just change myself and just change my name
thinking of these ways to avoid this fate

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - my own thing v1 [demo] (prod. 8rokeboy)

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

[verse]

I’m terrified, in the light I die inside 
Switch lanes I cry inside
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
I been lost my mind I’m tryna find it 
Hide behind walls I’m frightened 
Closing all doors I’m blinded by my 
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
Blinded by you ooh (sky’s)
You ooh, you ooh  
Now I look towards the sky’s 
Beauty disguise 
See the truth through the lies
Beautiful blue sky’s 
I show you I show you things 
Show you I show you things

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

generation by generation i lose value (feat. wokely) (quinnin)

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

cxrter & lullabyboy - one day (feat. VITO) (prod. cxrter x flesh)

SC3N3 G1RL (feat. @rejectcore.mp3)

letters

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

ghost

july w/ kiddamo

Hey guys sorry it’s been a while, we apologise for the mix all platforms soon tho love you all -AIE <333

lyrics:

we're building sandcastles yours is bigger than mine 
sludge sea salt hands hurting from the ocean breeze high tide 
can you merge your wall with mine 
build a kingdom where we'll hide 
in a pit of sand from your dad when he kicks it down I sigh 

we're building cities in the sand 
I accidentally knock your hand on it 
and it all came crumbling down 
I am no construction man but I can do just what I can 
grab the bucket of sand 
let's get into it 
dust my Jean shorts off and my flannel too 
let's rebuild what we started girl 
don't blame me I'm not perfect for you 
but I'm tryna make it up to you 
but it's really up to you

SandCastles (mackk)

@yagirlbunny

Lyrics:

What'chu know about it?
you don't even make sense
Roll another blunt
just so I can deal with it
There's something in my bud
but I'll smoke another spliff
Laced with fentanyl
this gon' be my last hit

What's up, got bands
bitch, I want it all
Die young
bump Peep at my funeral
Pour a cup
you gon' need it when I leave this world
Leave you all behind
except my boys
We with the reaper

(@theraevyn)

I remember after the fall
I don't see you here
I don't see you at all
I miss you, my dear
My knife cuts through it all
Blood leaking onto the floor
My body drop and I'm cold

When you forget my face
I'll be in heaven at the gates
On the other side where the angels sing
I hope you come back to me <3

the fall (prod. YUNGBUNN)

my time

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - my own thing v1 [demo] (prod. 8rokeboy)

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