Lyrics:

Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now it’s done will I ever find another one?
With a knife in my back I am holding on
And everything that we once were fighting for
Is burned up, all gone and I’m on the floor

We used to kick it in the summers at my pops place
You made me red velvet cake at my birthday
I still go down to our place and it still hurts
I wonder if you still got my Mayday Parade merch

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now I’ve moved all the way to the other side
I wake up in the morning, got me a life
And yeah, I try to be happy but I’m hella tired
Nowadays I’m just hoping I’mma be alright

You know I still run up to that hilltop
To see the view of the place where we grew up
It’s messed up cus they building like a city
On the fields where we used to kiss, pretty

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

thank u for listening <3

Locked Inside

Byepolar

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nobody can tell

produced by splashgvng
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

a love letter i’ll never send (splashgvng)

Written by Senzu 
Also Written by Pending3d
Mix Mastered and Engineered by Senzu
Produced by Miller

Uncertainty (Miller)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

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poltergeist

backyard beetle - them w/ lxst boy (prod. cxrter + dianasty)

we could stay awake for a million years
after imma break through a million tears
but you won’t look back
and i don’t even know how you do it
no i don’t know
but you won’t look back

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
no i look back

i wish i told you that i love you 
told you that i need you 
my heart is beating fast 
everytime that i see you 
smoking weed to forget you 
and i’m drinking way too much
missed therapy again 
i’m at the point of giving up 
driving fast on the highway 
with tears in my eyes 
think about all the times 
i promised you i will try 
and  i don’t what has changed 
and i don’t what to do
it’s getting hard to let you go 
i’m still not over you

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
and i look back

i wanna hold your hand 
in the pouring rain 
i wanna hold you close 
when i go insane 
and even though i tried 
nothing really changed 
i’m not really mad 
cuz who am i to blame 
i wanna find peace 
but theres nothing left
the way you look at me 
it makes me so depressed 
i can only imagine the way your feeling now 
i can only imagine cuz you’r not here right now 

and after all the times we searched forever
i always thought we would end up together
and i look back
even though you never gonna look back
and i look back

never gonna look back (w svmp & gavriel)

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Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - them w/ lxst boy (prod. cxrter + dianasty)

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