prod. cxrter

Prod. Ryini Beats

https://open.spotify.com/album/6g99YaIkXS9B1iBeMWE0q2?si=f734407593734aa7

[Chorus]
How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna feel like I'm okay anymore
Writing bops when I'm sad
Feeling like I'm men in back
Trynna rap, i got no flow
And I dont wanna feel like this
Cuz I know that you dont really love me anymore

And how can I feel okay
When I am so afraid, that you'll come back and I think of you


It's hard to love me, yeah baby i know
I got no one that I call my own
Just need somebody to hold me more close

How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

how can i feel okay?

lyrics:
I'm pickin up the broken glass this time
seekin back these moments to rewind
feelin they were stolen insight
but I wanna relive them inside
i'm pickin up the broken glass this time
seeking back these moments to rewind
feeling they were stolen insight
but I wanna relive them inside

here I am fallin down without you
while I'm lost in time
here I am caught all up on my knees
as I cry
cause I knew that this day would come I was so fine I
looked far back in the rearview as were drivin
saw you pack all your things I was so silent
solemn for you while I was left quiet

i'm pickin up the broken glass this time
seekin back these moments to rewind
feelin they were stolen insight
but I wanna relive them inside
i'm pickin up the broken glass this time
seekin back these moments to rewind
feelin they were stolen insight
but I wanna relive them inside

if all is lost but were piecin our love I know
that I can go pick up my line and call your phone
i just need to cool and breathe
oh

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broken glass

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Lyrics¬

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

So hold me tight
tell me bout the things you like
And lets do this together
Ill take care of you forever i dont mind
keep you warm in stormy weather its alright
Never know how to react, when, we fight
but we always work it out by the night

And i looooooove you
and i cant help my-jealousy
But ill take care of it
if you take care of me

And i know
That of
Everyone
You know the most
I get too attached and i hurt myself 
On loving those
That care for me the most
And i still dont know how
To control
My feelings all
Emotions overflow

i cant stay afloat
heartbreak overdose
Wondering what to do 
and where to go
Only god could know

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

a thousand times (iof)

nights like these (prod. brody)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

backyard beetle - them w/ lxst boy (prod. cxrter + dianasty)

Written by Senzu
Mixed Mastered and Engineered by Senzu
Produced by Giovanni

Deadshot (Giovanni)

Love you jxsie <3
Other platforms: linktr.ee/KianoMusic
Instagram: www.instagram.com/kiano.fernandes/

lyrics:
Now I see the tears in your eyes
Only live one life
Only get one try
Thank God that you're alive

But your life's cut short
Cuddle in your arms when we're sittin' on a porch
Cancer in the chest, you've been bleedin' out slowly
Now I listen to your heart more closely

Da da
It's such a beautiful sound
It's the sound of your heart as it beats and it pounds
Like da da
Such a beautiful soul
Yeah, I wished that you'd stay so that we could grow old

Da da I'm just happy that your heart beats
Da da I just gotta let your heart speak
Da da yeah, I love when it sings like
Da da da da dowww

Da da
It's such a beautiful sound
It's the sound of your life as it flows all around
Like da da
Yeah, I'm happy that you're here with me
Lay in the shade of the trees in the ground

Let's live our life in a year
Do the kind of things that you dreamed of
Picture this
Getting married by the sea love
Feel the warmth of a
Spring season

But we never saw it happen
Lay my head upon your casket
We could live our lives
Like we never lived before

And I start to cry
I just can't move on saw my life in your eyes
Now you're living in the sky
Never wanna say goodbye

But I said it
Just three simple words that broke my heart
But I said it
And lemme say it again like
I
Love
You

Da da

Echoing Heartbeat <3 (jxsie beats)

tell me to fall and i will

Titre : pluggnb x new wave.exe
Artiste : yungchil

pluggnb x new wave.exe est une plongée sonore haletante, où yungchil fusionne les mondes du PluggnB et du New Wave avec des touches d’EmoPlugg, pour créer un univers à la fois froid, mélancolique, mais intensément humain.


Tracklist : 

1 - S0M3T1M3S (Prod By Yungchil x ProdByOtrich)
2 - ET JE T3 PROM3T... (Prod By Youngmesa)
3 - J'L3R3C0NN4IS (Prod By Ilysean)
4 - PR3M1ER B4ISER (Prod By NightigerXO)
5 - 2F33TS1ND4BLU3S (Prod By NightigerXO)
6 - WHYY0US0M4D (Prod By NightigerXO)

J'L3R3C0NN4IS (Prod By Ilysean)

Drungabræður - Saga Unglings

I love you so much. I wish things didn't have to turn out this way.

Mixed and Mastered by Dan Kjellberg
Produced by @prod-trash
Singing Vocals: @nicoledollanganger

Sophia (Prod. ＴＲＡ＄Ｈ)

Sophia ft. Nicole Dollanganger (Prod. ＴＲＡ＄Ｈ)

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

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