shit why am i just barely hearing ab this

CRY4H3LP demo (prod niles forester and alex oso)

backyard beetle - top left screen w/ dedamin (prod. xvn)

long may she reign!

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by eric godlow

-lyrics-
if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

sewerperson, eric godlow - its over. you can go home (lxst boy cover)

produced by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-

late nights when the sun goes down
i can take you back to your house
or maybe we can run away and leave this town
find a city in the stars, look down

at the world we left behind 
no one misses us, we’re fine
just find the light inside 
let it lead the way

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

man, i gotta focus
can’t wander through the forest alone
i get so scared when you hang up the phone
i can’t see clear but you are my home
a cottage in the woods as we talk about
￼
the world we left behind 
no one misses us, we’re fine
just find the light inside 
let it lead the way

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

Out the Door w/ brecken, Cxrter, backyard beetle, kobayami, Dysphoric, & A Distant Voice

are you awake?
(are you awake?)
she said don’t call me so late
(she said don’t call me so late)
cause i don’t wanna know
if i’m
not yours
not yours

are you awake? (eeryskies)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/H34VCsKB-LU?si=SPS1DPDgo66C6ok3

lyrics ⬇️ (raw vocals)

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
maybe its just my condition keepin me from all my dreams
momma jus trust me if i was addicted i would be flooded with beans
life gettin harder out here but ima keep balancin on the beam
stupid crishendo makin me feel like i dont got nowhere to be
i dont got doors anymore cuz my parents do not trust me
and now i can hear the whole house
& it’s getting harder to sleep

yea but i get it i broke all my vows
never told you what this was about
it comes from the heart i dont gotta shout
just listen to words that come out my mouth

i know your not proud
but what should i do
it tears me apart you look in my eyes and dont got a clue
happy on the outside 
but sufferin in
i always wondered what it feels like on the other side of this

look at me like I failed 
maybe its cuz i did
and mom im sorry that i bailed
i really wish i didn’t
i know you think we feel different
but really often its the same
Ik i need a lot of shiftin
I know i need to feel shame
honestly i got a sickness

never grew up in the trenches
but i was out hoppin the fences 
knew what is bad and 
knew where the best is
its hard to tefrain
Im sorry im tempted
ill never go back i dont feel the same
My life is dependin
i get tbrough pain 
by lookin above
i dont need drugs i just need god
hes riddled with love

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
did i say 16
matterfact meant to say 13
when i was 13 my brother had hand me my first spliff

i Thought it was great i filled up my plate
then it went wrong i sat at the pond 
and hit out the bong 
made a mistake
might be late 
way to late to go on
i wanted to stop i wnated to drop all the feelings i caught
but they all caught ahold of me
“i couldnt do it”- bologna  
you cant just stick to it partially gotta get rid of all of it
gotta make sure its gone
gotta make sure its out
dont need no bong
touchin my mouth

letter to my loved ones (yunnygoldz)

no split pills (prod. by @astarte)

Past That (ft.Rose)

[prod.lord135]


EP w/ @lacedgod in da makin yurr

callme2see w/ lacedgod

never give up


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musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - top left screen w/ dedamin (prod. xvn)

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