Cray Sh*t FT. S.U.M.G

Do Or Diamonds

A song expressing the distance between me and my mom

Look Back

One of the three last tracks I recorded as Psycho Child. This was recorded three years ago so i decided to release these tracks as a final encore for Psycho Child.

-Wes Kyle

I'm Back

Hate On Me

Who I Am

psychoMenace (Damenace & Psycho Child)

You look at me just like forget it
But how can I ever forget it
And maybe its just that you're reading me wrong 
But really I don't think you get it 
The texts in the messages I never sent 
No, I don't wanna hurt you 
But I, did it again and again 
Because I just keep freaking out
Kicking my feet as I scream and shout 
I wear all this shame like a fucking crown 
I slayed the dragon 
And I saved the princess 
Then I held her up 
And I chained her down
Why I keep breaking down 
Off of the rock now I’m breaking down 
Now everyone's counting me down and out
I, lost sight of direction 
But I kept on stepping 
Cuz I knew eventually 
I, would figure it out
I walk a lonely road 
Where am I going 
Don't wanna know
I'm just a rolling stone 
I followed my heart into Minnesota 
Until Minnesota said its time to go
And its time to go
Bloom 

The voices in my head are getting loud
Will someone please come save me from this hell 
I think I've lost my way of getting out
Will someone please come save me from myself 

To all of these long days 
Walk independent down hallways 
I’ll love you forever and always 
But we aren't the same anymore no
Both of these shoulders have grown cold 
There's ice in my veins 
and my hearts froze
Throwing snow balls
Into baggies
I think that you think that Im leading you on
And I think you're driving me crazy 
I know you lying when you bite your tongue 
I’m getting violent from things that I've done 
Cry like a siren til I’m feeling numb 
I'm dying inside Cuz I can't open up 
No good with goodbyes
I up and left again 
Still no surprise 
But where are you goin
No body knows 
They're just wavin at oceans 
Like Wes what the hell 
You're hurting everyone 
Why can't you tell 
What's on your mind
And everything else
Do I cross your mind when you think about 
Good times 
And long nights 
Both of reckless like bar fights
Standing outside 
Dancing in the rain
This is what happens when hearts break 
Doin cocaine 
Off the top of my mixtape 
Bloom.

The voices in my head are getting loud
Will someone please come save me from this hell 
I think I've lost my way of getting out
Will someone please come save me from myself

Bloom

His palms are sweaty 
Knees weak 
Arms are heavy 
And everything is fading away 
In this lucid dream
I been dwelling 
And I’m so sick of saying sorry 
For being myself 
Its not the person I been trying to be 
But maybe being perfect
Isn't as perfect 
Like you and I want it to be 
I’m just being real with it
How can you expect 
Something different from me 
If you can't even deal with it
I’m sick of looking in the mirrors image 
And seeing all of my damn fears in it 
I wish I could runaway 
Just never even have to deal with em 
Instead I been steady as steel 
Still stealing all of these damn pain pills from em
Tell me what you know about 
Being addicted to the feelings 
That you get from her
Tell me what you know about leaving your family behind 
Just to be next to her
Merry go around my mind 
Next sent the message 
That was meant for her
Damn.


I’ve been pick up the pieces 
You’ve been putting down
Now everything inside of me
Has started running out
I've been pulling for my city 
Pushing daisys underground 
Popping different prescriptions 
Your favorite popular rapper
Has been talking about 
Got the album on the way 
Always sorry for the wait 
Whatchu really tryna say 
All you rappers sound the same 
Keep on talking to myself 
Me myself and no one else
I've been in a living hell 
Lonely in the living room 
Don't know what I’m gonna do
Breaking down in side the booth 
Breaking down my winter blues
This just in on breaking news
I'm breaking bad like Walter do 
Crawlin as I falter through 
Chalklined on the ground
Leave em hollow like they fallen through 
Whatcha whatcha gonna do
Bad boys bad boys 
When they come for you
I can hear my demons 
Pacing in the hallway 
I can see the reaper coming for me
Coming from the wrong way
Ain't nobody out here really working homie 
I been out here really working on me all day
I been really really really 
Putting on for the city 
Going back and tell my family 
That I'm okay 
Yea 
Got the love back now 
I'm better than I ever was
And I'm so proud

River

I been at the bottom
Of the bottle 
To bottle it up 
and put it at the bottom 
Now I’m sick to my stomach 
But I still stick to my compass
And i ain't ever been a quitter 
But I quit being honest 
And thats a hard pill to swallow 
Wash it down with your pride 
Even worse is the moment 
You stop believing your lies
And you know it in your heart that 
This isn't right 
But you go ahead and do it
Cuz its different this time 
Yea right
You ain't ever gonna change boy
Damn right
You ain't nothing but a lame boy
Same thing 
You been doing everyday boy 
Fuck that 
Middle finger to the fake friends 
Started at bottom 
Battle monsters in the basement 
Doing what I gotta do 
To make it through the changes 
Keep on rearranging 
Pacing like a lion in a prison 
Sick and tired of the time being caged in 

Found God in a dark place 
Lost love 
With a girl
I ain't been the same 
It was probably for the best though 
I Lost a lot of friends 
And I wish you all the best still 
I pray that you keep reaching to the stars
I know you battle shadows in the dark
At war with world but 
Never be afraid to wear your scars 

Maybe you don't know it 
But I’m putting in the time 
And maybe I don't show it
But I’m fed up with the life
And the way that things are going 
I been going out my mind 
Doing what I gotta do to make it through the fire 
Giving everything to music 
Taking everything that's mine
I’m taking back the moment 
Leaving past behind 
And I know that I’m selfish 
Real talk
Sometimes I've been kind of asshole 
You know how that go
Playin two hand touch 
But you wanna play tackle 
Smoke a cigarette 
But your spitting tobacco 
You got a lot of friends but
Where are they at though 
Ain't nobody hit me on my phone 
Ain't nobody know that I’m alone 
Ain't nobody ask me how I’m doing 
Probably didn't notice I been gone 
And im gone 

Found God in a dark place 
Lost love 
With a girl
I ain't been the same 
It was probably for the best though 
I Lost a lot of friends 
And I wish you all the best still 
I pray that you keep reaching to the stars
I know you battle shadows in the dark
At war with world but 
Never be afraid to wear your scars

Wes Kyle (psycho child)